It's so embarassing being me AAAAA

Uh oh depression comes again

I need to get better

I need to get better

I feel very lone right now

I need to stop feel sorry for myself plus people don't really care about me so why do i had to seek care from other people. From now on i will start choose myself. ONLY myself.

Sometimes i regret having a boyfriend because it seems its not always about love but commitment and accountability from each other is also important. But when only one side took the responsibility that's when you know you know he's not the one. No effort, no apologize, and of course not once he thinks of me. It feels a bit lonely that you think that he loves me but the truths is he's not. I think this is a lesson to not love a man anymore each of them broke my heart.

How do i dump a loser boyfriend that couldn't have any basic in life. You know what. I regret have a broke boyfriend. I don't even know what broke man are until today. Sheesh what a loser.