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explanation of why i haven't posted in months and why it might happen again
okay, for me to say why i kinda need to dox myself of where i live. i live in iran (unfortunately) and because of that the internate here is either very weak or gets fully cut off so if i stop posting for a month or more without saying why, it's cause of where i live buttttt i will still think of thinks to post once it comes back... if it ever does
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do you guys know any hurt/comfort x reader who is hypersexual fic that's in the fandoms (also preferably if it's with the characters also tagged) i tagged? and hopefully isn't smut. i rarely see any x reader content where the reader is hypersexual and since i feel like i am, i kinda need one
One sided Ranpoe fic idea:
Ranpo wrongly deduces that Poe is in love with him, confidentially confesses to him, only to be rejected by a confused Poe who had no romantic feelings towards him. This creates a big amount of shame within Ranpo, as in a sort of way, someone has bested him. After his shame, he just becomes more and more interested in Poe, which Poe always rejects
as someone who loves reading angst, this would destroy me and so i need it
Maybe I'm stretching it — idk — but does anyone else think it's mysogynistic in how Bsd women are always tied to traditional patriarchal views on women? And they lack goals of their own? Like they're well-written and have their own characters and personalities, but have you noticed a repeating pattern?
Louisa is shy and submissive, and she feels like she's nothing if Fitzgerald, a man, isn’t leading her???
Kouyou's role in the show is mostly connected to Kyouka? As in being some kind of mother figure to her? She herself doesn’t really have any other goal. You may say it's being an executive, but doesn’t she already do that? I guess she doesn’t want the pm to return to it's former form or something?
Teruko's goal is to serve justice I guess, but she already does that? And it's the same copy paste as the rest of the Hunting Dogs? And she's obsessed with Fukuchi?
Naomi is Junichirou's mischievous sister (implied they aren't actually siblings) who's kind of obsessed with him, and that is all there is to her??? Like all she wants to do is protect her brother. No individual goal for herself.
Yosano is the healer, we'll never have to worry about anything happening to the Ada because Yosano will fix them up. She's honestly just there to be a sort of plot armour. She doesn’t have an independent goal either? Other than helping in the Ada, which she already does? And that's the same as all other Ada characters? But then again she also thinks human lives are deeply important and wants to protect them, so I guess kind of a goal?
Higuchi is also fixated on Octagon, and we don't get to explore her character much? Like only one episode is dedicated to her. And I guess her goal is getting a relationship with Octagon, and serving the pm?? Serving the pm is the same as all other pm members to be honest, so no individual goal?
Kyouka has more of an individual goal, she wants to become a better person, become free, and change in her ways. Helping the Ada is an additional goal she has. But she's also quiet and shy and implied to have a crush on Atsushi?
Haruno is...just there...
Margaret puts her family above all, even herself.
Lucy's goal is to find somewhere where she belongs, with people who care for her. She has an individual goal, and she also a crush on Atsushi. But it isn’t all there is to her so I guess it isn’t really an issue.
Sasaki is the ideal japanese beauty — quiet, refined, modest, dedicated to her lover. Even after he's dead, and even though she'll always be second to his ideals. Also her whole purpose is for Kunikida's character.
Now some might say that they don't need to have complex, intricate goals, but take a look at the male characters.
Kunikida's role is to help in the Ada, sure, but he's also deeply dedicated to his ideals. His goals are to live by his ideals, even if it means sacrificing. We have so many episodes exploring this.
Atsushi's goal is to prove his worth and find a meaningful purpose in life. Like sure he helps in the Ada, but he has his own individual goal.
Even the govt. official Tonan, a character who's just barely there, has an individual goal — to avenge his father. It's separate from his job. Even Karma had an individual goal, to gain freedom.
Also, there’s nothing wrong with being shy, submissive, quiet, motherly, devotional, nurturing or refined. It's just that most, if not all, female characters fall into this category? How many male characters are obsessed with a woman relentlessly over multiple seasons and episodes, compared to the female characters? How many are nurturing, gentle and submissive compared to them?
You can't convince me that the already few female characters with little screen-time, barely having any individual goals of their own isn’t a bit sexist. Like at least unintentionally — I don't want to assume such horrible things about Asagiri. And there we have the fans babbling that Bsd is the most respectful to women all because the women don't show a lot of skin, as if showing skin was ever misogynistic.
i once was talking to my friend about poe being the third highest rank in the guild and thus being rich but not being in any official group photos, and that was the day i learned my friend doesn't pay a lot of attention of to the anime or manga because only when i said it did she realise poe was rich. she literally thought poe was (and i quote) sleeping in the sewers and wrote books durring the day... and she has watched bsd more times than i have
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how did i go from having a phobia of clowns to half the characters i simp for being clowns? i mean first it was sun, moon, and eclipse from both fnaf and tsams. then i just had to find a dating sim about clowns and bam, pierrot, harelequin, and jester have been added. my friend convinces me to watch bsd i get through 3 seasons being glad that maybe this series won't have any clowns to make me simp for but nooo, they just had to have a clown that was as mentally insane as i am
my mom told me that if you have a dream someone is trying to kill you, that person has a crush on you. so then please tell me why in my dream nikolai and fyodor were trying me kill me and so dazai told me to hide but my ass was too lazy to hide so i just said 'fuck it, kill me. i don't feel like running away'
i kinda wish my parents would accept i'm not normal and probably have adhd. all they do is say that 'oh well, they have always been like this so it's normal'. them pretending i'm normal has just made my life harder. it's made me wonder why i don't seem to fit in and why i can't focus on shit i should.
