Nightmares
18+ minors dni
Word count: 3k± (oops)
Warnings: Dom! Joshua, Sub! Reader, Jealousy, oral sex (F receiving), unprotected sex, squirting, choking, hair pulling, edging, overstimulation, spanking, kinda pussy drunk Joshua, creampie degrading if you squint, praise. I didn't proofread this cuz I was fed up, enjoy.
Your legs were trembling, your back arched into the arm that was wrapped around your body. Lewd moans leaving your throat with every sharp thrust..
That's the sight Joshua was met with when he closed his eyes this night, the vivid images erupting physical reactions from him, even though he was dead asleep. He could feel it in his body, his eyes moving underneath his eyelids as the dream continued.
But the sensation coursing trough his veins, leaving shivers down his spine, it wasn't pleasure.. It was jealousy.
Because the man that was getting these intense reactions out of you wasn't him, it was Seungcheol.
Seungcheol has you bend over the bathroom sink, the large mirror above the sink making it possible for Joshua to trace every single one of your features, and watch every reaction Seungcheol gets out of you.
He can see your jaw tense under his touch, your eyes fluttering shut as you beg Seungcheol to let you cum.. It felt so real, he could see every detail, every movement..
Joshua was convinced these events were actually playing out in front of him, and he was about to intervene, thinking to himself about the best way to punch Seungcheol in the jaw, but his legs were stuck to the ground, he couldn't move, and just when Joshua was about to start panicking, he awoke from his dream with a loud gasp.
His breath was shaky, his jaw ached from the way he had been tensing it up throughout the whole night, jealousy and anger coursing trough his body.
And on top of that, he was feeling an undeniable desire, to hold you, to touch you, to fuck you and make you scream and squirt the way Seungcheol did..
His arousal was evident, his boxers feeling tighter than usual, Joshua groaned, it almost unbearable.
The realization slowly hit him, this was all a dream, or maybe more of a nightmare. Seungcheol wasn't actually fucking you, he didn't actually have you bended over the sink, he didn't make your legs tremble, make you beg for his cum inside you, made you squirt all over your own thighs..
"Fuckk.."
Is all that Joshua said as he reached for his phone. A wave of unusual boldness came over him, something unknown to him, but damn, it felt good
"I'll be at your door in 10 minutes"
Your phone buzzed, the screen lightening up at the text message send by Joshua, you frowned, your eyes going from the message you received, to the time in the corner of your screen.
3:04 am
You tried to type your message back, but something inside you was telling you to watch your tone, your mind pondered over the question of what and how you should reply back to him.
You were still thinking about the proper way to reply to this unexpected message when you heard a knock on the front door, your eyes going to the top of your screen again.
3:11 am
Surely that can't be him? Your apartments weren't that far away from each other, but there was no way he could have made it to your house so quickly, unless he drove through almost every red traffic light on his path..
You slowly walked to the front door, being hesitant about opening it, what if it really wasn't him? The text message felt off too, something was off, and you just didn't know what it was.
You peaked through the peephole in the door, being met with the unexpected sight of your boyfriend, standing in front of the door with his arms crossed. The frown that was etched on your face deepened. How hell did he make it to your door that fast? The question wandered through your mind as your hand gripped onto the doorknob, slowly turning it and opening the door for him.
As soon as you opened the door, Joshua stepped into your apartment, barely looking at you before bending down and loosening the laces of his shoes. You crossed your arms, preparing yourself to tell him off for showing up at your door at t this hour, and most likely with a few speeding tickets under his belt.
"What the hell? Joshua, 6 minutes?! Are you crazy? You could have crashed your car!"
You said in a loud tone, getting even more annoyed when Joshua didn't even reply to your scoldings, apparently too caught with taking off his shoes.
"And at this hour? What the hell is even this impo-"
You were cut off by him pressing his lips against yours, rougly, eagerly and impatiently. The urgency was evident in his body language as he wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling your body closer against his. Your knees basically buckled under his touch, his demeanor was something unexplored, something you've never seen from him before. But oh, you couldn't wait to explore it.
Your body melted into his touch, the kiss got rougher. Joshua's hand that was previously resting on your waist now made it's way down to your ass, squeezing it possessively. The newfound possessiveness in his touch made you whimper against his lips, part of you wanted to stay mad at him for showing up at your door like this. But all efforts of holding onto that anger flew out of the window as the kiss deepened, he was basically devouring you, making you his completely.
You were lost in the moment, your body instinctively reacting to his touches as he pulled away from you slowly. His hand was placed underneath your chin, making you look up into his beautiful eyes that you first fell for. There was an unusual spark in those eyes, a spark that could only be described in one word. Lust.
