Her white arms became my entire horizon

Moving all my personal text posts to a side blog. Hmu if you want the url

My mum has decided I'm the target and two of my four siblings won't make eye contact with me or include me in conversation and it's 40 degrees outside where they're all sitting so I'm already close to passing out w pots, this is so fun

I wish my mother wasn't so mean and shitty and I wish that it didn't affect me so much

Is it presumptuous to think the people who say they love you would want to be there for you when someone dies, or is that actually a fair assumption? I genuinely don't know anymore but I'm feeling very alone and uncared about rn

My grandfather died this morning and my sister didn't want to tell me while I was at work so she sent me a message saying "can I call you after work 😊" with the emoji strategically placed to throw me off the scent and it WORKED

I have been d r o w n i n g lately but I've made some changes that will hopefully help and I'm working towards things to help in the future and my friend helped me with my dishes yesterday which is both embarrassing and incredibly kind