i finished reading a spring without you is coming. i can agree it was sad, i didn't cry like i hoped to however if the scene where chuuya died was like 4 paragraphs longer i would've. maybe if skk was my bsd otp i would've cried other than that it very good.
i also googled what ffi was and still didn't understand much, maybe i'm just an idiot idk
i'm gonna go read 'a spring without you is coming' instead of sleeping tonight. hopefully it's actually depressing since it's rare for angst to make me cry. will post my thoughts after i read it
finished reading post
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avarage convesertion i had with my friend about me having a dream that probably meant i'd marry nikolai or a clown in future
the more i think about my type in men the more i feel i'd probably marry nikolai if he was real
fyi i translated it so don't mind the message and the reply message thing not matching
one time my mother told me that back when she was a teen, she and her friends heard that if you go to sleep when you're very dehydrated and you have dream someone gives you glass of water it means that you will marry that person in future and when they tested it, it worked.
so what the fuck do i do now that i had a dream nikolai give me not one, but TWO glasses of water when i fell asleep while thirsty
i desparately need a dazai x reader fic where they attempt a double suicide but somehow dazai lives and the rest of the fic is just dazai having to deal and cope with the fact the reader died because of him why do i need this? idk i just like angst that makes me feel bad for the characters as if i didn't know it would've happend
i had a random thought about poe's ability, is his ability always active and does it still works if the writing got printed? since he's a writer he probably publishes books in yukohama since he left the guild and idc how rich he is, he still a job of some sort of gain money. i feel like his ability has to always be active otherwise fukuzawa'a ability feels a bit useless from what i understood it was. what i understood is that it allows people he's taken under wing (i'm not sure if i'm wording it right) to control their ability and if that's the case it would mean most abilitu users aren't able to control their ability and is poe is one of them... what happens to people who read his books because they're a fan or something? what happened to teachers that had to read the stories he wrote as homework?
a few weeks ago two of my friend came over to my house for the first time and when of them (i'll call her spring) was leaving she said "thanks, pretzel, i had a really good time" and i, someone who has never had friends before and doesn't know how to talk like a normal human being was stuck on wheter to say "قربونت" which is basically you're welcome in persian or to say "فدا سرت" which also basically is you're weclome but more commonly used when some really fucks up and you wanna say it's fine, shit happens. and guess what my socially awkward ass said... yeah, the second one and persian is my native language. spring then started lecturing me about what i was meant to say
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a little rant on harlequin being mischaracterized (sometimes)
this became longer than expected so skip if you don't have time, i don't mind
i've seen some people say how harle is a rapist while pierrot is a sweet baby (ignoring him being killer cuz idk if anyone really give a shit about that). no. just no he isn't. imo he is far from it. i useally pay attention to how characters act and react to certain things and i've noticed that while harle backs off when seeing the mc is uncomfortable with how he's acting. i have two examples, one for day one nd one for day two. for day one in tent scene after his show when he gets close enough to you that you hit the tent's wall he says some about you liking this (i don't remember the line and since im writing this night while i can't sleep i dont wanna play the game rn) and if you pick the option that you don't like it, he backs off instantly. in day two in the tent scene (the one where pierrot tied(?) you to the bed) he gets ontop and basicaly flirts with you and i think if you asked him to stop the scene ends faster then it would've if you were okay with him doing this. now on to pierrot. i have a few examples of why he's more of a sexual assaulter than harlequin. in day one, he kisses you in your sleep (in day one when you first wake up it says you have a strange taste in your mouth, probably and hopefully only a kiss from him) then again in the same day when you say you probably won't come back he literally drugs you and keeps you in a tent, you might say what about when the route where you buy druged food and eat it? well, after he found out you were druged. despit knowing where you live and most likely able to bring you home, he does the same thing -_-. day two, when he breaks into your house and you step away he fucking throws you on the bed and pins you. you might be saying what about the other tent scene with harle. if i'm not wrong (plz correct me if i am, i want this to be valid and unbaised as possible) it was said that harlequin would've stop if you were uncomfortable with it why he didn't stop when you tired to hit him or the fact you were scared? let's be honest, we all knew what was gonna happen if we followed and so did the mc but unlike us, the mc didn't know they were monster until later in that day, that why the mc was scared, not because they didn't want it
i'm not making this because i hate pierrot and love harlequin. i love both of them and in fact i hated harle at first until i payed more attention to his reactions. i love pierrot and i do call him my sweet little baby boy but if this was real life, i wouldn't like him because of how he acts, i might feel comfortable enough to talk to him but enough to let him touch me in any way (not because i hate him, i'm just very picky about who gets to touch me in any way) while with harle, i would trust him with my drink, i would pick him over a bear, and i would trust him to keep me safe in a bar or club without drawing too much attention and i would feel comfortable enough to let him hold my hand
btw if you wanna critisize me, go ahead. i love to hear your point of view <3
i once had a dream where poe was a fashion designer instead of a writer and for reason he was very flirty with me and sure he look fine af but i'd rather die than live in a world where where my baby boy is anything but a author
then the night after i had a dream where i walking with my friend and we saw fashion designer poe again. both times i was thinking about dazai before i fell asleep
