I’m over the moon

Getting re involved with my ex girlfriend that I’ve been low key in love with since we broke up like three years ago. She has feelings for me too, she said were on the same page. I’m seeing her Saturday and I really really can’t wait. I feel so excited nervous

She asked about sex finally

So things are actually developing and whatever and I want to use this blog more as I continue (hopefully!!) dating this womxn

I have a potential date in March so that’s exciting

Yeah I definitely have a pre crush on this womxn I’m talking to lol

I am so afraid to mess up talking to this womxn who is a... new interest? Because she and her wife seem so cool, and they’re both cute (and hot but just saying hot feels weird lol) and they’re looking for the same things that Kristan and I are looking for...

Since realizing I’m polyamorous I’ve had moments of “but oh am I really maybe I’m just selfish and fickle” but all day today I’ve been thinking about how much I love Kristan and then sometimes about the woman/couple I’ve been messaging and how I can’t wait for all of us to meet and how excited I am that this might become.... something?? I have a lot of feelings and I smoked a lot of weed but yeah pretty sure I am just. Full of love