Hello, everyone! I'm Marh! I've been into self shipping and canon/oc for some years now, moved tumblrs a lot because of personal reasons then ended up committing and making a main self ship blog because I wanted to use this as my chance to unwind when fandom drama in any of the other fandoms I'm in are too much.
I like fairy lore, Philippine culture/history/mythology/folklore and I enjoy chatting with others even if don't respond for a while. (If I do, that's really just cause I am swamped with work but I will try to reply)
I'm hoping to make more fandom friends and also to reform bonds and a sense of community that I missed, lost and some I didn't have.
Below are my other blogs that would have my different ships along with my main art blog that has non fandom focused art aside from a few here and there.
This blog is for the rest of the fandoms I'm in so I could indulge myself and also to hopefully meet more people I could befriend!
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Hey for anyone who is a fan of Valko self shipper or not and had decided they're gonna main the good boy and want art hmu
I'll take awhile since work is eating my soul and my main tablet wants to die on me before upgrading but I want you guys to have some comfort with the good boy after the mess that Infold pulled. You guys didn't deserve thatđЎ
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Infold has shown that they have little faith in their own product -enough to delete an entire character- because they have no backbone or integrity. How am I meant to trust or give money to a company that at any moment can choose to get rid of a character or a card because a loud minority throws a fit. Caleb is my favourite but he's pretty controversial, if someone gets mad enough will he be deleted? What about the Catch 22 cards? They were controversial, will they be deleted? Sylus, Xavier & Raf all have controversial issues will they all be deleted or scrubbed clean of anything that their haters dislike?? (Zayne is like, perfect but im sure someone has a deepseated hatred for him too) Valko was on his way to be my #2 and now he's just?? Gone.
This is bad tho cause now "fans" (haters) know that if they whine & scream they can get pretty much anything, a whole character, the long awaited 6th LI, he has Va's & cards & was obviously going to be part of the main story & now EVERYTHING (everything, the main story has to be rewritten cause Valko is part of it!) Is gone & these people are happy with this?? I'm sorry everyone who likes Valko, every International & Chinese Valko simp who is devastated that some people decided to ruin this for us :((( we deserve better, Infold pretty much cursed everyone to not trust them anymore because how can you?? Taking the path of least resistance doesn't make you better, it makes you unreliable & untrustworthy and I don't even think bringing back Valko would reinstate that trust or respect
You know what? I feel compelled to add on to my last post. This was a HORRIBLE move for the writing.
For those who don't know, each of the LIs have been mapped to one of the six realms of samsara - as the story has gone one, that's become more and more obvious. Xavier represents the realm of humanity, Zayne represents the realm of demigods, Rafayel represents the realm of the gods, Sylus represents the realm of the underworld, and Caleb represents the realm of ghosts/the undead. Valko was supposed to represent the realm of the animals.
The point of this was that they all tied to MC in some way, the current theory being that she is all of creation,and all of the boys represent a facet of the world. It is sooooo obvious that a 6th LI was always planned - there were always six stellactrum and it was apparent that each color mapped to one of the boys.
So! Canceling Valko actively erases much of the symbolism in the story. If they stop "all further development" as they stated they would, I wouldn't be surprised if the quality of the writing goes DOWN. Sylus and Caleb's stories would probably be strongly impacted, since the "dark trio" would never be complete. They write and develop story elements 1-2 years in advance, so this pivot would derail so much. I genuinely can't believe they made this decision, it's incredibly stupid from a business perspective and means they're sacrificing the majority of the fandom for a very loud minority.
I'm pissed because this will affect the entire damn game. It's not just Valko, it's the rest of the storyline from now on. It's the storylines of the other LIs, since this game tends to casually insinuate things about the other boys even in the chapters that aren't focused on them. Valko's story probably would have revealed a bit about EVER - which connects to all of the boys - and now that's lost to us.
Do never get this livid when it comes to fiction, but this was such an incredibly stupid and impulsive response from the devs. I've seen some games collapse due to devs and marketing teams that lack the courage to stick to their story, and I'm getting war flashbacks (/lh) with LADS right now.
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Ser Gwayne Hightower and Cregan are both pretty in ways I cannot describe but unfortunately I'm staunchly Team Black so I'm just here like skfhejsjd Gwayne dammit why are you on Team Green đ
It had been a week or two since Y/N first realized she was pregnant. The realization had come as a shock, and though she'd kept it a secret, she had no idea how to tell Jayce. He had been busy with his work, his duties at the academy, and everything in Piltover that required his attention. She had just been trying to find the right moment, but it was harder than she'd anticipated. The news was life-changing, and she didn't want to burden him, even though she knew deep down that he would support her no matter what.
