hello, it is i. I go by... a lot of names, but these are the main ones:
Plasma
Hypocrite 3.0/Hypo
CelestalStars
etc etc but I tend to gravitate towards Hypo the most.
i use she/them. this is my personal blog, and i mostly post utmv, tdlc, fandom content or/and writing content. I am obsessed with cream and errorink but also a multishipper!
general positions i hold include: queer people rock INCLUDING trans neopronoun etc people yall community infighting is gonna get us killed + feminism rocks except for TERFS fuck em + my body my (pro) choice + fuck censorship even in fandom + the meaning of life is to be happy without cost to others + anti death penalty + etc etc
DNI (if you want to i guess can't really dictate what you do) if any of that's a problem, block and move on thx:)
NEAT UTMV THREADS/POSTS
About the "Balance" in UTMV works
Neat errorink parallel
Immortals & Empires character analysis
On Mercy thoughts about freedom
Analysis of the angst potential of cream
Analysis of why cream and why (in my opinion) they are each other's penance
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Saw a Golden crownflower and thought I need it to draw On Mercy Cream
This it's not based on any scene, but I was mostly going for the feeling on the scene where Dream tells Cross he can ask for anything
Love your fanfic, literally when I read it i thought: "Did someone read my mind and created a fic with the very specific dynamic I liked for Cross and Dream?"
Hope You like this quick sketch i made !
HELLO!!! Thank you SO MUCH for this!!! I adore the way you drew Dream's gentle and knowing gaze, his outstretched hand as Cross hesitantly yet nonetheless takes hold of it.... I love how you detailed the veil with gold! And Dream's sun-earrings, the gold clasp in his clothes (small detail but i especially like the metallic shading) and of course the star of the show, the flower crown <3
As a gift in return, here's a little snippet of them:
As if it was a mundane business, Dream dipped the cloth into the basin beside him. The water had long since turned rust-hued. He wrung the cloth between slender fingers; Cross braced himself.
“It isn’t deep.”
And yet he still hissed as Dream peeled away the last strip of blood-soaked fabric. The cut ran from just beneath his collarbone to the edge of his shoulder. Most of the bleeding had already stopped, leaving only dark crimson drying against bone-white ribs. But any relief Cross could muster up swiftly evaporated as Dream touched the cut.
He was wearing only one glove.
The gloved hand was not the one in contact.
Beneath his touch, a faint warmth bloomed. The familiar sensation of Dream’s magic melted into his bone, knitting it back together.
"You're wasting your time."
Dream's hand remained where it was. But even now, he did not deign to glance at him or meet his gaze.
"It's mine to waste. There.”
Dream withdrew his hand. The pain had dulled to a distant ache. Something tightened in Cross's chest. There was a bitterness there, though he could not quite understand why.
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So, you know how certain Christian missionaries are trained to act in a very obnoxious way, so that most people they preach to will reject them outright, so they feel like the world hates them for being Christian and they can only be friends with fellow Christians? You know that thing?
I think as activists, we sometimes need to stop and ask ourselves whether we're acting like those missionaries. I think this type of behavior is a little more ingrained into our society than some of us realize, and some of us have internalized it without realizing what it's actually meant to do.
OP I know that this is probably a different direction than you were going, but genuinely this advice would do so so much to help people not fall into secular political cults.
A lot of high control groups use this tactic to isolate their members. It’s absolutely not just evangelizing Christians. New age wellness cults often encourage their members to make outlandish and offensive accusations regarding the mental and physical health of other people or their children, because they know that the backlash their members receive will reinforce the idea that the “mainstream” simply has no room for people who like crystals and essential oils. White supremacist cults will seed the vocabulary of new recruits with Nazi dog whistles that fly over those recruits heads, specifically so that they will get clocked as possible neo-Nazis and shunned by anyone who might offer them another perspective and help them to get out before it’s too late. And a lot of left-leaning political cults strongly encourage members to share their views in the most inflammatory ways possible, and then say “you see? everyone outside of this small circle is evil and cannot be relied on” when, inevitably, that produces bad results.
