still has the power to bite

CONTACT — AZIN

TXT : hey, just wanted to say i saw your last match. you did really well. i was impressed.

CONTACT — JAY

"I'm not supposed to talk." Not altered- just well trained. "I'm here alone." His voice is hoarse with ill-use, but he's answered her questions, and now he can be silent and listen instead. She knows to hit him with things he can communicate with body language, too.

He takes a spoonful of soup and lets it sit in his mouth for a moment before chewing up the noodles and chicken to swallow. There's a little tremble to his hand as he goes for a second bite.

Here alone, at a hospital, dressed for work...? He doesn't have a staff tag or badge. That's not a good sign.

But...she's eating alone at a hospital, too. She's clearly had a terrible day. He pushes back his fear to give her his full attention. Maybe he can help, even just by listening.

She pries open the plastic of the uncrustable before taking a bite, "I'm here because my father is having surgery and I drew the short end of the stick. They want someone here in case he fucks up and becomes a vegetable." She takes another bite, callous but at least she's realistic. "He would prefer not to be one; he's having surgery on his brain stem. So I've been here for a while and no one's really told me anything. I figure no news is good news, you know."

Her brain had been on autopilot, making polite conversation with the nurses and aides all day. It was just a lot of "no thank you," "yes please," "oh I'm fine, don't worry about me," finally she needed to stretch her legs and she could actually speak.

"Rich dude. I don't usually get names, just companies or the dogs or whatever. I'm not...licensed...And uh, he's uh...hang on," despite the glare, once the door is opened he doesn't move, just watches Orange work to pull the gag from his throat. It's DEEP, somehow he hasn't choked on it. the muzzle keeps his head latched to the inside of the crate, and Clark seems pretty thrilled to have the airway of his mouth finally cleared despite coughing.

"Speak."

Fuck you, sometimes he wishes he had his voice stripped, he has to be in peak condition, has to be fondled, grabbed, touched, drugged, pulled, whatever they want to do to see just how viable he is and how good he can be. Surgeries that alter anything can be a deficit to the game of eugenics. The biggest complaint he gets is how short he is, only barely taller than Orange.

"Call them brides again and I'll-" his hoarse voice is cut off by a shock from the collar, Orange keeping the remote in his hand just out of sight for Clark to not notice it. Not like he can lunge out or do anything but threaten anyway, but that's bad behavior. he needs to be a good dog.

"Oh, shit, good catch." she says, having not seen the gag wedged so deeply. "Are you alright?" she asks Clark, her eyes softening on him.

So far she likes Orange as a trainer, attentive, albeit a little too laid back, but she likes that he seems to correct but the correction is in line with the infraction. He didn't threaten her, Azin had heard it all before, and after dealing with her newest dog outbursts didn't spook her.

"Fair enough." she tells him, both Orange and Clark. "I don't know if he's what my clients are looking for." Her eyes make contact with Clark's, she can see he's not glazed over. Some of the studs can get almost engulfed in the idea of breeding. She says no if only to spare him and maybe the bitch she's stud hunting for. "I hate this part of training and working with owners," she says, "it's one thing to train them to obey but you're adding other living beings into the mix. It's been getting too close to me."

[ SFW version here! ]

what’s the best thing about writing smut for you?

what’s the worst thing about writing smut for you?

do you have a pet peeve when it comes to anything regarding smut?

do you write smut only with your muse’s partners, or are you okay with one night stands?

do you prefer for things to get in details, or do you prefer to “fade to black”?

are there some kinks you tend to give to most of your muses?

did you ever play a quickie?

did you ever write a particularly kinky thread?

did you ever write something fetish-related?

did you ever write a threesome?

did you ever write boring sex?

did you ever write about public sex?

would you rather write smut only with mutuals, or are you open for everyone?

do you prefer to write dominant or submissive muses?

would you consider your muse dominant or submissive?

did you ever write about your muse masturbating?

is there a particular NSFW scenario you wanted to play, but couldn’t yet?

what’s something that immediately turns you off from writing smut with someone?

is there any kink/fetish you will likely never play? 

have you ever been pushed to write smut?

did you ever play a hatefuck?

do you prefer a “no plot, just sex” kind of thread when it comes to NSFW?

is there any “unconventional” kink you play, or you would like to?

do you have a favorite memory when it comes to rping smut?

do you have a least favorite memory when it comes to rping smut?

do you think it’s better to focus NSFW threads only during certain days, like sunday?

what’s the first NSFW thread you played?

is your muse someone who like to initiate? are they a tease? would they rather wait for their partner?

how would your muse react to someone teasing them?

