I hate maladaptive daydreaming because I end up attached to a notable person(s) and pretend I have a life with them. It's not parasocial because I don't truly believe it. I realized no one, will ever match up to the person I have created in my head and this notable person(s) are just the face of my dream jobs, dream relationships, and just overall my dreams. I don't think I will ever truly be happy because the life I built in my head is unattainable. My real life significant other will never match up to the person I am with in my head, because that person is not real. I will never be satisfied by any job I'll have because the jobs in my dreams are unattainable to me. I wish I could stay in the present and appreciate what I have but I just can't. I hate it so much


















