i let the bathtub overflow today and watched the water slip and slide away pulling me under with everything i had to say i couldn't even catch my breath. drowning in the things that you said with alfredo in your mouth, i couldn't help but laugh it was temporary but its times like those i miss when underwater, letting the faucet drip i lied alone in the bathtub yesterday watching the time i spent with you just wash away it felt like a lifetime as it all swirled down the drain and i couldn't even catch my breath drowning in the things that i said last christmas eve, spent wrapped up in my head it was temporary but its times like those i wish i was underwater, letting the faucet drip drowning in the things that we said i cant even catch my breath

there was a constant shift in your eyes on the night that you left. I could feel the goodbye on the tip of your tongue, pushing out from your eyes, from the back of your lungs and it, burned. it burned. I had to watch everything I ever worked for walk away from me with the empty promise that everything was fine it was meant to be it's how it should be.

there was a time that i went to bed with you not on the phone and it made me sick because i felt alone but i always kept you company when you walked home. where did you go. my gates were always open i checked for you when i passed by the station this seemed like less of a vacation you never showed.

you took my hand went through the dark you said i'd be okay our time has come our time has gone it's time to walk away you shined the light on parts of me i never thought i had but things messed up along the way and then it all went black i hope one day for you that things wont be so bad. i'll miss the times we stayed late i'll miss the pancakes, i'll miss the dates. but now it's time to walk away from all the times i used to hate i'll miss the cats, i'll miss your bed i'll miss diego's chicken head i'll miss the times we'll never have it's all i had. you took all that i had.

i tried you on for size and there were times i wasnt so sure about it all. from day one i knew that you'd be the perfect fit. i knew i'd smooth the edges out and dust away the ticks. i knew you'd mean the world to me from the moment you said "one to three, not it" with that stupid grin. and i miss that grin. and a year has passed so much has passed since one two three, but you and me are here. and you're still it. you were always it. the perfect fit.

i’llroamtheworldalonefortherestoftheday

when i grow old will you be with me and at my grave will you sing to me i could be your Lorraine and show you all of the wonderful things that i have no clue how to say to you

things aren't going so well awake when the clock strikes twelve I hum to myself that I hate myself in the end I hate myself I hope you're doing well I'm sorry if it seems like i'm whining I just wanted this all off my chest 'if you were there since the fucking beginning you would've been there for all of the rest you left me alone alone to feel the cold that's in my bones' born alone live alone die alone with cold in your bones

I just can't take all of these feelings well now I am lost in rooms full of mirrors I'm looking too deep, I wish I could see her but now it's too late I've accepted my fate I'll roam the world alone for the rest of the day