That morning, Y/N had run errands while Jayce stayed at home, catching up on his own work. As always, he had a few things to tidy up around the house â a rare moment where he was actually in their shared space, instead of off in his lab or at the academy. While sorting through some boxes under the bed that hadn't been touched in ages, Jayce kicked one of them over in an attempt to make space. It was one of those old cardboard boxes that Y/N had shoved there on a particularly busy day, not realizing what it contained.
Curious, Jayce pulled the box out from under the bed, his brow furrowing in confusion as he cracked it open. Inside, amidst old papers and forgotten mementos, were the unmistakable signs of something he hadn't expected â a pregnancy test, along with a paper that confirmed the news. Jayce's breath hitched as he stared at the test, eyes scanning the familiar words that he hadn't yet fully processed. The letter was clear, a confirmation that Y/N was indeed pregnant.
His heart raced, and for a long moment, he was paralyzed by the enormity of the situation. How long had she known? Why hadn't she told him? He couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt for not noticing, for not being more aware of what was happening. He had always considered himself a protector, a supporter, but now he felt as though he was falling short.
As he sat there holding the pregnancy test in his hand, he heard the sound of the door opening downstairs. Y/Nâs voice floated up the stairs, and Jayce quickly placed the test back in the box, not wanting to overwhelm her.
Y/N walked in, her usual warm smile fading a little when she saw the tense look on his face. âJayce?â she asked, her tone uncertain as she approached the bedroom door.
He was sitting on the bed, the box still resting beside him. âY/N,â he began, his voice soft but full of emotion. âWe need to talk.â
Y/Nâs heart skipped a beat. She had no idea what was going on, but she could feel the weight in his words. She closed the door behind her, stepping into the room, her eyes glancing at the box on the bed. âWhatâs going on?â she asked, her voice a little shakier than usual.
Jayce took a deep breath, looking up at her. The look in his eyes was a mixture of love, concern, and something else â something unspoken. He gestured to the box. âI found this... while I was cleaning.â
Y/Nâs face turned pale as her gaze followed his hand to the box, and she instinctively felt her stomach churn. She knew what was coming. She hadn't expected him to find out like this.
She swallowed hard, gathering the courage to speak. âJayce, I... I wanted to tell you,â she began, stepping closer, âbut I wasnât sure how. I didnât know if it was the right time, andââ
âY/NâŚâ Jayce interrupted softly, his voice trembling slightly. He stood up and took a step toward her, gently placing his hands on her arms. âYouâre pregnant.â
Y/Nâs lips trembled as she nodded, feeling a lump rise in her throat. âYes,â she whispered, her eyes filled with both fear and hope. âI found out a couple of weeks ago. But I didnât know how to tell you.â
Jayce stared at her for a moment, the reality of it all sinking in. Then, without warning, he pulled her into a tight embrace. His arms wrapped around her like a protective shield, and he kissed the top of her head gently. âIâm sorry I didnât know sooner. Iâm so sorry,â he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. âBut you donât have to worry, Y/N. Weâre in this together.â
Y/N blinked back tears, her arms wrapping around him in return. She had been so afraid that he wouldnât be happy, that he wouldnât understand. But his response was more than she had hoped for.
âIâve just been... so scared,â she admitted, her voice muffled against his chest. âI didnât want to burden you. Youâve already got so much going on with everything in Piltover. And I didnât know if I was ready for this... for a baby.â
Jayce pulled back slightly to look at her, his hands gently cupping her face. His eyes were filled with nothing but reassurance and love. âWeâll figure it out, Y/N. Together. Thereâs no perfect time for this, but I know one thing â I want to be here for you, and for our baby. And weâll make this work.â
Y/N couldnât help but let out a breath she didnât realize she had been holding. Her heart was lighter now, the weight of her fears melting away in the warmth of his embrace.
âThank you,â she whispered, her voice barely above a breath.
Jayce smiled down at her, his hands still gently holding her face. âYou never have to thank me for this, Y/N. Weâre in this together â all three of us.â
And in that moment, as the two of them stood together, embracing the new chapter in their lives, Jayce knew that whatever challenges lay ahead, they would face them as a family.
