Please, call me Ashley.

**eats three raspberries* I can feel my cells multiplying. my blood is cleaner, safer. my skin……less dry. I am well. I am nourished.

“i’m in kind of a weird mental place right now” i say, as if there are times when i am not in a weird mental place

I feel horrible in case you were wondering

Pretty much all of my content has been removed from here and I no longer wish to support this site so please make sure you swap over to my other accounts if you wish to keep up with me.   My twitter is @0reob4by My Instagram is@Oreob4by I’ll be deleting my tumblr account soon, almost 10 years but the site have clearly decided they don’t care about sex workers or women and I have decided I no longer care about them. Peace. 

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

SHIT WHAT

Never would have known

Ah yes, the emotions: grief, change, onion, humor

IM DYIN

TRAVEL SIZE BOB

When they said OMG at the same time.