oki oki I really need to change my whole life, I say it every time but little lena is such a procrastinator… ok I know that given my environment and lack of freedom, it'll never be completely how I dream it, but let's not be too negative and try to make my life a little softer and uhh actually I feel like I'm watching my life as if I were an npc, not like I'm the main character of my own life and uhhh, IT'S SUCH A HORRIBLE feeling.. so I'm gonna make a to-do list !!
1 - tidy up my whole house so everything feels nicer
2 - sort / clean up my phone bc it's a mess and I'm out of storage u.u
3 - force myself to sleep earlier and put my phone in the kitchen so I'm not tempted to use it (yes I already talked about this but I never actually did it so it's time lol)
4 - force myself to keep a routine like everyone else (shower, brush my teeth, skincare, every morning and night) I'd also love to walk bolt every morning really early to see the pretty colors of the sky, and every evening too
5 - I want to start manifesting again but I'll do that last, once my room and the rest of the house are clean, bc you need a calm clean environment for that :c
anyway that's everything I want to do starting today, now let me talk about what I want to do in the future :
❀ I’m starting driving lessons in September so I want to be really diligent about it to get my license asap!!!
❀ long term, obviously it won't happen right away since I'm broke u.u but little by little I'd like to rebuild my wardrobe, my accessories etc basically recreate my little wardrobe ^-^
❀ I’d like to learn to love myself more, maybe I’ll make a post about it someday but I have a lot of insecurities and I really struggle to love my face, there was a time when I literally had no photos of myself because every time I saw myself I only saw my flaws so I stopped trying to take photos.. it’s only been a few months since I started taking photos and videos again even if it’s still hard.. so I want to get used to taking photos
❀ kind of in the same vein, I’d like to learn to do my makeup better, I’m pretty good with the basics like foundation, blush etc.. but eyeshadow and eyeliner (which I’ve never managed to do) idk how to do at all… and I’d like to try more elaborate makeup styles, I loveeee glitter!!!! anyway, learn to do my makeup better, and maybe it’ll help me love myself more :´)
❀ FOR MY LITTLE BOLTTT :333 be consistent with his training, at least 30min/1h every day, he’s already made so much progress, he’s mastered sit, lie down, stay, recall, paw even if some things still need work !
there's more but this is already super long so that's that, I need to go tidy the house and then I'll sort out my phone ^.^
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