VIKTOR
It had been a few months since Viktor and Y/N had that heart-to-heart conversation. It was one of those difficult talks, where emotions were laid bare, raw, and vulnerable. Viktor, ever the stoic, had admitted his deepest fearsâhis illness, the mutations, and the possibility of passing it on to any future children. Y/N had been hurt at first, but understanding. She supported him fully, respecting his concerns, even though a small part of her longed for the family they could have had together. She never pushed him, knowing how deeply his fears ran.
But Viktor could see how much it pained her. He noticed the quiet longing in her eyes, the way she would sometimes linger on children in the streets of Piltover when they passed by. It tore at him, but he couldnât shake the dread of what his illness could mean for their future. It was one of those battles inside him that he couldn't win, no matter how hard he tried.
Today, however, Viktor decided to take a short walk. It wasnât about escaping the conversationâit was more to clear his head. The streets of Piltover were bustling with the usual activity, the gleaming buildings towering above him as the cool air filled his lungs. He walked with a slight limp, the click of his cane echoing in the otherwise busy street, but it was nothing Viktor wasnât used to. The cane was a constant companion, the reminder of both his strength and his vulnerability.
As he passed a park, he spotted a young boy struggling to tie his shoe laces. The child was hunched over, a prosthetic limb attached to his left leg. The boyâs hands were shaking slightly as he fumbled with the laces, frustration evident on his face. Viktor slowed his pace, watching from a distance. He expected someone to approach the boy, maybe offer some help. But no one did. The people walking past just ignored the boy, too focused on their own lives to stop and lend a hand.
Viktor hesitated, his heart tightening at the sight. He knew all too well what it felt like to be overlooked, to be seen as different or fragile. But there was something in the way the boy carried himselfâsomething in his attitudeâthat caught Viktor off guard. The boy was struggling, yes, but he wasnât defeated. His face was determined as he attempted again to tie his laces, gritting his teeth but never backing down. Viktor waited, thinking that maybe the boyâs perseverance would inspire someone else to step forward. But when no one did, Viktor sighed and made his way over.
âNeed some help?â Viktor asked softly, his voice gentle, yet there was a certain steadiness in it.
The boy looked up at him, startled but not fearful. His eyes scanned Viktorâs cane before meeting his face. âI got it,â the boy replied confidently, his lips curling into a small grin. âI just need to focus. Itâs not so hard, you know?â
Viktor tilted his head, surprised by the boyâs confidence. âNo one should have to do everything alone,â Viktor said, taking a step closer. âSometimes, we all need a little help.â
The boy paused, then nodded, his hands still trembling a little as he finished tying his shoes. âYeah,â he said, his eyes meeting Viktorâs again. âBut itâs not about letting it stop you, right? Itâs a hurdle. A hard one, but not impossible.â
Viktorâs heart fluttered at the boyâs words. There was something about the way he viewed his disabilityânot as a burden, but simply another challenge to overcomeâthat struck Viktor deep. It was a perspective Viktor hadnât considered in a long time. For so long, Viktor had feared passing on his illness, his disability, to a child of his own. He had worried that they would see it as something to be pitied, something to be feared. But this boyâthis childâhad a strength that Viktor hadnât realized children could have.
âI think youâre right,â Viktor said quietly. âA hurdle is just something to jump over.â He smiled gently at the boy, feeling a shift inside him, a sense of peace that he hadnât expected.
The boy beamed up at him, clearly proud of his accomplishment. âExactly! You just have to keep trying, even if it takes a few tries.â
Viktor chuckled softly, his mind racing. For the first time in months, the dread he had carried about his own illness, and what it might mean for a child, started to fade. He realized that with Y/Nâs love, with his own understanding and strength, their child could grow up just like this boyâconfident, determined, and ready to face whatever life threw their way.
The realization struck him like a wave, and Viktor suddenly felt lighter than he had in a long time. Maybe having a child wasnât about protecting them from every hardship; maybe it was about teaching them how to face those challenges with grace and strength.
He turned, making his way back home, the cane tapping steadily against the cobblestones as he thought about the future. His steps felt more purposeful now.
When Viktor arrived home, Y/N was sitting on the couch, flipping through a book. She looked up at him with a smile, her warmth filling the room. âHey, youâre back early,â she said, setting the book down and patting the space next to her on the couch.
