𝕵̳. ᵀᴼᴰᴰ ⭑

first and foremost: it's important to note that given the timeline of events with my jason he would've had no time to have extensive sexual, or romantic, experiences. this will make sense in a second, he had school - boy like crushes on his peers growing up, but once he came back to life he's been busy with different activities (putting that lightly...) that his dating and sex life at large was put on a back burner. he's a virgin.

anyway, because of his lack of experience, but also who he is outside of the violence, outside of the helmet, so to speak, i was sitting here thinking about how jason loves to submit to whoever he's with. he listens. he's always feigning confidence, playing leader, putting up brick walls; granted there has to be a level of trust, shared vulnerability, and love there. jason doesn't do one night stands. he's barely into kissing strangers (he'd have to be super attracted to them, and slightly drunk; he's a very strategic being and he overthinks big time. not to mention his very serious abandonment issues. there's no way he's exposing his soul and hole to strangers). he's more of a make love type of guy than just fucking around. sex is like... soul binding to him.

in addition to this, jason is a guy that's cool with spit and his hand, if you get what i mean. he doesn't need to experience someone's body because he knows how he gets, or how he'll get (emotional). he doesn't go out of his way, even in a relationship, to be overly intimate, even if he really wants to. but is okay with being self serving if it comes down to it.

unless there's a moment where they're both in the zone but this is a case - by - case basis okay. we can't be super detailed right now.

it's also like '03, right. so he absolutely watches pay - per - view sexual content and girls gone wild late at night in his apartment and likely has nsfw dvds. sorry. that's his grown man truth.

also other random thoughts:

his cheeks flush when he's in the moment.

he whimpers more often than outright moaning. when he's really there he'll moan, but he tries not to be loud. he's hyper - aware of himself and his surroundings so his partner would have to get him to let loose a bit.

orgasms overwhelm him. he's physically real sensitive and touch - starved. he's known to cry after a good one. again, the whole trust and vulnerability thing.

he likes being touched by his partner and is undone by praise and reassurance. a hand on his jaw, hands in his hair, touches trailing his pecs, down his torso; he usually opts out of that. on patrol, in casual settings; hugs can be awkward, kisses too, but god. when he wants to be touched he's melts into it bad. it's like he stills because he doesn't want the moment to end. prematurely, too early, completely.

jason isn't entirely a softie, okay. he's a switch. his type is people just as strong as he is, if not stronger. he doesn't mind being bossed around and manhandled (he just hasn't sexually experienced it, you know). he wouldn't mind bloody kisses. he wouldn't mind a fight turning into a moment of pure intimacy. he wouldn't mind being wrestled and then kissed if it gets him off lol. he finds the back and forth really attractive and a breath of fresh air. he doesn't like anyone... too nice.

jason's a bit of a "brings a kiss to the knife fight" type... yeah.