once again i want to disappear from the face of the earth so far away where no one can find me. i wanna throw my phone in a lake and be completely unreachable

backing away from you like a wounded animal

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

forever that lonely girl

imagine hating me and im just in my room straight up sobbing

suddenly i don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because i always yearned for someone to understand my soul.

sometimes i feel like all i am is a disorder

“you’re so mature for your age” thanks, i traded my childhood for it

I genuinely believe that if I stopped texting everyone they’d forget I ever existed

society condemns anorexia but exclusively uplifts anorexic bodies

the big trick is to never ever hope for anything and always expect the worst no matter what #mythoughtprocess

my absence will never haunt anyone because my presence never mattered

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever enjoy being alive