dying on live television

feeling pretty dissociative and alienated from personhood rn if any bad bitches want to exploit me as a living weapon

heyy haha have you heard about this cool new unwitness protection program thing. yeah i hear it’ll have you feeling like you’re 13 again and you’re out too late in the dark and like your dad will probably yell when you finally get home. like the shape of you might be different than everybody else and you’re glad and you hate it and it scares you haha ha. like youth is a prison of circumstance. like you’re trying to figure out how not to bash a window in. dawg this stuff will have you feeling like you’re the lamb and your hometown the slaughter

having many trinkets and books is so cool and fun until you realize you have to dust them

i just wanna do nothinggggg 😭😭😭😭😭 which is like what im already doing but i wanna do it in a way that doesnt actively ruin my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

repeat after me: people don’t notice the little details. i’m going to get away with it. people don’t notice the little details. i’m going to get away with it.

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.

my promising gardening career was cut short when i was mauled by a rampaging basil plant

skrillex's "bangarang" used to play

challenging all white women to put in even half the effort they spend on fearmongering to other white women about parking lot abductions to instead support MMIWG initiatives if they want to actually make a difference in protecting women