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counterparts - debris

Heres the last part:

I felt compelled to make this video because I’ve lived in over 5 different states with my single mother and multiple sisters. We grew up moving from shelter to shelter and staying on families couches after multiple foreclosures and just general bad luck. As a result of my upbringing I’ve become incredibly acquainted with saying goodbye to people only to find you’re unable to sustain relationships as well as you had hoped. That being said, I made him this video to convey my emotions better than just resorting to “it’s whatever, guess our time is up” and just other reductive and deflective things I’d been doing to make it hurt less. My sister posted it because it moved her and I don’t have any social media really so it came as a surprise that my private video mattered to anyone else.

He is my best friend and as confusing as a time as this has been we’re doing everything we can to remain consistent presences in one another’s lives and once we’re both settled in our designated places we’ll reassess what relationship is best. We’re still together and have a little bit of time left so we’re just living in our glorious moments while everything is still certain. No matter what though, he’ll always be family.