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I´ve been busy with work this weeks and I finally binge watched S4

My thoughts on this season are a lot, it was LITERALLY a freaking rollercoaster of emotions, so much laughs, surprise, nostalgia, pureness, love, angst, sadness but above all LOVE!! Love in all ways, all of them really... This is something that resonates with me when I process everything that happened.

It was just too muchh, and actually I feel sorry for my anger towards Tim on the fact that he broke up Portwell and not just that, like the way it happened. I need to say and IT´S FAIR to do it, that he made an amazing job with all of the writing, RESPECT SIR. I know he isn´t perfect, he screwed up sometimes but who doesn´t? I think he nailed it with the writing, he dropped so much bombs in the most clever way and made everything make sense with Rina!

I´m a Portwell and will always love and remember my ship for who THEY WERE while dealing with what they dealt, and for the connection and support they had for one another! They were different people, specially EJ who was trying to be strong and be the best boyfriend he possibly could. But I truly recognize the development and growth Ricky and Gina had, both together grew on me and have a pice of my heart. Ricky made a quantum leap in maturity and in his emotional stability and made me proud for all he did for his girl, so as Gina. I understood her better and made myself remember the queen she is. Now, finally i can say RINA DESERVES EACHOTHER. God they´re adorable and JOSH AND SOFIA almost killed me with their perfect acting. So much talent and love in this cast, I love them.

What´s up y'all! I´m back after an eternity and I actually I feel the same than how I left when season 3 ended, even worse actually... I´M HONESTLY SO DISSAPOINTED. I genuinely don´t understand why Tim hates EJ so much, there´s no other way. Like all of EJ´s love and support to Gina was burried 30 mts underground, not to mention the lack of empathy from the group. He´s been heartbroken several times while living all the stages of a soon college student and now he gets A STAB in the back from Gina!

I can´t with this writing. GINA I EXPECTED MORE FROM YOU 💔.

Next time, someone should tell EJ to be a bitch like Ricky was, let´s see if he goes better. Cause apparently Gina melts for dudes of this type. And honestly idc what anyone says about Ricky being a good guy that was confused and with emotional issues, HE DID WRONG with Gina, than when he broke up with Nini, went to her other option as fast as he could. If you justify Ricky then why not EJ with all the stuff he carried through and although tried his best to be the best boyfriend!

TIM FEDERLE you gave EJ just a little taste of happiness in a lot of time and made Ricky steal it from him once more. How are portwells supposed to feel?!?

Y'all for those of you who are worried about portwell, noo guys why?? it should be the other way! I´VE NEVER FELT a ship safer. Worry about one with no angst or plot devices. The writers did it once, did it twice and now thrice?.... I guess the chemistry IS much better than expected by some.