Before you could even properly take note of the look in his eyes, his grip on your chin tightened, and he made you tilt your head to the side, giving him access to your neck. He quickly connected his lips with the delicate skin, he left soft kisses on it, making you sigh out. But then he roughly started sucking down onto the patches of skin he had previously kissed so sweetly, this made you gasp. You leaned your head back, dark purple marks starting to appear on the soft skin as he continued his antics on it.
you felt the heat radiate off his body, his hand gripping onto your chin possesively as he shamelessly kept marking every part of your neck.
You felt his lips leave the skin of your neck, his touch still lingered on your skin when he started talking to you. His voice was low, husky and filled with desire
"Bedroom.. Now"
Joshua said, no he didn't say it.. He commanded it. You opened your mouth to protest, but you were met with his dark, lust-filled gaze as soon as you turned your head to look at him. In those eyes you could see it. He meant it.
You decided to obey him, not only because the look on his face was intimidating, but also because it turned you on beyond what you thought was possible. You had butterflies in your stomach when you walked up the stairs, Joshua following closely behind you, a hand on your waist as he guided you into your bedroom.
You had no idea what went through his head when he pushed you to sit down on the edge of the bed. His eyes wandering over the delicate lace of your night gown as he looked down at you. His eyes still filled with that same fire of lust.
"So beautiful.." He mumbled as he moved his hands down to your thighs.
"All mine"
After he said that, it was like all patience left his body. He took to taking off your night gown with the same speed he used to barge into your apartment. Knocking the air out of your lungs as he practically ripped your clothes off you, leaving you feeling exposed, vulnerable and extremely turned on. Goosebumps immediately showed up on your soft skin, making Joshua smirk at the effect he had on you.
After your panties were ripped off your hips, he spread your legs with that same force, making you gasp as he exposed the most vulnerable part of you. All for him to devour. His nails dug into the skin of your thighs as he sat on his knees in front of you, and without a second thought he hastily burried his face between your legs.
The first thing he did was flick his tongue against your sensitive clit. Your body immediately reacted to this, you arched your back and gasped out desperately, he had barely even started, and you were already gasping for air. He continued to move his tongue around, first against your clit, and then down to where you most needed him. Inside you.
"Fuck.. J-joshua.. What's gotten into you?!"
That's all you could get out your throat as he continued to eat you out as if you were his last meal. He didn't even answer you, his nose was occasionally pushing against your clit, adding a delicious amount of pressure exactly where you needed it. Your hand quickly reached down to pull onto his hair, errupting a groan from deep inside his throat, the vibration adding just the right amount of stimulation for you to let out a high pitched, almost pornoggraphic moan of his name.
Your thighs were trembling, and you could feel how your body was rapidly approaching your first orgasm of the night. Your moans got more high pitched and desperate, and Joshua knew exactly what this meant. In response to this, he removed one of his hands from your thighs and moved it to where his tongue previously was.
As soon as he sunk those two digits into you it was over for you. Your own fingers gripped onto his locks harder, pulling on it as he drove you to cloud 9 with both his fingers and his mouth. Your thighs trembling, desperate moans and whimpers leaving your mouth as you fell apart in front of him with a curse of his name.
As soon as he sunk those two digits into you it was over for you. Your own fingers gripped onto his locks harder, pulling on it as he drove you to cloud 9 with both his fingers and his mouth. Your thighs trembling, desperate moans and whimpers leaving your mouth as you fell apart in front of him with a curse of his name.
"Fuck.. Fuck!"
All you could do was whimper out in total pleasure, throwing your head back as a sting of curses left your mouth. He wasn't stopping, instead he was pumping his fingers in and out of you at a relentless pace, leaving you helpless and on the brink of over stimulation. And at this rate, you could feel a second orgasm starting to form in the pit of your stomach at an embarrassingly high speed.
As your mind began to lose control, you felt a second wave of pleasure building up inside you. You moaned and arched your back in an effort to relieve some of the intense sensations coursing through your body.
"Please... don't stop," you whimpered out between gasps for air.
Your walls were made of nothing but thin glass at this point; every movement of his tongue and fingers sent shockwaves of ecstasy rippling through you. You couldn't think straight anymore, all coherent thought had been washed away by lust. All that mattered now was the blissful torment raging within you as you approached the edge once more.
"I-I can't take much more!" You cried out desperately as he pumped his fingers in and out of you at a relentless pace. He sat up and removed his face from between your legs. The sight of his face was nothing less than sinful. His lips were swollen, his hair a mess and his was chin glistening with your arousal as he came face to face with you. His eyes were dark. Darker than usual, his pupils blown out and his eyelids only half lidded. You had never seen this expression from him before.