Viktor stood still for a moment, staring at the floor, his hand resting on his cane. âY/N,â he began, his voice steady but softer than usual. âIâve been thinking a lot about our conversation from before. About⌠the future.â
Y/Nâs heart skipped a beat, the same knot of worry tightening in her chest. âViktor, you donât have toââ
Viktor cut her off, holding up a hand. âIâm ready to try, lĂĄsko. Iâm ready to start a family with you.â (Love)
Y/N blinked, her breath catching in her throat. Her mind spun, processing his words. She wasnât sure if sheâd heard him correctly. âYou⌠you mean it?â Her voice was trembling, full of disbelief and hope.
Viktorâs gaze softened, and he took a slow step toward her. âIâve seen something today. A boy with the same struggles as me, but he didnât see it as a burden. He saw it as just another hurdle to overcome. And I realized⌠our child wonât see it as a curse. With our love, theyâll know how to overcome whatever life gives them. I believe in us."
Tears welled in Y/Nâs eyes as she stood up quickly, her breath hitching in her throat. She rushed toward him, wrapping her arms tightly around his chest. âOh, Viktor,â she whispered, tears streaming down her face. âThank you. Thank you so much.â
Viktor gently placed his cane aside, his arms wrapping around her in return, holding her close. He could feel the weight of the moment, the weight of their decision, and for the first time in a long while, Viktor felt something he hadnât expected: hope.
Together, they would face the futureâone step at a time, just like the boy had shown him.
JAYVIK
The topic of motherhood had always been a sensitive one for Y/N. She had come to terms with her infertility a long time ago, but that didnât make it any easier to talk about. She hadnât discussed it much with Jayce or Viktor; it was a topic that hung between them, unspoken, but understood. It wasnât that she didnât want childrenâit was more that she had accepted that being a mother wasnât in her future. And though she had come to terms with it privately, it didnât mean the idea of motherhood didnât tug at her heart from time to time.
Jayce and Viktor knew about her infertility. They had been with her through the difficult conversations, through the quiet moments when she wrestled with her feelings. Both of them had been understanding, supportive, and kind, but Y/N couldnât help but feel the emptiness at times, especially when the idea of raising a child came up. She had always dreamt of motherhood, of nurturing a little one, but the reality was different. Still, she cherished the love and connection she had with Jayce and Viktor, and that was enoughâfor now.
One crisp afternoon in Piltover, Y/N found herself walking through the busy streets of the Upper City, a faint breeze carrying the scent of fresh bread and the hum of city life. The grandeur of Piltover was on full displayâhigh towers, merchants selling their wares, and children playing in the streetsâbut amidst it all, something caught her eye.
Two children, a boy around twelve and a girl of about seven, were weaving through the crowd with startling agility. The younger girl, bubbly and chatty, kept the attention of an unsuspecting shopper while the older boy, quick as a flash, swiped a few coins from the merchantâs stall. Y/N watched, intrigued, as the boy casually stashed the pilfered goods in his coat and slipped away, with the little girl trailing behind him, never once looking guilty.
Y/Nâs lips quirked into a smile, admiring their street-smart energy. They moved with the kind of confidence that could only come from years of surviving the rougher edges of the world. It was clear they were looking out for each other, and despite what they were doing, there was something endearing about their partnership. The older boyâs protective nature over the younger girl, his quick thinking, and her carefree chatterâthey made quite the team.
She decided to follow them from a distance, curious to see where they were headed. After a few turns and alleyways, they eventually reached a small abandoned building, a makeshift hideout. Y/N hesitated, watching them settle in, clearly aloneâno parents, no guardians, just the two of them.
The boy caught her gaze as she stood at a distance. He narrowed his eyes, clearly cautious but not immediately hostile.
âWhat do you want?â he asked, his voice gruff, but his stance more defensive than angry.
Y/N took a few steps closer, raising her hands in a peaceful gesture. âI just wanted to see how you two were doing. I noticed your, uh, skills in the marketplace.â
The girl, who had been picking at something in her hand, looked up with wide eyes and shyly glanced at Y/N. She fidgeted with the edge of her sleeve before speaking in a soft, hesitant voice. âWeâre just trying to get by,â she murmured, clearly a little nervous about the encounter, but still unbothered by their situation.
The boy shot her a quick glance, before looking back at Y/N. âWe donât need any help. Weâre fine.â
Y/N smiled softly, kneeling to their level. âIâm not here to force anything. Iâm just offering food."
The two children exchanged a glance, and after a few moments of hesitation, the boy finally nodded. âFoodâs always good.â
Without another word, Y/N reached into her bag and pulled out a couple of loaves of bread, some fruit, and a few slices of cheese. The children devoured the food quickly, barely speaking between bites. It was clear they were used to going without, and Y/N couldnât help but feel a pang of sympathy.
