Screaming Into The Void

I've totally just become the villain in my ex-best friends story. Oops I guess, but its not my fault you tried and failed to have a parent child relationship with my father, and when it failed you deem him evil. I fully accept my dad is sith lord levels of evil, but there's no changing that and he's very upfront about it. Your bad bro, this is not even remotely my fault.

Trying to get the adults in my life to stop supporting AI is sisyphisian. One minute theyre praising how well researched and passionate my arguments are and then next they're using it again. For leaders in a program dedicated to instilling our youth with ethics, morals, and dedication they sure aren't practicing what they preach. Convenience is weighed more than consciousness. Even when I do the jobs theyre using AI for they still turn back to it. Its like they're brainwashed or something. I'm so frustrated and disheartened because these are otherwise rational people. At this point I'm starting to just give up. There are only so many essays and speeches to write and recite before you're beating a very dead horse.

Go talk to someone you value. It can help with the hopelessness.

When did I learn to dread family reunions? These people used to be my haven.

the stress of existing will rend the flesh from my bones

I want to a local ska show last night and oh my god?? That was awesome???? I've never been to a show small enough for the bands to dance with the crowd after playing. 10/10 highly recommend, you'll never find anything with the same energy as a ska show.