One time, when I was in a particularly deep doll trance, when the voice said:
"you want to say your own name, followed by the word Dolly"
And even though I hadn't begun transitioning yet, the name I said wasn't my birth name, it was Rosie.
It was the first time I ever called myself by my name, before I even knew it was.
I was always Rosie,
I just...didnt see it.
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