Sometimes I think that activists fall into these patterns completely accidentally, either because they were raised in culturally Christian evangelical environments and never unpacked it, or else because they just aren’t any good at approaching things in a non-inflammatory way and no one’s shown them how.
…But sometimes, these structures emerge in activist circles because those circles are legitimately becoming high control groups.
I think some things to watch out for especially in this regard are:
Are you being directed to behave in an extremely hostile and alienating way? (even if it’s by someone who you trust!)
Does the group you are in immediately shut down any conversation about the effectiveness of an antagonistic strategy? In particular, do they shut that conversation down using in-group stock phrases?
Is experiencing harsh rejection seen as something of a rite of passage?
Do you receive more validation from the group you are in after you have been rejected by someone outside the group than at any other time?
Have you ever been concerned that the antagonistic strategy you are using hurt someone you cared about, only to be quickly advised by members of the group that that person was toxic and that you should actually completely cut them out of your life?
These to me are all pretty significant red flags about the group in question, whatever the specific thing that brings people together there is. If you start noticing them in a group that you are a part of, be that an in-person activist circle or a Discord server or anything in between, take a step back and seriously consider the possibility that the good thing that you joined is turning into something different, and possibly dangerous.
In the words of Jonestown survivor Deborah Layton, “Nobody joins a cult. You join a self-help group, a religious movement, a political organization. They change so gradually, by the time you realize you’re entrapped – and almost everybody does – you can’t figure a safe way back out.”
this is a pdf detailing the BITE model of authoritarian control, a method for determining whether or not you're in a cult.
even if you feel confident you are not and have never been in a cult, it's a good idea to familiarize yourself with the signs, just in case one begins to sneak up on you in the future.
Ok, I actually want to talk about this for a moment.
Jonestown, one of the most infamous cults in history, with a mass suicide / mass murder that left more than 900 people dead of cyanide poisoning, hundreds of whom were children… was a leftist political cult. That fact is an unambiguous and completely undebatable matter of historical record.
This isn’t a footnote in the story of Jonestown, and it isn’t a weird anti-leftist gotcha either. Jonestown attracted people to their cause with anti-segregation and anti-poverty activist work, and they did actual, meaningful good for those causes. The People’s Temple was a leftist org, unambiguously. They created mutual aid networks for food aid, and rent assistance, and job placement services, and clothing donations, and winter heating. They leaned heavily on the Indianapolis Human Rights Commission in order to push desegregation, and led sit-ins and boycotts and protests. They participated in significant voter registration efforts. They led the fight against the eviction of tenants from San Francisco's International Hotel.
People joined The People’s Temple because it was a good thing when they joined it. They didn’t start out as brainwashed cultists, and they didn’t gravitate towards the leadership of Jim Jones out of masochism, or inherent submissiveness, or a perverse love of creeping authoritarianism. They fell in line under Jim Jones because he’d built a community that was genuinely helping people, and was advancing a political cause that seemed worth fighting. They followed Jim Jones because he earned their trust.
Jim Jones then used the trust and the social capital that he had gained from all of the above in order to elevate himself to the status of a messianic figure, and abuse and profit off of his followers. Slowly but surely, he boiled the frog. It was all good – and then it was mostly good – and then, well there was some abuse, but it wasn’t that bad, and it wasn’t really his fault – and then there was a lot of abuse, but the outside world would destroy them if given the chance, so wasn’t it the lesser of the two evils? And then, eventually, it got so bad that hundreds of people poisoned themselves and their children at his command, and murdered everyone in the compound who refused and resisted.
Your cause of choice is not immune from abusers taking advantage of it!
It doesn’t matter if you’re right. It doesn’t matter if your cause is just. It does not matter if your good thing really is a good thing, because there is always the possibility that it will one day be co-opted by a monster. And if the fact that it started good is enough for you to ignore that gradual, subtle change, you could end up in a truly horrible situation.
