ask me about my mental illnesses

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❀ my main ship is polypome/rookvilpel, but i also really love trey/riddle and jack/epel. i am open to most ships/dynamics my only rule is epel isn’t allowed to top

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I was thinking that vampire hunter Epel, wanting to prove himself to his fellow hunters, tried to take on Rook and Vil by himself. But unfortunately he ends up biting off more than he can chew and is easily beaten by Rook. Instead of killing Epel, Vil and Rook decide that he is too young and beautiful to die, so opt to keep him alive as a pet/bloodbag

Personally I think that Sebek would be the most affected. He continuously blames himself, despite Lilia and Silver assuring Sebek that he was not at fault in any way. Because in his mind, he wasn’t strong enough to protect himself. And if he wasn’t able to protect himself, then he’s completely unworthy of protecting his liege.

Epel also blames himself, believing that he was too weak to fight back. He also believes that he “wasn’t manly looking enough” to not be targeted, so he grows to hate his physical appearance more because of it.

Ace would simply bottle up his emotions, pretending that he’s totally fine and if anyone asked, he would just say “I’m fine”, which he totally isn’t. He would be plagued with nightmares of the assault, causing him to lose sleep.

Like Ace, Jack tries to bottle up his own emotions as well, putting up a stoic and strong front in order to cope with the aftermath. But whenever he gets touched, his fight or flight instincts instantly kick into overdrive out of fear. He nearly punches another savannaclaw member in a panic after they gave him a friendly pat on the shoulder.

As for Deuce, this unfortunately wasn’t his first time being assaulted since during his delinquent phase, he had been invited to a house party by a senior delinquent during which a few older delinquents spiked Deuce’s drink with a drug that made him lightheaded and unable to fight back against his assaulters. He was so scared by the experience that he couldn’t bring himself to tell anyone, not even his mom. So him getting sexually assaulted a second time would just reopen that wound and add more salt to it.

a very interesting question lol, i'll try my best to answer below!

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Your war au made me think of a scenario where general lilia is captured by king henrick and the silver owls. While imprisoned in one of the enemy forts, henrick decides to prove to his subordinates that a “savage, unruly bat creature” can be “tamed”. 

Henrick first attempts to torture lilia into submission. From pressing iron against his bare skin (fae can’t touch iron because it burns upon contact) to beating him with a spiked whip. Despite the hours of torture, lilia remains defiant, throwing endless curses at henrick. When none of the first attempts work, henrick goes with plan b; public humiliation. 

Lilia gets restrained in heavy shackles and dragged out into the mess hall, where henrick proceeds to force himself onto lilia in front of dozens of silver owl knights who all laugh and jeer at the fae general’s fruitless attempts to push the king off of him. Lilia viciously fights back as best he can like a wounded, cornered animal. He kicks, bites, and claws (even manages to scratch henrick across the cheek which infuriates him), but his restraints are too strong and he is publicly violated by henrick. Lilia tries his hardest to keep up a hardened exterior to hide the deep humiliation and pain, but his body is slowly overwhelmed by both pain and pleasure much to his utter horror. Once henrick finishes “satisfying” himself, he tells the knights to “have a taste” of lilia, letting them gang up on lilia who is slowly overcome with intense unwanted pleasure from the rough manhandling as they take turns assaulting him. 

While getting spit roasted by two silver owls, lilia spots the dawn knight out of the corner of his teary eyes. The dawn knight was standing far away on the sidelines, watching the vulgar session with eyes wide filled with confliction, disgust, anger, and pity. For a brief moment, the dawn knight and lilia made eye contact before the dawn knight turned his head away from the scene and briskly left the room. 

Lilia wasn’t sure if it was his overstimulated brain messing with him, but he could swear he saw a look of immense guilt on the dawn knight’s face as he left.

The pup is raised by both Jack and epel’s family’s and is allowed permission to be allowed on campus so they can still bond with their parents. In order to not feel too lonely, the pup has a quilt and fuzzy wolf plushie that have epel and Jack’s scents respectively, that way they will still recognize each of their parents scents.

Once the pup starts crawling on all fours, they will be all over the place. Even as a little baby, they will definitely show their mama’s feistiness and get into everything that they can reach. And once they have begun teething, they’ll start biting and chewing on everything they can get their hands on, such as the sofa cushions in Pomefiore’s lounge room, Ruggie’s wallet, Ace’s hand, sleeping Leona’s tail, literally everything. Not even the dozens of stuffed animals the people in Harveston made just for them will be spared. 

Rook will lovingly dote on the pup, praising them for their “innate hunting instincts”.

One idea I have is that this would be a completely unplanned pregnancy and Riddle feels very conflicted about it in the first trimester. He and Trey had tried to take all the proper precautions when he last went into heat. 

Riddle’s mom is absolutely against the unplanned pregnancy and even suggests that Riddle “disposes” of the pregnancy. But when he has his first check up and hears the baby’s heartbeat, he can’t bring himself to take the life of his unborn child. After thinking it over and receiving plenty of support from his dorm mates, teachers, and boyfriend, he ultimately decides to keep the child, much to his mother’s disapproval. Luckily for Riddle, Trey’s family are more than happy to let him stay with them and help raise the child.

When his hormones ramp up, he becomes way more moody than ever (Ace, for your own safety, stay FAR away from Riddle and be on your absolute best behavior or else).

Riddle ends up going into labor around a month earlier than expected, coincidentally three to two days before the next unbirthday party. The whole entire time, Riddle is a complete mess from the anxiety and pain, but Trey holding his hand and assuring him that everything was going to be okay helps ease his fears. Thankfully, he gives birth with little issues and the baby is born healthy. Riddle bursts into tears the moment the baby is placed on his chest for the first skin to skin contact. 

He and the baby are discharged from the infirmary on the same day as the unbirthday party and is greeted by everyone in his dorm welcoming him back and congratulating him on the new baby. They even raise a toast for the new baby. Near the end of the party, Chenya drops by to congratulate Riddle and meet the baby.

And that’s all I could think of.

WAHH TREYRID!! oh ive thought of a similar scenario...but with so much more angst. read tags for cw

riddle ends up pregnant and his mother is enraged, and during a heated argument she makes riddle chose between maintaining a relationship with her or staying with trey and having a child. it almost breaks poor riddle and luckily his father steps in for once and takes riddle to his home (since the rosehearts are divorced) so riddle can clear his mind and make his decision