Over the next few weeks, Y/N found herself coming back to the children regularly. She would bring them food, warm clothes, and the occasional book. Gradually, their wariness of her faded, though they never fully let their guard down. They had learned to survive on their own, and trust wasnât something they gave easily. But over time, Y/N became more than just a strangerâshe became a quiet presence in their lives, offering what little comfort she could.
Y/N knew Piltover was a city of opportunity, but it wasnât always kind to the ones who didnât have a place to fit in. The children reminded her of thatâyoung, alone, and scraping by on whatever they could get.
One day, after a particularly long day in the markets, Y/N found herself thinking more about the two kids. There had to be a way to help themâPiltover had more to offer, and they deserved better than a life of pickpocketing and hiding out in abandoned buildings.
The next time she came to visit, she made a decision. She would take them back to her home, introduce them to Jayce and Viktor, and see if they could help these kids build something better for themselves.
When Y/N walked into the study later that afternoon, she was followed by the two children, who were a little more apprehensive than usual but still carrying themselves with a quiet sense of pride.
âJayce, Viktor,â Y/N called out as she stepped inside, smiling warmly at the two men. âIâd like you to meet Mia,â she said, gesturing to the younger girl, âand Luka,â she nodded at the older boy. âTheyâve been on their own for a while. Iâve been bringing them food and making sure theyâre alright, but I think Piltover might be the place for them.â
Jayce and Viktor looked up from their work, both of them pausing as they sized up the two children. Viktor raised an eyebrow, his analytical gaze taking in the situation, while Jayceâs face softened with concern.
âTheyâve been through a lot,â Jayce commented, his voice gentle.
Y/N nodded. âTheyâve got a lot of potential. They just need a little guidance. I think, with some help, they could really thrive here.â
Viktor stood from his chair, walking toward the children. He regarded them for a moment before speaking. âYouâve been through more than most adults would care to face. But if youâre willing to learn, Piltover has room for you.â
Luka, who had been silently observing, finally spoke up. âAnd if we donât want to?â he asked, his voice filled with defiance but not hostility.
Y/N crouched down to meet his eyes. âYouâll always have a choice. But Iâm offering you a chance to build something better. Not for me, but for yourselves.â
Jayce offered his hand to Luka, who looked at it for a long moment before taking it, Mia following suit, though she was still a bit shy. Their hands were small, but their grip was firm, as if they were already beginning to understand the power of what they were being offered.
As Y/N stood back up, a sense of fulfillment washed over her. She had always wondered what motherhood might feel like, but now she understoodâfamily wasnât just about blood. It was about love, care, and making space for those who needed it most.
In that moment, with Jayce and Viktor by her side, she felt like they were building something togetherâsomething more than just a future for them, but for these children, too. And for the first time in a long while, she believed that family, in all its forms, was within reach.
VANDER
The past few months had been an emotional rollercoaster for Y/N and Vander. It was a topic that weighed heavily on both of themâone they had discussed openly and at length. The decision had been made to try for a child, but time and again, they found themselves coming up empty. The disappointment stung harder with each failed attempt, and each time, it seemed to take more from Y/N than she was willing to admit.
Vander, ever the strong and steady presence in their home, tried to offer comfort, his hand on her back or holding hers tightly in quiet moments, but even his unwavering support couldn't quell the sadness that began to weigh heavily on her heart. With each passing try, Y/N found herself retreating further into herself. She hated feeling this way, especially when there were so many children who needed love and care, but the dream of having their own kept lingering.
Vi and Claggor, of course, understood more than Y/N often gave them credit for. They had seen the way she had been quietly grieving, though she tried to hide it. It was clear that Y/N and Vander had wanted this, and though the children were young and maybe couldnât fully comprehend the specifics, they could sense the tension.
Mylo, ever the oblivious one, simply couldnât understand why Y/N seemed so upset. âWhyâs she so sad, Vander?â Mylo asked one day, genuinely perplexed.
Vander paused for a moment, his heart aching as he looked down at his son. He knew Mylo wasnât trying to be insensitiveâhe was just a child. "Sometimes, Mylo," he began softly, kneeling down to meet his son's eyes, "people want something that they canât have, and it makes them sad."
"But sheâs not sad because of us, is she?" Mylo asked, brows furrowed, still trying to wrap his head around it.
Vander smiled gently, his expression a mix of warmth and sadness. âNo, son. Never because of you."