One of my best friends in undergrad got sucked into a cult. Years later, we talked about it, and he told me something that I’ll never forget which is, it’s only when you look all the way back at things that they seem crazy. You start off with things that are totally normal and innocuous: “we’re stronger together”; “oppression is bad”; “you can accomplish more if you believe in yourself”; “empathy is important and we should all try to bring more of it into our lives”; etc. Then, you move to something that’s just a little step away from that. And then again. And then again. And then again. But it never feels like a big jump, because it’s not! A -> Z is crazy, but A -> B wasn’t, and B -> C wasn’t, and C -> D wasn’t, and…
This friend was smart, and rational, and independent, and normal, and by the time he and his wife left, they’d gone from just thinking that we should all practice more emotional mindfulness, to being terrified that leaving the cult and the cult leader would literally kill them, via the cult leader having magical powers.
If your only analysis is “Where I started was good, and no single step since then has been crazy” that is utterly insufficient to keep you safe.
“This can’t possibly be a cult, because when I joined it was a leftist political org and there’s never been a single instance where it suddenly changed” is literally the exact logic that kept people in Jonestown until it was too late.
I usually try to keep my posts in both languages I know most of the time, so it’s easier for other languages to have two translation options!
As for AMAs, I’m not able to translate everything into Portuguese or it would be a lot more work and believe me, writing these answers already takes a long time haha! But when questions in Portuguese come up, I keep the answer in Portuguese, and this time I also added English since Portuguese is less widely known.
You may have also noticed that some questions aren't answered in the images that's because they've already been answered or might be spoilers, so I'm letting them know that I'll have to skip the question.
I’ve also seen many people from different countries trying to make brigadeiro! That’s truly amazing, and it makes me really happy to see everyone trying Pierrot’s favorite food! Thank you all for sharing that with me!
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Português
Eu geralmente tento manter as postagens na maioria das vezes nos dois idiomas que eu conheço, assim é mais fácil para os outros idiomas terem duas opções de traduções!
Os AMAs eu não consigo traduzir tudo para o português ou eu teria muito mais trabalho, e acreditem, fazer essas respostas já demoram muito haha! Mas quando perguntas em português surge eu mantenho a resposta em português e dessa vez acrescentei em inglês também já que português é menos conhecido.
Vocês também devem ter notado que tem perguntas que não são respondidas nas imagens, isso é porque já foi respondido ou pode ser um spoiler, então eu os aviso que terei de pular a pergunta.
Também vi muitas pessoas de diversos países tentando fazer brigadeiro! Isso é realmente incrível e eu fico muito feliz de ver todos experimentando a comida favorita do Pierrot! Obrigado por compartilharem isso comigo pessoal!
Translation (English):
For Pierrot: In Brazil, they recently created a new sweet called “Love Strawberry ”, and I want to try making it! Do you want to make it with me?
For Doctor: Do you know how to do mouth-to-mouth? Because I had a heart attack when I saw you, and the only way to bring me back is by giving me mouth-to-mouth.
For Jester: If, hypothetically speaking, there were an ideal human for you, what would they be like?
For Harlequin: What does it feel like to devour her? (A certain Columbina, to be more specific.)
Compilation/Masterlist of Official Information for The Freak Circus
I don't know if anyone has done this yet, but I wanted to put together a masterlist of the asks answered and posts made by @nekoboydreams regarding their game The Freak Circus!
I organized the posts by whether they had something to do with game development, or if they were related to the lore or characters. I'm planning on continuing to add links as posts are made, so this will be updated frequently! I'm going to organize them better as soon as all the posts are linked, but that may take a little while, so I apologize for the mess. 😅
I decided to do this because, as someone who loves consuming lore and understanding the characters as much as possible before writing them, it's a lot easier to find the posts in this format – I did it for myself, but wanted to share it with the people and do my due diligence. 🫡
There are quite a lot of posts to go through, so this list is not up-to-date quite yet (as of 08/08), but I will continue working on it in my free time! I'm currently up to the first post of June 24th.
