boo.

i know it’s been a hella long time since i’ve posted here && just so you know, these posts probably wont be regular anymore :(

ive been very very very busy in my life, as a sophomore in college and i have a very very stable relationship and i am very very very happy!! in fact, this is the happiest ive been in a very long time, and while a part of me misses all of you and misses everything about writing, it’s been a nice break

i write so much in my lit&comp class that i have no willpower/muse to write, also i have little time, also i have even littler desire to get frustrated with rping again. while all of you guys are great and amazing and everything, rping sometimes added that extra weight on my shoulders, the “get it dones” and the “this has been in your drafts for ages” kind of stress that i really dont need

this is very very very difficult to decide whether to come back or not, and im not going to force it – if i come back, it’ll be because i want to, and because i can. if i do come back, expect a late december, february, or april return. no promises!!!!

if you miss me that much (which i doubt) i have a personal/humour blog @ obnoxiousse and any/all of you guys can have my snapchat and cell # (as long as youre inside the u.s.!) 

i love all of you. every single one. mutuals, people who followed me yesterday, people who dont follow me back, those cuties from 2 years ago who stuck w me for some reason – you guys made me into me and im so happy that you influenced a major developmental time for me!!!!!

also here are some pics bc im conceited and my bf is gorgeous

A year ago today, this dark stranger bum rushed into my brain and demanded attention..and as most of you muns know, a muse is incredibly hard to ignore when they come a’knocking. “You fucking fiend..” is how I found myself greeting him upon arrival, [due to crude language and the details of his story, of course] and I was certain in that very moment that he was here to stay. Us writers have very strange relationships with the muses that poke and prod at us for ‘release’ via keyboard, and while I can very well admit that he’s done some incredibly deplorable things, he’s also helped me. Yes, helped. This creature has this indestructible confidence that I always wished I had, and in some ways, writing him has encouraged me to accept myself more..and he’s..– dare I say –..even raised my self esteem. Yes, Adam..you’ve rubbed off on me quite a lot. Ya know…aside from the whole..eating people thing. HAHA! Other than that, he lives the life I want, owns the house I want, has the voice of Satan and God in tandem when thrown a microphone, and he’s fucking beautiful. Fuck you, man..fuck you.

I want to whole heartedly thank each and every one of my role playing partners on here for plotting these incredible story lines with me, and for allowing me the pleasure of writing so fearlessly in your company. In honor of his anniversary, I will do a special Follow Forever for my VIPS, so to speak, that have helped me grow as a writer and have brought out the best in my muse—..and sometimes the worst…depending on if he’s hungry ;) 

super super sorry for the unexplained absence but it WILL continue for some period of time

anyway, i felt like it was high time y’all deserved a little somethin’ somethin’ for putting up with me & tegan for a year. & to be honest, i just rly want y’all to know that i honestly do appreciate each & every one of my baby bats.

rules:

must be following me. i mean, it is for the baby bats, after all.

you can follow during the giveaway, but don’t unfollow after.  it would make me unhappy & it’s kinda rude.

reblogs & likes count.

the winner will be chosen by a randomizer.

ends two days from now!

prizes:

three people will win 15 icons of an fc of their choice in a style of their choice.

two people will win 25 icons of an fc of their choice in a style of their choice.

& one person will win 50 icons of an fc of their choice in a style of their choice PLUS a promo graphic.

promo examples: x, x, x.

icon examples: