* 𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳 UP.

❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞

PLAYER 124 - FIRST & LAST VOTE

²⁰⁾ fingertips tracing the notches of a spine

“ fuck... ” it slipped out pathetic as mg coin pushed himself upright, sweat still clinging to his skin in thin, sticky trails he couldn’t hide. his fingers fumbled blindly until they found the blanket, pulling it over his lower half in a weak attempt at modesty. “ this... this didn’t fucking happen. you, you were drunk, i was fucking drunk, nothing happened! you... you know that, right? don’t you? ” he repeated, firmer, desperate for the other to confirm the lie he was trying to write into reality. a flimsy note-to-self that none of this was real; no matter what their common sense said.

mgcoin denies everything too fiercely , as if the world has ended . fucking someone you hate has been the cliche plot twist of every stupid romcom and he's whining about it like a child . though their lives have been a fucking horror movie , that much is clear . but namgyu doesn't understand what's got his panties in such a twist — his body rolls slightly to face the ceiling . tips of cold fingers rub sleep off his eyes with a frown , the same fingers that dive into black locks in stress . his blood pressure must be low , considering how cold his hands are despite the acceptable weather outside . he can't help snorting when myunggi pulls the blanket over his naked thighs , as if namgyu hadn't been straddling them like a professional rider last night . ‘ .. i can literally still feel it . idiot . ‘ he can , it draws a soft groan from his lips as he sits up . the movement makes him gasp , straighten his spine and shift ; alright sitting up wasn't the best idea but he had to find the evidence . the discarded condom that was tossed to the other side of the room by myunggi himself — namgyu lazily leans against the older man , one arm brushes against myunggi's nose as he points to it . ‘ see that over there ? you put it on after i sucked you off . why ? maybe you wanted to keep your little friend warm , i dont know . ‘ sarcasm drips from his voice . he can accept hatred but not stupidity . namgyu pulls away , faces the open door of the balcony in front of his bed and closes his eyes when cooler air flies inside the room , kisses his sweaty neck . something unpleasant swims in his stomach , glancing at the mirror beside the bed with an alarmed frown . the marks will take days to disappear , will they disappear until thanos comes back ? the thought makes him take in a deep breath , and run his hand through his hair again . a phone rings , it's not his ringtone . namgyu glances toward myunggi with careless eyes , and mumbles quietly with a growing smirk ; ‘ .. is it her ? do you want me to answer ? ‘ it's unlikely he will , he's sure . but it could help myunggi , definitely could wipe one of the problems he's dealing with . thanos himself has called twice last night , missed , and his phone is silent now . it's weird because namgyu always picks up when it comes to thanos , even if he'd be sleeping .

A couple of sketches I never finished but oh well

20) shower/bath sex