Esoteric Things

Its been difficult trying to navigate this chaotic new world, that seems to hold a new terror every time I open my phone. Sometimes I find myself feeling unmoored and my thoughts spiraling out of control. This feeling of helplessness is intense. I don't know how many of you are like me in that, but if you are, this reading is for you.

Today's general reading will be a Dreams, Nightmares, and Walking Life three card spread. What dreams we can hold onto, what nightmares we will face, and what our reality really holds for us.

Pick from one of the three images below and remember to take what resonates and leave the rest.

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Two of Wands, Eight of Cups, Six of Coins Your dreams are of the future, and all the things you want to accomplish. You are discovering new things about yourself and your inner desires, but stepping outside of that space fills you with dread. This leads your nightmares to be filled with fears of abandonment, that your new plans might leave you unfulfilled and disappointed. This is to be expected, following a new path is not easy. But people around you support you, and they are there for you. Pull from this generosity and allow yourself to explore. It might be frighting receiving from other people, but you also have a lot to give in return.

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Ace of Swords, Justice, Eight of Swords You are on a search for truth, it fills your dreams and your nightmares. Making it so your waking life is filled with negative thoughts and difficulty deciding how to move forward. You dream of clarity, success, and new adventures, but the truth that you are searching for in your dreams are leading you to have nightmares about the long term repercussions of your actions, leading to mental self imprisonment during your waking moments. A way forward is to embrace the truth that is shown to you, despite the potential pain that will come. As they say the truth will set you free, even if it doesn't feel that way in the moment.

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The past, present, and future are the focus of this weeks reading. Has it been easy, will it get easy? Pick one of the pictures below!

Remember this is all for fun, and take what resonates and leave the rest

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Four of Swords, The Magician, Three of Wands

Just leaving a period of rest and recuperation, you are now able to tap into your energy. You see a clear direction and are ready to take action. Whatever action you decide to take will help lead your endeavors to grow, and potentially you might travel.

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Seven of Pentacles, Three of Cups, King of Wands

In the recent past you’ve been focusing on growing your investments. Your hard work has paid off, and right now you are in the mood to celebrate. Take this moment to have fun with friends. In the near future you will be able to see the harvest of all your hard work.

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The Hierophant, Page of Wands, Eight of Pentacles

I’m sorry, I don’t do readings for people who aren’t consenting for them. This K-pop artist and whoever the rumor is about didn’t agree to have a reading done.

I do the general readings on here for people who willingly participate in them, and if someone wants a personal reading I will discuss it with them. I just get uncomfortable doing readings where the person requesting isn’t part of the reading themselves, especially when it comes to things as complicated as relationships.

Today we are going to paint the town red, with a current look at what is going on in your life, the potential outcome, and advice to help deal with everything that is coming your way.

Please pick a picture below that speaks most to you and scroll down to the corresponding reading.

Please remember that this is for fun, and take what resonates and leave what doesn't.

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Queen of Cups, King of Wands, The Hermit Right now things are going well, you are feeling a surge of creative energy and feel the need to help things grow, either in your life or in the lives of others. With this energy you are able to work towards something bigger. The nurturer you are will help you see the bigger picture and potentially lead others in a shared goal. While working from going to the smaller circle to a larger goal that requires more people and maybe giving up a bit of individual control for the larger vision, focus on where your gut is telling you to go. All the while make sure to take some time to be alone and thoroughly evaluate that what you are doing is right for you all along the way.

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Wheel of Fortune, Five of Cups, The Magician Currently a big change is happening in your life. You have hit a turning point, and it is making you nervous. The looming potential for regret and failure might be making you hesitate. Regret often comes from chances we never even take. Even if the future does hold some failure it is important to remember all is not lost. You are resourceful despite potentially not feeling like it during this time of stress. You will be able to rebuild no matter what changes come.

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Whether your year started off amazing, or it might have started off rough. For the first reading I'm doing is a vibe check. To check in with how we are feeling in mind, body, and soul.

Pick the picture that resonates the most with you and scroll down.

Reminder that this is just for fun, so take what resonates and leave the rest.

I am going to try to do the tarot pick a picture/pile to be my weekly consistent post. If I can keep it up I might try to add more, but I'm gonna go slow.

I love nature, the outdoors, and I have a dream to visit all the national parks in the US. I know that it probably won't happen, but growing up near one has instilled a love of nature in me.

Today's pick an image tarot reading is based on some lovely pictures of different national parks. Image 1 is Wynn Mountain at Glacier National Park.

2. Is another beautiful flower picture of Glacier Park.

3. Crater Lake at night.

Remember this is all in fun.

Wynn Mountain

Ten of Cups, Three of Swords rx, Four of Cups

Currently you are experiencing a sense of contentment in your relationships after a potentially difficult time. You are finally feeling confidence and comfort in your relationships. During this time cultivating the relationships with people in your life that are positive and pruning out the negative ones will be of benefit. This will require you to take time for yourself, and look inwards at what you want from the relationships in your life and not make rash decisions.

Glacier National Park

Knight of Cups, The Tower, Eight of Pentacles Right now you are able to attract people to you with your charm and comforting demeanor. You have a way with words and romance. However something big is on the horizon that is going to cause your whole world to turn upside down. This extroverted romantic persona is going to be stripped away and you will feel vulnerable to the world. During this upheaval it would be better for you to focus less on trying to woo the world and more on trying to develop the skills you already have into a master level.

Crater Lake

Seven of Wands rx, Four of Cups, Five of Swords

You are overwhelmed by external pressures. It is making you feel like you are living a lie. Criticisms thrown your way are cutting you deep and making you feel incredibly small. You can't win everyone over, no matter how hard you try. You need to take time and rest. Build yourself back up and reflect on yourself and what you really want before making big decisions. You have been in a hurtful battle and you might feel it is worth continuing this fight to its bitter end, but right now you need to pick your battles and heal your wounds.