Meanwhile, Powder, ever the innocent and curious soul, had started to pick up on the shift in Y/Nâs mood. She noticed how her mother figureâs smiles seemed more forced lately, how she spent more time staring out the window, looking distant. One afternoon, as Vander was sitting by the fire, Powder shuffled over to him, her small brow furrowed in concern.
âVander,â she began, her voice small and unsure, âwhy is mama so sad all the time?â
Vanderâs heart twisted at the question. He had been doing his best to shield the children from the weight of the situation, but Powderâs innocence had a way of cutting straight to the heart of things. He looked down at her, trying to find the right words.
âWell, Powder,â Vander started, his voice soft and steady, âsometimes people feel sad because theyâre hoping for something, and it doesnât happen the way they want it to.â
Powder tilted her head, trying to understand. âIs it because of us?â she asked, her voice tinged with worry. âDid we do something wrong?â
Vander quickly shook his head, his hand gently resting on her shoulder. âNo, sweetheart. You didnât do anything wrong. Itâs just that sometimes, things take time. And sometimes, people just need a little while to feel better.â
Powder nodded slowly, not fully understanding but still trusting Vanderâs words. She looked up at him, her big eyes filled with concern for the woman she loved so much. âWill she be okay?â she asked quietly.
Vander smiled gently, his heart aching for her innocence. âSheâll be okay, Powder. Weâll make sure of it.â
Powder stood there for a moment, her gaze lingering on the doorway where Y/N had been standing earlier. Then, as if an idea suddenly struck her, she reached up and hugged Vander tightly, her tiny arms wrapping around him with all the love she could give.
Vander held her close, feeling the weight of his own heart as he promised silently that he would do everything in his power to make sure Y/N found happiness again.
And then, the fifth time came.
Y/N had reached a place of quiet acceptance. After their last attempt, she and Vander had finally come to terms with what life had given them. They still had each other, and their love for the children they already cared for was enough to fill their hearts. They had made the choice to focus their love on the kids they hadâVi, Claggor, Mylo, and Powderâand make sure they had everything they needed. It was a quiet but powerful decision, one that gave them peace.
But life, as it often did, surprised them.
It was early one morning when Y/N felt the familiar nausea creeping up her throat. She dismissed it at first, thinking it was just another random bout of illness, but as the morning went on, it became harder to ignore. She ran to the bathroom, her heart pounding in her chest, and the moment she stood over the sink, she knew.
After taking the test, she sat on the edge of the tub, staring at the results in shock. It wasnât just a glimmer of hopeâit was real. The small blue line on the stick confirmed it. She was pregnant.
Her hands trembled as she stood up, the test still in her hand. She didnât know how long she stood there, the weight of it sinking in, but eventually, she walked slowly to where Vander was, a mixture of disbelief and joy written all over her face.
"Vander," she called softly, her voice catching in her throat.
He turned from the window where heâd been looking out, the soft morning light playing across his face. He saw the look on her face and immediately felt a wave of concern rush through him. âLove? What is it?â
She didnât say anything at first. Instead, she handed him the test, her eyes wide and hopeful.
Vander looked at it, his hands steady as he examined it, then slowly looked up at Y/N. His expression softened, a mixture of shock and something deeper in his gaze. âAre you... are you sure?â
Y/N smiled, a tear slipping down her cheek as she nodded. "Yes. Iâm sure."
And in that moment, everything changed.
Vander crossed the room, his arms enveloping her in a tight embrace. âIâm so happy,â he whispered, his voice full of emotion. âWeâre going to be parents again. I didnât think it was ever going to happen...â
Y/N hugged him back, her chest tight with the overwhelming sense of joy and relief. âNeither did I,â she admitted, her voice thick with emotion. âBut weâre going to be okay.â
Later that day, when the children came running into the room to greet their parents, they immediately sensed the change in the air. Vi looked at Y/N with a knowing expression, her arms open wide for a hug, while Claggor stood beside her, looking up curiously at Vander. Powder beamed, as if she somehow already knew what had happened.
âAre you okay, Y/N?â Vi asked, her voice gentle. She could see the shift in her motherâs demeanour. Y/N just nodded, tears brimming in her eyes as she smiled.
âIâm more than okay, Vi,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "Weâre going to have a baby."
Claggorâs eyes widened, and Mylo jumped up and down, excitedly. âA baby! Thatâs awesome!â
Vander looked down at Powder, who was staring up at him with wide eyes. She grinned, her excitement uncontainable. âDoes this mean Iâm going to have a little brother or sister?â she asked.