"You're taking it"
Is all he said as he sped up the pace of his fingers. He ran his thumb over your clit and kissed you oh so sweetly, a sharp contrast to the relentless pace his hand has set. The contrast made your head spin and your body tremble, a frown appeared on your already sweaty forehead as he brought you to your second orgasm of the night. And the fun had only just started.
At last, he pulled his fingers out of you, finally giving you a break to catch your breath and gather your thoughts. You closed your eyes, your mind was hazy and your body felt like jelly. You thought he was gonna stop here, give you a bath. Pamper you and allow you to go back to sleep at this awful hour.
You thought wrong.
You were woken up from your short break by the sound of metal clinking against each other. You quickly opened your eyes, and there joshua was, talking off his belt and throwing it to the other side of the room, it landed on the ground in some corner you guys had quickly forgotten about. You gulped as you watched him pull down his pants, revealing the way too obvious tent in his boxers.
Before you could widen your eyes and ask him about it, he had already grabbed your body and thrown you into the position he wanted you in. Which was on all fours, ass up, facing the mirror in front of your bed that you had put up there a long time ago for.. reasons. Your eyes found his through this mirror as soon as he was done man handling you into the right position.
The look in his eyes was dark and predatory, they held an intense desire that threatened to consume you whole. There was no hint of gentleness or kindness, only raw, primal lust. It made your heart race faster than ever before, a shiver running down your spine at the thought of what he might do next.
He positioned himself behind you, pulling down his boxers and throwing them across the room too before aligning his erection with your tight entrance. With a low groan, and no warning whatsoever, he plunged into you. You gasped out loudly as he hit all the right spots deep inside you, causing another wave of blissful agony to ripple through your entire being.
Your body shook underneath his, gasps of air coming from deep within your throat as you tried to gather yourself. It was difficult for you to take his size on a normal occasion. And this wasn't a normal occasion. Usually he took his time, making sure you adjusted to his size as he gently made love to you.
You could see him bite his lip as you watched his face through the mirror. His expression was focused, but oh so fucked out as he watched your movements closely. Delivering a sharp smack to your ass just to see how you would react to it. And your reaction left him nothing but satisfied, as you let out the prettiest, most lewd moan he's ever heard from your mouth. He smirked, before grabbing your hip with one hand, his other one tangling into your hair as he pulled you back onto his cock, making sure the tip hit spots inside you you didn't even know existed.
You gasped out loudly as pulled onto your hips with a force you've never seen from him before. It felt like electricity coursing through your veins, every nerve ending on fire with the intense pleasure radiating from his movements within you.
His hand in your hair pulled back hard enough to make tears form in your eyes, but the sting of pain only served to heighten the overall experience further. You couldn't help but arch your back and moan out his name in pure desperation, even if he still wasn't doing much, it felt like he was touching every sensitive area inside you at once.
The smack to your ass earlier had left behind a burning sensation that quickly turned into a dull ache mixed with excitement for more. You clawed onto the bedsheets, whining as Joshua kept pounding his hips down upon yours. You felt a familiar knot starting to form in the pit of your stomach. You opened your mouth to attempt to warn him about your upcoming high, but all that left your mouth was a strangled moan of his name.
"Already close?"
Joshua smirked, he knew your body like the palm of his hand by now, and he knew the way it trembled for him when your orgasm threatened to take over. You looked at him once again through the mirror, and the sight you were met with made your legs weak on the spot.
He had his teeth dug into his bottom lip. His eyebrows knitted together as he looked down at the spot in which your 2 bodies connected. He let out a gasp when he felt your walls convulse around his length, and you couldn't help but whimper out his name pathetically as he pushed into you deeper and harder. You knew what he was doing, and you finally gathered your thoughts and words to protest against it.
"Joshua.. I-I'm gonna cum"
His name left your mouth in a higher pitch than usual, and he let out a grunt at the sound.
"Beg"
And you did, desperate pleas left your mouth in an attempt to get mercy from him. and after a few seconds, which felt like hours to you. He finally stroked your hair gently, his thumb finding it's way down to your clit as he slowly started to rub it. And then, he finally gave you his permission.
A scream left your throat as your body finally gave in to the sensations being inflicted on it. Your knuckles turning white as you pulled onto the bedsheets underneath you, trying to stabilize yourself as waves of euphoria washed over your fragile, trembling body. Your vision turned black at the sheer intensity of this orgasm, it was unlike anything you've ever felt before, and this was evident in the newfound volume of your moans.
after a minute or so, you finally manage to relax your muscles again. Your legs gave out underneath you, and you sunk down into the bedsheets, your eyes closing and your body still trembling as you let out a soft whine at the soreness between your legs.
