jee's journal ¿¡

just read killing stalking for the first time and jesus christ that was as insane as people said it'd be and im afraid it lived to the hype. i was expecting the characters to be much less fleshed out and superficial but i was very surprised to see their psychologies delved into. i was squirming the whole time

literally just gonna vent on here bc i have nowhere else to. but im so confused ab my bf. i feel like im dating a mirror of myself and not in a good way. i feel like he just reflects whatever he thinks i want to see. we've been together nearly two years now but in the past few months he's been so fucking weird. it's like he's walking on eggshells w me or so anxious that im gonna like idek what. ik he's okay like everytiime i ask him what the problem he always just says he's fine and i know he's fine!!! but then what the fuck is the problem.