is your muse a virgin?

how does your muse handle bad sex?

sender falls asleep against receiver's shoulder halfway through a movie.

sender pulls receiver closer by the sleeve of their sweater.

sender wraps a blanket around themselves and receiver.

sender hooks their pinky around receiver's.

sender rests their head in receiver's lap.

sender presses a quick kiss to the top of receiver's head.

sender quietly cleans up after receiver while they're distracted.

sender saves the last bite for receiver.

sender writes love notes and leaves it somewhere receiver will find it.

sender curls up beside receiver on the couch.

sender grins every time they catch receiver looking.

sender snaps a candid photo with receiver when they aren't paying attention.

sender bumps their shoulder against receiver's while walking.

sender dramatically flops across receiver's lap.

sender nudges receiver's foot beneath the table.

sender automatically looks for receiver in a crowded room.

sender shifts a little closer to receiver without realizing it.

sender lets their knee rest against receiver's.

sender finds an excuse to sit beside receiver.

sender lights up the moment they spot receiver.

sender lingers a little too long after saying goodbye to receiver.

sender watches receiver from across the room with a soft smile.

sender gently wipes something from receiver's face.

sender points out constellations to receiver while the two of them lie beneath the stars.

sender ends up covered in flour while baking cookies with receiver.

sender pulls receiver into an impromptu dance in the middle of the kitchen.

sender absentmindedly doodles on receiver's hand while the two of them talk.

sender gets caught staring at receiver and immediately looks away.

Most of us roleplay because we have characters we love and want to explore. It's entirely natural to want our muses to have exciting moments, important arcs, and meaningful character development.

However, roleplay is a collaborative hobby. It is not something you write alone.

It's okay for some threads to focus more heavily on one character. Sometimes you might want to have a thread where your muses solves the problem, where they're injured and taken care of, where they're worshiped by their love interest. There's nothing wrong with that.

The issue comes when that becomes the default dynamic, and one person's muse is always the center of every plot while their partner's character exists mainly to support their story.

Your partner's muse deserves to exist as a character and not just a supporting role. They should get to have their own goals, conflicts, relationships, and moments to shine. They should not just serve as an accessory to make your character's story more interesting.

This applies not just to letting them be the hero, but also letting them be vulnerable. Sometimes certain characters become known in a community for being protectors, leaders, or the person who always has things under control. While those traits can be a big part of a character, it can become exhausting for a writer if their muse is constantly expected to be the one who saves everyone, understands everyone, or takes care of everyone else.

Even characters who are strong, capable, or highly experienced can face major issues, and the people who write them would often like to explore those softer or more troubled sides too.

The same principle applies to AU and crossover verses.

They are both great ways to explore new possibilities and interact with new characters. However, they work best when everyone involved still has control over their own character's identity.

When making a verse, make sure you ask yourself if you are creating a shared story or simply asking someone else to play an NPC in a story that is centered around your muse.

It is not fair or appealing to your partners to do things like

Making your muse responsible for another character's major life events.

Rewriting another character's backstory so it revolves around your muse.

Making your muse the center of the verse and the only one who can solve things.

Those are the kind of things that need to be planned out ahead of time with your partner.

You also need to be careful when making a verse where your muse has pre existing connections with canon characters. There is nothing inherently wrong with this. In a lot of cases, it would be really hard to slot a character into a different fandom and have them never encounter any of the canon cast.

However, there is a massive difference between your characters having simply met before, or having a connection like being coworkers or something, and hard-coding a canon character into your muse's backstory as someone they have a deep, unshakeable connection with, like lovers or family, without your partners consent.

On a side note: There is absolutely nothing wrong with making an OC or an alternate version of a character and giving them a connection to a canon character, whether it be friends, siblings, lovers, or a child. But you should make it very clear on your blog so people who play those canon characters can look at your profile and decide if they wish to interact with that specific lore.

Before introducing a major AU concept, it may help to ask:"Does this give both writers something interesting to explore?" and not focus on just what you find cool for your muse.

sender absentmindedly reaches for receiver's hand while walking.

sender kisses receiver's forehead as they pass by.

sender quietly makes receiver a cup of coffee before they wake up.

sender wraps a blanket around receiver's shoulders when they notice them shivering.

sender steals a quick kiss from receiver while they're busy cooking.

sender rests their chin on receiver's shoulder while they wash the dishes.

sender gently brushes flour off receiver's cheek.

sender slips their hand into receiver's back pocket while walking together.

sender absentmindedly plays with receiver's fingers during a conversation.

sender quietly fixes receiver's collar before they leave the house.