You could feel a soothing hand on your shoulder. A sympathetic kiss was placed on your shoulder while your hair was gently moved to the other side. Giving Joshua more access to the bare skin underneath. You could feel his hot breath against his neck when he whispered in your ear:
"You seriously didn't think it was over, right?"
That's how you ended up dragged into the bathroom, bend over the sing as Joshua roughly thrusted into you from behind. Your hand touched the material of the sink in front of you and held onto it tightly in an effort to stable yourself underneath your boyfriends merciless thrusts.
"Josh— Joshua, fuck!-"
A chuckle could be heard from behind you, as well as a harsh smack on your ass, which only made your knees buckle even more than they were already doing.
"That's right baby, scream my name for me, such a good girl for me"
A blush creeped up to your cheeks as he whispered praises into your ear. Never in a million years did you think that Joshua, the sweetest guy you had ever met, would have you at his mercy like this, screaming his name until your voice was hoarse and your body was trembling like a leaf.
His skilled fingers found it's way down to your clit, and he started to rub slow, but steady circles onto it. A choked sob left your mouth as your body was thrown into overstimulation. An odd feeling creeped up in the pit of your stomach, you couldn't really process it as all your mind could register at this moment was just how good everything felt.
Behind you, Joshua's thrusts started to grow more erratic as your moans of his name increased in volume. He had to start to get close at this point, you could feel it in the way his hips stuttered. Just as you were about to announce to him just how badly you wanted him to cum inside you, his other hand found it's way to your throat, and he wrapped his fingers around it.
Your mind went completely blank, on top of all this, he angled his hips differently, making sure he hit that sweet spot inside you. This combined with the pressure on your clit and the hand around your throat send your body into overdrive. A particular thrust that hit all the spots just right did it for you. A loud cry leaving your throat as your body went tumbling over the edge of euphoria.
Your hand reached down to claw helplessly at Joshua's wrist as he slowed down the pace in which he was rubbing your clit. And your body almost collapsed on you. Your orgasm felt different this time, you didn't know why, but it just felt so much better than usual.
You were so caught up in your own pleasure, that you barely even noticed the groan that erupted from Joshua behind you. It was only after you opened your eyes that you realized why your orgasm felt so much more overwhelming than usual. You had squirted all over the sink, Joshua's hand and your own thighs. Some of it even got onto the mirror.
All of this definitely didn't go unnoticed by Joshua, he peeled his hand away from your throat and moved it down to grip onto your waist. His brows were knit together, and his hand gripped your waist hard enough to leave bruises as his eyes wandered over your fucked out state. His thrusts only got harder when you looked into his eyes, mouth hanging open, body pressed against his as you realized, he isn't gonna last any longer.
"Fuck Y/n.. God that's so hot, fuckk— ah-"
He gasped for air and gripped onto your body even harder. The muscles in his neck tensing as he let out a slur of loud moans of your name, and your name only. When you clenched around him another time he just couldn't help himself anymore. He leaned forward and nudged his face into the supple skin of your shoulder as he thrusted one last time, and came deep inside you.
His hands were clawing onto your waist as his knees trembled from the sheer intensity of this orgasm. And the sounds that left his mouth were nothing short of a masterpiece as he finally allowed himself to relax against your body.
He softly caressed the skin of your waist and hips as you leaned over the sink, soft whimpers leaving your mouth as Joshua finally allowed you to catch your breath, you could hear him chuckle as he pulled out of you. You bit your lip at the sensation of his cum dripping down your inner thighs. He saw it too, and smacked your ass with a smirk as he watched his cum drip down to your knees.
"Should I run you a bath? you must be so sore, I'm sorry darling"
He pressed a kiss against the back of your head, his apology letting you know that yup, this is the same Joshua you've been dating for all this time.
"Mmm, that sounds great"
You replied, barely able to get the words out because of just how exhausted you were. You could feel him drag a cloth down the skin of your thighs, cleaning you up a little before turning on the tap of the bathtub.
"You know.."
You started, barely able to stand up as you leaned over the sink, looking at your fucked out state in the mirror, a small smile creeping up onto your features before you turned your neck to look at your boyfriend. Who was running you a bubble bath at this very moment.
"You should really have dreams like this more often."
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Authors note:
This fic was probably the biggest pain in my ass a fic ever was. Took me WAY too long to write. Anyway I think it turned out great either way. And lmk if you have any suggestions. Hope you enjoyed it🫶