Y/N laughed softly, wiping away a tear. âYes, Powder. You are.â
As Vander and Y/N exchanged a soft smile, surrounded by their children, a new chapter began for their family. One filled with hope, love, and the promise of a future that was theirs to shape. It wasnât just the start of their journey into parenthoodâit was the beginning of something even bigger. Something they had built together, with the love and strength of their family.
SILCO / JINX
The dimly lit office felt unusually still as you walked in, your footsteps echoing softly against the cold stone floor. The weight of the pregnancy test in your hand felt heavier with every step you took toward Silcoâs desk. You placed it down gently in front of him, your fingers lingering on the edge as if unsure how to break the silence that stretched between you.
Silco was sitting in his usual spot, his gaze fixed on the papers before him. His sharp eyes flickered up at the sound of the test being placed on the desk, and for a moment, the room seemed to hold its breath. He didnât need to ask what it was. His expression shifted, unreadable, as he slowly reached forward and picked it up, his fingers brushing against the plastic.
You stood still, your stomach tied in knots, watching him closely. Silcoâs gaze was locked on the test, his lips pressed together as he processed the moment, his usual calm and control slipping into something elseâa flicker of uncertainty that he quickly masked.
"Pregnant?" His voice was steady, though there was a sharpness beneath it, a controlled tension that spoke to the gravity of the situation.
You nodded, swallowing hard as you spoke, your voice quiet but firm. "Yes."
The silence stretched again, heavy, filled with the weight of his thoughts. He placed the test back on the desk, his eyes not leaving it as if trying to make sense of the new reality that had just been dropped before him.
"I wasnât expecting this," he finally said, his voice still calm, though there was an undercurrent of something deeper. "This changes everything."
You could feel your pulse quicken as you shifted, unsure of what to say next. "I didnât expect it either," you admitted softly, your gaze dropping to the floor. "I donât know what to do, Silco. Can we even give them a life here in Zaun? Can I even give them a life with everything weâve built?"
For a long moment, Silco remained silent, his eyes moving from the test to you. He leaned back in his chair, folding his arms across his chest, his posture thoughtful yet still unreadable.
"You know how I feel about children," he said, his tone quieter than usual. "Theyâre a vulnerability, a weakness. I never planned for this."
You hesitated, the uncertainty of your own feelings reflected in your voice. "I used to think I didnât want children either," you confessed, your fingers nervously tracing the edge of the desk. "I thought it wasnât in me. But... I think maybe itâs different now."
Silco studied you in silence, his gaze unwavering. His features softened slightly as he absorbed your words. "If this is something you want, if you think itâs right, then I wonât stand in your way. Weâll figure it out." He sighed deeply, his voice steady, though there was something almost compassionate in it that you rarely heard. "But we both know the risks. How easily everything could change."
You nodded, the weight of the decision pressing heavily on your chest. "I know. I just donât know what it would look like... how it would change things between us."
His expression softened further, and he leaned forward, his eyes meeting yours with an understanding that made your heart skip a beat. "We donât have to figure it all out now. Whatever you decide, Iâm with you. Weâll face it together."
The words lingered in the air, and for the first time in a long while, you felt a sense of certainty. The future, though uncertain, didnât seem as daunting with him by your side.
The air between you and Silco was thick with unspoken words when a shuffle from the hallway broke the moment. A muffled voice, familiar and filled with unease, echoed through the room. Your heart sank as you realized Jinx had been listening outside. She knew something was off, and she was about to confront you both.
The door creaked open, and Jinx stepped inside, her usual manic energy subdued by the confusion in her eyes. Her gaze immediately flickered to the desk, where the pregnancy test lay, its presence now casting a heavy shadow over the room. The colour drained from her face as she processed what she was seeing, and her eyes flickered between you and Silco, realization quickly settling in.
"Y-You're pregnant?" she repeated, her voice small, barely above a whisper. Her gaze flickered to the test on the desk, and then back to you, her face contorting in an expression that was a mix of confusion, fear, and something deeperâhurt.
You opened your mouth to say something, but the words stuck in your throat. You knew what this meant for Jinx. She was no stranger to being pushed aside, forgotten, and replaced. Her unpredictable nature often led to misunderstandings, but the one thing you both shared was a bond, a strange and unspoken connection. The idea that she might think this would mean the end of that bond broke something inside you.