★ Posts Regarding Game Development:
Pierrot Concept Sketches and CG Artwork (June 6th)
Pierrot Expressions (June 8th)
Is the story based on commedia dell'arte? (June 13th)
Game Release Link (June 15th)
Question Regarding Translating the Game into Another Language (June 16th) - [2]
Post Thanking Supporters/Asking Questions (June 17th)
Will the Official Game Have Pronoun Options? (June 17th)
Will There be Intimate Scenes in the Game? (June 18th)
Can We Write Fanfictions? (June 18th) - [2]
Update on Game Progress/Official Merch (June 20th)
Is the Creator Comfortable with 18+ Questions? (June 20th)
How Long Did it Take to Develop the Game? (June 20th)
Is the Game Going to Have 18+ Scenes? (June 20th)
Pierrot's Show OST (June 20th)
Will Other Characters Have Their Own Routes and Endings? (June 21st)
Reuploading/Reposting Game Policy (June 22nd)
Inspiration for Designing Pierrot (June 22nd)
Will There Be an Ending where the MC Ends up with Both Pierrot and Harlequin? (June 23rd)
★ Posts Regarding Characters/Lore:
Pierrot and Harlequin Having Different Intensities (June 11th)
Pierrot and Harlequin CGs/Differences in Character (June 12th)
Pierrot and Harlequin Fighting Over MC (June 13th)
History Between Pierrot and Harlequin/Lore on the Love Triangle Between Pierrot, Harlequin, and Columbina (June 14th)
Pierrot and Harlequin Character Sketches (June 14th)
Why did Pierrot fall for the MC so quickly?/Lore About the "Angel's" Death (June 15th)
Information About Pierrot's Character/If There Will Be Other Characters in the Game (June 16th)
Information About the Pink Tent/Ticket (June 16th)
Pierrot's Height (June 16th)
Do the members of the Circus Have Casual Attire? (June 17th)
Canon Character Sexualities (June 17th)
Pierrot and Harlequin Heights/Are They Monsters from the Story?/Why Does Harlequin Become Interested in the MC/Lore about the Pink Tickets (June 17th)
Pierrot Getting Ready to Kick Harlequin's Ass (June 17th)
Pierrot Canonically Gets Shy Very Quickly/Easily (June 17th)
What Does the Carnival Food do to the MC's Mind? (June 17th)
Pierrot Would Never Let the MC into the Pink Tent if You Have His Affection (June 17th)
Pierrot and Harlequin with an MC Who Has Never Been to a Circus Before (June 18th)
Did Pierrot Use Paint or Blood to Color the Paper Rose? (June 18th)
Jester's Reaction to Harlequin Telling Him About the MC (June 18th)
Was Pierrot Obsessed with Columbina? (June 18th)
Who is the Unknown Person who Gave MC the Pink Ticket?/Identity of the Mysterious Stranger (June 18th) - [2]
Is There Any Other Specialty Offered by the Tickets Other Than Front Row Seating? (June 18th)
Why is the Circus Called "The Freak Circus"? (June 19th)
Information About Harlequin's Personality, Symbol, and Tongue Shape (June 19th)
Pierrot's Reaction to MC Wanting to Live with Him at the Circus (June 19th)
Who Chose Each Member's Role in the Circus? (June 19th)
Can Pierrot and Harlequin Get Someone Pregnant?+How Would They be as Dads?/Why Can't Pierrot Talk in Public? (June 19th)
Can Pierrot Handle Being Teased? (June 19th)
Do Harlequin and Pierrot Have Favorite Foods? (June 19th)
How Human Are the Circus Members?/Information About Pins/Information About the Food Stalls (June 19th) - [Pins as a Form of Competition]
Pierrot is Always Watching and Observing (June 19th)
Do the Characters Have Birthdays?/Is Harlequin's Story Related to the Origins of the Circus? (June 20th)
How Would Pierrot Recieve Kisses from a Shorter MC? (June 20th)
Pierrot and Harlequin's Reactions to an MC who is Obsessed with Them (June 20th)
Voice Claims? (June 20th)
Song that Gives off Harlequin Vibes (June 20th)
Pierrot and Harlequin's Favorite Seasons/Potential Endings to the Game (June 20th)
