Anon: first kiss with jaemin please👏🏼👏🏼💕💕
Anon: Idk if can even request this but could you do Jaemin for the first kiss series soon? Sorry you can’t it’s cool!
Anon: IDK IF THIS IS HELLA RUDE TO SAY OR REQUEST BUT I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE ALL OF THE FIRST KISS SERIES AND HOW YOU SHOULD TOTALLY MAKE JAEMIN’S SOKN BECAUSE YOU KNOW JAEMIN BUT I DONT MEAN TO COME ACROSS AS PUSHY OR ANYTHING, JUST A SUGGESTION. SORRY
Thank you for requesting! I really hope you like this because I think it’s the best one I’ve written in the series :’-) good writing is very rare for me so I’m just uysaibhdisbidhsa - anyway enjoy! Also this was written for @jaeminnana and @jaeminniemouse because well, it’s obvious lmao 💕 💕 💕
this gif literally fits in so perfectly with this scenario like ???? you will see what I mean when you read it my heART
So your first kiss with Jaemin would literally be your first kiss ever
And you weren’t even dating at the time
He was just your childhood friend, who had grown from the awkward and shy child he was to this confident and handsome teenager
Although you were complete polar opposites, you remained close friends throughout those changing years
And although, Jaemin had become a guy who was easily irritable and a little bit too cocky for his own good, you couldn’t help but fall for him
Of course you’d never tell him this though, god no
He already had a line of girls falling at his feet and swooning at the fact he was an idol and a student, and you weren’t intending on joining that queue any time soon
Little did you know that Jaemin felt the same way
Unable to resist your awkwardness and easily flustered self, he only just managed to keep his feelings in check and only admire you from afar
You never realised how he stared at you whenever you spoke, or always slid his arm around your waist whilst you were walking, nor did you notice how he always spoke to you in a sweet and calm voice (even when he was teasing you) unlike how he usually spoke to everyone else
It definitely came as a shock to him when he suddenly blurted out one day: “Jaemin, how are you supposed to kiss someone? Can you show me?”
The question was innocent and laced with the obliviousness of affection for you, but to Jaemin, who literally choked when you said this, it came as a huge shock to him
You were both both studying at his house, sitting quietly next to one another as you tried to revise for your upcoming test
For a while now, your mind had been occupied with thoughts of only Jaemin
Maybe it was just teenage hormones or maybe it was just you realising how much you really really like Jaemin,
But your heart couldn’t help but flutter every time he said your name or smiled at you
Having little experience in love or relationships would be something Jaemin always teased you about and would jokingly use it against you too
But his heart would melt at your question
He’d internally coo and sigh, cursing the universe for making you so adorable and innocent and yet still having the ability to make him feel all kinds of things in just a few words
Gulping, he leaned back of his chair looking at you seriously with an eyebrow raised
“Uhmmm, Y/N, shouldn’t you be asking someone else that? Like, I dunno, one of your girlfriends?”
“What? No! I’m not kissing them!”
Your eyes widened slightly, and you gasped at what you had just said
You had basically just asked him to help you by showing you - in literal terms too
Jaemin would chuckle at you, grabbing your hands and giving them a shake as if he was trying to get you back to normal
“Oh, c'mon Y/N. Not having your first kiss yet, it’s not that big of a deal. Let’s-let’s just carry on with this work yeah?”
He’d smiled at you sympathetically
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to help you, to be honest he had always wanted to kiss you
But that was exactly the problem - because he wanted to kiss you anyway, he didn’t want to change things between you or make things awkward
You eyes dropped and you forced a smile, blushing with embarrassment for being turned down
Even if he wasn’t going to show you, you really wanted to be told how to do it
“Please Jaemin? I don’t want to embarrass myself when I actually kiss someone I like, I just need some tips….”
Your voice started to get quieter and you cursed yourself for thinking that he’d agree and saying something as bold and weird as that
Watching as your shoulders slouched and your mouth twitched, a sign of yours he had noticed that you’d do whenever you were uncomfortable, Jaemin frowned, feeling a little awkward and guilty at your state
Quietly you’d hear a sigh and “fine then” and see him jokingly roll his eyes
Almost immediately you sat up straight a smile on your face, thankful that he had changed him mind
“So the first thing you need to know about kissing, is that you only do it when you’re married and in love okay?” - Jaemin & a slap from you
“Jaemin!” “Sorry, sorry okay!”
He’d turn his chair to face you onwards, gesturing that you do the same, and then moving closer to yours and pulling your chair between his legs slightly, so you were closer to him that you were expecting
In his head, he’s literally yodelling screaming with joy and his heart is racing, but on the outside, he looks chill af
You on the other hand, are doing a cRAP job at hiding your nervousness - you’re sweating and panting and red as hell
“I don’t really know how to explain this but…look I’ll just show you and you, you can see, yeah?”
His voice is low and deep, as he laces one of his hands with yours rubbing your fingers with his thumb warmly
Not trusting your voice to speak for you, you nod cutely, smiling at him fondly
His hand still laced with your fingers, he strokes your cheek with a finger
His fingers trailing fire over your too-sensitive skin, tracing the line of your jaw and the hypersensitive place by your ear
He bent closer to you, now close enough that you could feel him shaking a little bit as if he wasn’t sure if you would change your mind or push him away
But he didn’t realise how caught up you were in the moment
Giving you a shy smile, he untangles his hand from yours and slides his arm down to the small of your back and pulling you closer to him
When you made no sign to discourage him, he chuckled whispering “just enjoy this, yeah?”
You could feel his breath on your cheek and your eyelids fluttered closed at their own accord, as he closed the gap
His lips began a gentle exploration of your mouth, peppering soft kisses at each corner
“Relax - I don’t bite, Y/N”, he caresses the side of your face to get you to soften your jaw
Uncertain of what to do, but fully aware of how amazing it felt to have him kiss you, you unclenched your teeth and began kissing him back
You didn’t really know what to do or how to kiss him back well, but you could feel the sparkles in the pit of your stomach and firecrackers exploded behind your closed eyes
A hand cradled your head in just the right position to deepen the kiss, the kiss now turning from a short peck to show you how to kiss to a deeper, more meaningful kiss
His lips briefly left from yours to start their own sweet explore, touching the curve of your jaw and the Collins of your neck
Jaemin’s lips were warm and soft but he soon broke the kiss, pecking you once more before leaning back at grinning widely at you
Both of his hands grab your hands and he plays with your fingers shyly, avoiding your gaze and smiling to himself
Your cheeks are burning, eyes wide in shock and you bite your lip trying to hold back from saying something stupid and potentially ruining things
“I-I really liked that Y/N”
A silence feel between you two, both your minds occupied with thoughts of one another
Eventually he looks up at you and smiles again, a hopeful glint in his eyes
“I’ve waited a long time to do that to you, Y/N. I hope you realised that”
“Wait, really? You have?”
“Mhmm…do you uhmmm- feel the same way perhaps"
He laughs awkwardly, his gaze avoiding yours again but then immediately returns when you simply say "yes”, a bold side coming from you
A smile stretches across is face and he claps his hands in joy before reaching out to squeeze your cheeks and coo at you
“Oh yes! You’re so cute Y/N! Ooo wait, here have another kiss!”
Jaemin leans back in again, kissing you on your cheek to which you flushed deeply at and giggled
And that was basically how Jaemin had grown from the awkward and shy child he was, to this confident and handsome teenager, and now to your idol and utterly charming boyfriend
This was so cute to write omg I think I may have just swerved myself into Jaemin’s lane lmao join me in hell guys
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