Joe

i wonder what life is sometimes…. weird thing to wonder i know. but i guess i just wonder why things happen the way they do. why we as humans take certain courses that we take. how growth can be experienced so quickly; painfully at that. and how some can experience it worse than others… although i never knew that i was born to be apart of that “some”, i always knew i was different.. over the coarse of 5 years my life has changed drastically. from my brother/bestfriend passing.. to numerous heartbreak.. to the feeling of isolation in my own family.. to suicidal thoughts.. that being my muse for creation… to drugs.. to putting music out.. to building a fan base that i never could have imagined having.. to meeting Tricky…. to love… to getting a record deal.. to wealth… to manipulative “friends” only around for what they could get out of me… to stress.. to depression.. to not wanting to make music anymore.. to leaving those “friends” behind.. to being dropped from the label… back to no money.. to support.. to sobriety… to happiness.. to reconciliation.. to starting from scratch with family and the people i love most… to making the best music i’ve ever made.. to labels calling me to take meetings.. to new deals on the table… and to making my way back to where i wanted to be in the first place….. through that i learned that, life is what you make of it; appreciate the ones apart of it that matter. believe none of what you hear and half of what you see. tragedy and bad company can come with money. and success is nothing if you have no one that you love there to share it with. speaking of that…… my love. my woman. my queen. my everything. without her i wouldn’t have made it through all of that alive. i mean that very literally. it was her who stopped me when i was ready to end my life. it was her who taught me how it felt to be truly loved. it was her who stuck by me when i had nothing. it was her who helped me find my love for music again. i write because she exists. i live because she chose to love me. no exaggeration. i love because she exists. it is because of her, God allowing, that i realize how important it is to love. i see the world and how people treat each other. treat themselves even. the war. the violence. the blasphemy. i’m disgusted. politics and religion… thats what has made our world the chaos that it is. imagine a world with no politics. imagine a world with no religion. faith, yes. belief, yes. but no religion. religion is man made. titles created to separate. divide. make one feel superior/inferior. i believe in God. i don’t believe God would support such division. imagine a world where people choose to love each other in spite of each other. love God. i once read that “when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will then know peace”. i believe that. call me foolish. call me naive. call me soft. maybe i am. but i’m honest and i’m happy. i don’t intend to sway beliefs. my only motive is to enlighten and to love.  the lord is my shepherd. and love is my new religion.

she has a good heart,

she really does.

its just been broken,

1. People with mental health problems are likely to need different kinds of supports at different times.

2. Probably the most important thing you can do is to listen in a caring, and non-judgmental way. That simple act will usually mean a lot as mental health issues are often misunderstood by the general population.

3. Always treated the person with respect, acceptance and compassion.

4. You don’t have to do too much – just stay in contact with your friend, invite them over, or hang out with them.

5. Remember that your friend is looking for a friend – and not a counselor, or psychiatrist.

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

1. Party Drunk:

will talk to anyone and everyone

only does shots

has to literally be dragged home at the end of the night because they refuse to acknowledge that the party has ended and they’re the only person still there

2. Blissful Drunk

does nothing but laugh

just happy to be included

too good for this world

loves you so much even though they just met you four minutes ago

probably also does acid

3. Emotional Drunk

not great at parties

is either crying tears of sorrow bc there’s no chips left or crying tears of gratitude bc someone showed them where the bathroom is

brings out everyone’s inner mother

4. Parent Drunk

keeps everyone’s shit together

everyone thinks they’re sober but they’ve actually had 5 shots in an hour

knows when u need to go home and will make sure you get there

holds back your hair when you’re vomiting at 3am

5. Slutty Drunk

never gets cold

makeup never smudges

never has to buy their own drinks

you think they’re sloppy and have no idea what they’re doing but every move is calculated and intentional

6. Sloppy Drunk

wasted by 10pm

needs to be taken home early

will drink anything you give them as long as there’s alcohol in it

a Mess

VIDEO SHOWS HOW DANCING IN PUBLIC IN THE POLICE STATE IS HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTH

Brendan Carter was on his way to see his sick uncle last week when he was detained by multiple security officers in the public RTS bus station in Rochester, subsequently assaulted by police and arrested — all over his dancing.

According to Carter, he was waiting for the bus to visit his uncle who is in the hospital. Apparently overcome by emotion, Carter said he put his headphones in and started dancing to avoid crying. This dancing got the attention of DHS employees and security officers at the station.

Carter had a bus pass and was breaking no law when the officers approached him. As he explained, when he was told to leave for no reason and the officers put hands on him, Carter became angry. However, as seen on the video, he never once became violent.

He was immediately accused of being drunk (which is not a crime, even if he was) and he was told to leave. A scene ensued after the initial confrontation as Carter refused to leave because all he wanted to do was get on the bus to visit his uncle.

Rochester police were quickly dispatched and the already tense situation would only explode from this point.

After he agreed to leave, Carter began walking out of the station. However, the officer was on an apparent mission to intensify the already-delicate situation.

When the officer arrives, instead of talking to the young man to get his side of the story, or letting him leave like he was doing, he immediately escalates to violence by grabbing Carter and then presenting his taser.

Within seconds, Carter is tasered, physically assaulted, slammed to the ground and arrested.

The entire scene was captured on video by NY Black Panther chapter member Daryl Appleberry. Had Appleberry not been there, this scene could have gotten far worse. Perhaps that is why we hear the RTS security officer’s radio go off, “Annie, get this guy out of there with the camera behind you. Get him out of there!”

Carter was arrested and charged with resisting arrest and trespassing. He was in a public space.

SOURCE

We can’t dance in a public places anymore. It’s like we live in the dystopia.

smh

Such charges as resisting arrest and trespassing are the way to put ANY MAN into a jail. Our criminal justice system is a crime.