☆ Antony Tenna ☆

My Spamton EX design + when he went crazy post-acid <//3

After getting The Call about The Prophecy, Spamton ran away without notice from Tenna and TV World, retreating back to Cyber City where he started losing his mind. Eventually, he fell into Queen’s acid and ended up as the second image. However, in this world, Tenna came to find him (mainly to give him a piece of his mind about Spamton leaving), but he finds this shell of a Darker and the two reconcile and things are getting better :) buuut he’s still all messed up, so they work together to build him a new body: Spamton EX! Taller than the other Addisons (Spamton’s siblings) but still himself YAY

luckily, their pipis egg daughter didn’t hatch until Spamton came back in a new body so that’s good (her name is Pippi and I made a post about her earlier)

HAPPY DISABILITY PRIDE MONTH!!!

I whipped this doodle together so I could have a pfp for it- I like the cleaving imagery enough that I'm happy with it but I wish I could represent the other disabilities I headcanon him with(mental disorders, hypermobility, chronic fatigue, frequent illness, whatevers up with his antennas ect he has many disabilities im sure im forgetting some). Considering the fact that Tenna is one of THE most disability-coded characters in the game, I wish he was more celebrated in this fact! And as someone who is both mentally and physically disabled, I always feel the need to step up to the task.

The things I struggle with are a massive part of my life- everyone who's disabled can attest to that. Having to plan your spoon usage for your day, having to find ways around inaccessibility, falling behind, doctors refusing to listen or treat you with respect- it's a day by day process that feels like an uphill climb. When I write about Tenna, something that's important to me is that I show just how difficult it would be to get back up from what he's been through, a battle that he has to fight every day whether he wants to or not. It's tough, and it's hard to accept this part of yourself, but the sooner you do, the sooner you can take care of yourself and live a more comfortable life. Easier said than done, obviously, but I wanted to explain why writing him as disabled as he is is important.

Fellow disabled folk- it's hard, but you're doing a good job and I'm proud of you. You don't need to be an inspiration. Just surviving is enough. You are worthy of that.

i missed you

I was a day late, damn

I promised this on Wednesday :,) I paint real slow, hate chronic pain dawg

day 16

I'm unfamiliar with Deltarune, unfortunately I'm an old head that has only played Undertale

Although that doesn't stop me from saying that Aqua is a cutie patootie, hence why I decided to try and make something cute of her, keyword here is TRY, it's up to you to determine if it's cute or not