So I wanted to try something new, at least new to me. I decided to do a zodiac horoscope based tarot reading.

How to read this type of reading can be done in a few different ways, depending on how well you know your own Zodiac Chart.

One is just read your sun sign, and that's your zodiac based tarot reading. The other is if you know your Sun, Moon, and Rising signs you can combine those three to have a more in depth reading of the next months horoscope. Let me know if you like this or if you can think of a better way. I believe in growth through feedback.

Reminder this is all for entertainment and enjoyment

Aries

--6 of Swords-- You are moving on from something painful to a better place even if moving on is painful in itself. By leaving that pain behind, you can go out and explore new and hopefully better places. A new path lies ahead, but only if you can let go of the past.

Taurus

The Chariot You feel like you have more control over your life this month. With this new sense of direction and drive, you are feeling as if you can do anything, and that you can take on the world.

Gemini

10 of Cups Everything feels like its coming together. You feel happy with your relationships, and are experiencing a sense of comfort and well being. Love abounds for you this month.

Cancer

2 of Wands rx This month you are having difficulty laying plans, and fearing the unknown. This is causing you to feel disconnected from plans that you have made, and intentions you have set. Maybe you need to look inward and reconnect with your inner world.

Leo

Emperor rx You are inflexible at the moment, in your actions and mind. Things may seem chaotic, causing you to try and control everything in your life by dominating everything and everyone. What could you use to help yourself feel more comfortable, and not leave others around you feeling powerless?

Virgo

High Priestess This month you will be deeply connected to your intuition. You are able to connect with others and are feeling more empathetic. If you are someone who is exploring their personal spiritual side this month you will find it easier to connect with that inner spiritual world. It may be easier to trust your gut and have a deeper understanding.

Libra

6 of Swords rx You might be finding yourself resistant to change this month, even if the change is necessary for your well being. Whether this is due to reluctance or due to a situation being thrust upon you. Digging in your heals and not allowing yourself to move on will only bring you pain. Its time to resolve your unfinished business and try to move forward.

Scorpio

King of Pentacles This month you can make an idea you have been holding onto into a tangible reality. The struggles with your business and financial life are starting to smooth out and you are finding stability in your life.

Sagittarius

The Magician This month you are finding you have what you need to succeed. You are able to manifest your dreams into reality. You will find your focus unwavering and you are able to create the future you want, as long as you aren't solely driven by temporary fancies, but creating your deepest desires.

Capricorn

Queen of Cups This month you are finding yourself full of compassion and creative energies. By paying attention to your feelings you are able to connect deeply with the world and people around you. You are receptive to what the world has to offer and you can change it into something beautiful

Aquarius

6 of Pentacles Generosity is in abundance this month, whether it is you being able to help others, or others are coming to help you. This generosity could come in the form of something tangible like money, or something like advice when it is sorely needed.

Pisces

3 of Cups rx This month it might be time to step away and make time for yourself. Often you might love the company of others, but at this moment you need to make your circle a little smaller, of the most supportive friends, and ensure that you not over extending yourself socially or stifling yourself for the benefit of others.

Summer is fast approaching with all the fun in the sun to look forward to. What will your summer bring,

Pick your favorite image, or what you are most looking forward to for your summer activities and we will look at relationships, your career and financial goals, and the general overview of the mood of your summer.

Remember this is for fun and entertainment purposes.

Beach (Image 1)

Page of Swords, King of Swords, Sun rx

Your mental energy is on the rise right now, and you feel you can communicate your needs, wants, and deep desires to the other people in your life. This communication could lead to conflict or tensions in your relationship. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't follow through with communicating your needs, and being open to change. With this potential change coming you could see it impact your finances by needing to make non emotional decisions around where you are spending your money. If you don't have one someone who can offer financial advice you might want to get someone to help, be them a financial advisor, tax consultant, or lawyer. Over the summer it might be hard to see the bright side of life. You could be experiencing depression, or a personal struggle that is causing you to make your heart hard. This is only temporary, soon the clouds with move out of the way and the sun will shine again.

Ice Cream (Image 2)

Four of Swords, The Magician rx, Ace of Pentacles

It might be time to take a step back and look at your relationships. Are they helping or harming you? Take some time for yourself to answer that question this summer and regain your energy. Sometimes we need to be alone and evaluate where we are before we can keep going forward. Your financial and work life might be feeling stifled, your talents and skills might be underutilized or a project you are working on has halted leaving you stuck. During this summer maybe you can explore ways to try and maximize your potential to get out of this rut But this summer you will see new opportunities coming your way, you may get a financial windfall, or a new career opportunity might arise. It will take work, but it is worth it.

Picnic (Image 3)

Temperance, Five of Wands, Seven of Swords rx

Your relationships are entering a space where you feel tranquil. You are able to come together with people, and create new things. You have found a balance with yourself and others in your life that has led to a comfortable harmony. You find yourself butting heads with others when it comes to your career and finances, but there is value in the diversity of opinions and this testing can help refine your ideas of where you should be headed. Underlying all of this, you could be feeling like an impostor, despite the stability in your relationships. This feeling of fraudulence is mostly expressed in your inner world, you could be hiding something you feel you really need to share, or you need to get outside support to help remind you that you belong where you are. Talk to people about whats going on to get to a place of inner harmony and calm.

I hope you all have a wonderful summer, and are able to relax and enjoy yourself not matter your situation.

I found myself on my main blog having to much chaotic things. I want this blog to focus on my tarot readings, my mysticism explorations, and other more witchy and new age type content.

My main blog will have more art and other interests.