sender leaves a handwritten note in receiver's lunch.

sender saves the last bite of dessert for receiver.

sender pulls receiver closer beneath a shared blanket.

sender falls asleep with their head in receiver's lap.

sender brushes receiver's hair away from their face.

sender smiles every time they catch receiver looking at them.

sender absentmindedly rubs circles into receiver's back.

sender automatically reaches for receiver in a crowded room.

sender gently tucks receiver into bed after they've fallen asleep on the couch.

sender presses a kiss against receiver's knuckles.

sender steals receiver's hoodie and insists it belongs to them now.

sender warms receiver's cold hands between their own.

sender surprises receiver with flowers they picked on the walk home.

sender insists on carrying all the groceries so receiver doesn't have to.

sender drapes their jacket over receiver's shoulders.

sender pulls receiver into an impromptu slow dance in the kitchen.

sender takes receiver's hand without even thinking about it.

sender lets receiver steal fries off their plate without complaining.

sender pauses to admire receiver when they think nobody's looking.

sender braids receiver's hair.

sender helps receiver zip up the back of their outfit.

sender carefully adjusts receiver's tie before an event.

sender absentmindedly kisses receiver's temple while reading together.

sender slips a flower behind receiver's ear.

sender gently paints receiver's nails.

sender helps receiver roll up their sleeves.

sender fastens receiver's necklace for them.

sender falls asleep holding onto receiver's sleeve.

sender quietly slips into bed beside receiver after a late night.

sender wakes up smiling because receiver is still there.

sender kisses receiver's shoulder before getting out of bed.

sender sleepily reaches across the bed until they find receiver's hand.

sender pulls receiver back into bed for "five more minutes."

sender absentmindedly plays with receiver's hair while they nap.

sender wakes receiver with a gentle kiss.

sender lights up the moment receiver walks through the door.

sender quietly squeezes receiver's hand during a difficult moment.

sender leaves everything they're doing just to greet receiver when they get home.

sender instinctively reaches for receiver after hearing good news.

sender remembers exactly how receiver takes their coffee.

sender catches receiver staring and smiles back at them.

sender laughs before receiver even finishes the joke because they already know the punchline.

sender instinctively stands close enough that their shoulders are touching.

sender absentmindedly spins receiver's wedding ring around their finger while holding their hand.

sender quietly smiles to themself after hearing receiver laugh from another room.

sender finds receiver humming around the house and joins in without a word.

sender catches receiver doing something completely ordinary and suddenly remembers just how in love they are.

❛  i won't apologize for the way i chose to survive.  ❜ ❛  i won't ask you to love me.  ❜ ❛  i won't be another thing you ruin and walk away from.  ❜ ❛  i won't be here when you finally decide you need me.  ❜ ❛  i won't be the reason for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  i won't be your second choice anymore.  ❜ ❛  i won't forgive you just because you finally feel guilty.  ❜ ❛  i won't hold you back anymore.  ❜ ❛  i won't keep setting myself on fire just to keep you warm.  ❜ ❛  i won't let myself hope for you again.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you do this alone.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  i won't make it so easy for you this time.  ❜ ❛  i won't tell you when i miss you.  ❜ ❛  i won't wait forever just because you're scared.  ❜ ❛  won't you at least say goodbye this time?  ❜ ❛  won't you be lonely without me?  ❜ ❛  won't you be sorry for once?  ❜ ❛  won't you look for me when i'm gone?  ❜ ❛  won't you miss being loved like that?  ❜ ❛  won't you miss me?  ❜ ❛  won't you regret this when it's too late?  ❜ ❛  won't you remember that i tried?  ❜ ❛  won't you tell me what i did wrong?  ❜ ❛  won't you wish you had said something kinder?  ❜ ❛  won't you wish you had stayed?  ❜ ❛  won't you wonder what could have been?  ❜ ❛  you won't admit that you hurt me because then you'd have to care.  ❜ ❛  you won't be able to fix this so easily.  ❜ ❛  you won't be the reason for me to stay.  ❜ ❛  you won't even look at me anymore.  ❜ ❛  you won't find me waiting for you ever again.  ❜ ❛  you won't get another chance.  ❜ ❛  you won't get to break me twice.  ❜ ❛  you won't have to worry about losing me anymore. you already did.  ❜ ❛  you won't keep using my love against me.  ❜ ❛  you won't know what to do with yourself when i stop needing you.  ❜ ❛  you won't remember this the way i will.  ❜ ❛  you won't say it, but i know you blame me.  ❜ ❛  you won't understand what you lost until i'm gone.  ❜