Do Pierrot and Harlequin Have Fursonas? (June 20th)
Do Pierrot and Harlequin Cuss? (June 20th)
How would Pierrot and Harlequin react to the MC only Wearing One Pin instead of both? (June 20th)
Are Pierrot and Harlequin Divorced? (June 20th)
What Would Happen if MC Asked Pierrot on a Date? (June 21st) - [2]
Is there a way to get into the Purple Tent? (June 21st)
What are Pierrot and Harlequin's Favorite Animals? (June 21st)
Was the Woman Killed During Pierrot's Show the Same Woman from the Coffee Shop? (June 21st) - [2]
What Time Period Does the Story Take Place In? (June 21st)
Do Pierrot and Harlequin Have Canonical Ages? (June 21st)
Difference Between When Pierrot Has Pupils vs. When They're Completely Black (June 21st)
Will We See More of Columbina in-game? (June 22nd)
If Pierrot Can Notice the MC's Heartbeat Changing, Would He Use That to His Advantage?/Would Harlequin? (June 22nd)
Pierrot's Thoughts on Nicknames (June 22nd)
Is Pierrot Wearing a Mask? (June 22nd)
Is the MC a Girl? (June 22nd)
Is There an Ending with Harlequin (June 22nd)
Does the Circus Have Animal Attractions? (June 22nd)
Do Pierrot and Harlequin Drink? (June 22nd)
Pierrot's Reaction to MC Hugging Him in Their Sleep (June 22nd)
Pierrot and Harlequin Interaction (June 23rd)
What do the Black Tickets Do? (June 23rd)
Why does the MC's Mouth Taste Funny When they wake up? (June 23rd)
Pierrot's Reaction to the MC in a Clown Costume (June 23rd)
Pierrot's Tongue (June 23rd)
Why Is Pierrot Silent? Does the Circus Have Rules? (June 23rd)
Information on the Pink Tickets+Tent/Where Did Pierrot Learn to Dance? (June 23rd)
Pierrot and Harlequin's Reactions to Their Colors Being MC's Favorite Color+The Color They Wear Most Often (June 23rd)
Characters' Voices/Theories About the Carnival Food/Pierrot with an MC with Self-Destructive Tendencies (June 23rd)
Pierrot and Harlequin's Reactions to MC Wearing Their Clothes/Information Regarding Harlequin's Puppets (June 23rd)
How Would the Characters React to an MC who Used to be a Clown? (June 24th)
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As I was scrolling on Twitter, I happen to come across this one artist's work about this character from 'The Freak Circus'. I don't who this character is nor do I know what the game is about but after I watched a couple of videos about it;
Im-I-Im offcially married to Pierrot & Harlequin😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 We're husbands and wife now.
A bit of context: this comic takes place quite a long time ago. They were younger and still figuring out how to make things work in the circus. The first version of their outfits wasn’t comfortable, since their bodies are different, which led to the redesign and custom-made clothes for all of them after this incident.
Besides the outfit changes, you’ll also get a small spoiler about Pierrot’s rule!
Also! Thank you @destinysquaredfor helping me correct some poses and adjust a few things in the comic!
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Yall have no idea how heavily fixated I am with TFC right now..like seriously, ever since I found out about this fandom like uhhh two days ago, I've been busy collecting informations..They got sum good sht goin' on😎
This is my first time tagging you @nekoboydreams !
After reading that comic, gosh, I teared up, like, no joke, I really did, to the point I had to draw him sobbing in, well, what the fandom called "Mommy Jester" 's arms.😔🥺
I love the idea of these guys treating Pierrot like he's the youngest when Harle is actually the youngest.
I find that so adorable. Pierrot is so adorable.
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