Jinx took a step back, her hands trembling as they fidgeted with the edges of her shirt. Her voice wavered, the insecurity leaking through her usual bravado. "IâI donât... I donât know what this means," she stammered, her eyes flickering between you and Silco, her words faltering. "You wonât need me anymore, right? I mean, you... Youâll have the baby now. Youâll have your family, and... I wonât matter anymore."
Her eyes glistened with unshed tears, but she quickly blinked them away, a brittle smile forcing its way onto her lips. "Itâs fine," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "Iâll just... I'll just go. Itâs okay. Iâll stay out of the way. You donât have to worry about me anymore."
A cold knot of guilt formed in your chest, and you moved toward her, reaching out to steady her. "Jinx, no. Youâll never be in the way. Thisâthis has nothing to do with you being pushed aside." Your voice cracked slightly, but you fought to steady it. "I donât want you to think youâre being replaced. You're not."
Jinx shook her head, her lips curling into a bitter smile that didnât reach her eyes. "Itâs always been that way, though, hasnât it? People come, people go. You and Silco... youâll have everything you need now. You donât need someone like me. Iâll just mess things up." Her voice was barely above a whisper, as though she was trying to convince herself of the lie she was telling.
Silco, who had been watching the exchange with a mixture of concern and patience, leaned forward, his voice cutting through the heavy air. "Jinx," he said, his tone more measured than before, yet carrying an undeniable firmness. "You think we would let you slip away so easily? You think you can just vanish because of something like this?"
Jinx didnât meet his gaze, her eyes fixed on the ground as if she were afraid to hear what he was about to say.
Silcoâs voice softened slightly, though still strong, like a quiet force. "Youâre part of thisâour lives. Youâre not going anywhere, Jinx. Youâre not a burden, and youâre certainly not going to be forgotten."
You stepped closer, placing a hand gently on Jinxâs shoulder, trying to convey the steadiness you wanted her to feel. "I donât know what the future holds," you continued, your voice steady despite the turmoil inside. "But I do know that youâre a part of it. I donât want to lose you. Neither of us does."
Jinxâs breathing hitched, and for a moment, it seemed like she might finally let the wall sheâd built up come crumbling down. She glanced up at you, her wide eyes searching yours, as if she were waiting for a sign that this wasnât a dream, that this wasnât just some cruel joke.
"Youâre sure?" Jinx asked, her voice barely above a whisper, her vulnerability laid bare. "Youâre sure you donât want to... forget about me?" She swallowed hard, her usual bravado replaced by the uncertainty that had been lurking beneath all along.
You nodded firmly, your hand tightening on her shoulder. "Iâm sure, Jinx. Youâre not a mistake. Youâre not a burden. Youâre family."
The words seemed to hang in the air for a moment, and Jinx stood there, her body tense as if waiting for the other shoe to drop. Then, slowly, her face softened, and the rawness in her eyes faded just a little. She looked at Silco, and then back at you, as though trying to reconcile the fractured pieces of herself that she had kept hidden away for so long.
After a moment, she cast a glance at the pregnancy test again, her voice still uncertain but with a touch of curiosity. "I donât really know about this kid thing," she muttered, her words soft but full of confusion. "But... I can teach them stuff, right? Like... how to make cool things blow up?"
You laughed softly, the tension beginning to ease as Jinxâs mischievous spark returned. "Of course, Jinx," you said, offering her a reassuring smile. "Youâll be the best big sibling ever."
"Just... don't make the kid your partner in crime right away, alright?" Silco says, his tone unexpectedly gentle.
Jinxâs eyes lit up, her mischievous grin returning in full force. "Oh, no promises, Silco."
And in that moment, the storm seemed to pass. The air between you all lightened, and though the future was uncertain, you knew that you would face it together. As a family. No matter what.
i hope the pain eases. i hope your burdens grow lighter. i hope faith finds you, be it in prayer, in sunlight, in the voice of someone who loves you. i hope love reaches you often. i hope the mornings grow gentler. i hope you never run out of reasons to stay hopeful.
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Barricade Day anniversary but it's two years after.
Blood was spilled, and while it'll never wash out, while they'll never try to wash it out, Donia (Left, Marh's Les Mis s/i @polyamarhousgarden <3) and Mercedes (Right, my Les Mis s/i) are still able to enjoy a much needed spot of soft sunshine, cool air scented with roses, and literature while Donia's beloved Courfeyrac and Mercedes' beloved Valjean prepare tea inside.
There is no greater rebellion than to embrace moments of joy and peace after enduring hardships.
Marh, I adore you so much <3 here's to us trying our best to make a difference in our lives and all the love and support we offer each other
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