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Nam-Gyu was never really a social animal, despite his profession saying otherwise. To have done his job he had to have been social, and yet with observation he had learnt how to integrate. How to fit into the cog of the corporate, capitalistic ladder. It's unfortunate how things played out, he would mull over, backing into the soft chair he sat on as he gazed outside to the garden. Oh he wanted to go out there, but he would rather not be accompanied by the staff. He's a grown ass man in his late 20s - he's not going to run off or any dumb shit!

He wouldn't tell anyone though. Who would believe him? They already suspect he has delusions - he doesn't, Nam-Gyu is sure of it - so openly saying that he was made to play children's games with a deadly twist was a recipe for disaster. It's best to suck it up and move on - he's just grateful he finally got his glasses back. At least, he got a new pair. He has horrible luck, and it was only solidified before the games when they were broke. Nam-Gyu couldn't believe that they had expected him to play blind - and yet that walking highlighter being there made playing a lot easier, nevermind how Nam-Gyu was practically smothering him.

With a heavy sigh, Nam-Gyu's lips twisted and twitched into a frown as he looked down at the ground, where he had left his slippers when he decided to curl up onto the chair. He grieved the memory of the games. Not only because he didn't win, but also for the time he spent with Thanos. That stupid bastard never appreciated him, and look where he is now! He made everything fun, everything better and now Nam-Gyu is expected to live a life without that enjoyment? Somehow, it was all Thanos' fault he felt so lost and confused. For that short period of time, he grew to enjoy being a shadow, as ridiculous as it is. Thanos is just an incredibly selfish man! Nam-Gyu should have been an all in O Voter, just to show that man he had a backbone and wouldn't just do everything he told him to do!

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his heart breaks into a million pieces . the frown he gives the man is one many lovers have given their beloved — betrayal swimming in dark hues , jaw clenching in a stupid expression of passionate disappointment . how could he ? he tilts his head and half reaches out to pat him on the arm , that's all the punishment he wanna give thanos for popping a pill without him . this place had brought them closer , club pentagon made him feel so lonely . he didn't have many friends to start with , but well , he expects something when he sells a piece of heaven to someone , yeah ? thanos ignored him all his life , now that they're this close to becoming buddies — besties , more , hopefully more . ‘ h- high ?? without me ? ‘ wow , he thought they shared something , had something between them now . he shifts on his bunk , lets his head hang from his , hair dangling from either sides of his face . thanos can only see his eyes and hair , and his brows are frowning . when he jumps down , he's crawling straight into thanos' bed . knees on mattress , facing the older one as he leans in . ‘ i want some . hm ? ‘ it feels filthy asking for it , he purses his lips to stop grinning like an idiot . interested eyes roaming over thanos' face — the bastard has the biggest puppy eyes namgyu has ever seen . he's fucking handsome , a complete failure . namgyu wants to pin him to the bed and break his neck . what a man , what a failure . ‘ come on come on .. ‘ he tugs on the sleeve around thanos' wrist , purrs like a pathetic cat . he lays down , rests his head near the man's thighs , no on them , neat them . opens his mouth and sticks his tongue out with a soft smile , and just for the last nudge , he taps thanos' knee . hurry up , please don't say no .