Call Me Pip

Just fucking say something if you're that annoyed. I can't change if you don't day anything.

I haven't shouted into the void recently. I hope everyone's well. Im pretty great. Have a wonderful day 😊

Thats not very cash money of you hormones...

I need something. I dont know what it is. Something is missing inside of me. Why can't i just, do something for myself. Why do i have to think about everyone elsd by me. I dont wanna come out cause i dont want to make life for other people. I don't wanna ask for affection because i dont want people to feel obligated. I dont want anything for myself. Right now, im in a dark hole and i dont know how to get out.

My parents have invalidated my coming out as bisexual!!! My dad straight up said it was a fad and my mum seems to have just blantaly forgot that i told her. Since I've made new discoveries about my sexuality and gender identity i wanted to share it with them cause i thought it went well when i told them i was bi. But this past week and a half has told me that it didn't actually go well because they've both thrown my trust in them back in my face. I've been trying to give my mum the benefit of the doubt when shes said stuff like it doesn't matter because I'm getting married. But the other day she pretty much said that im only an ally for the LGBTQ+ community. And my dad, well he's already, said that people who are non-binary aren't real and dont make sense. And after learning that my flat mate is seeing a woman he was so happy for her and said that i was only following a trend by coming out as bi. So im really trying not to be too upset about it but i really don't want to have the conversation with them because its hurt me too much already and this part of my self is still new so if anything were to harm it i would not be able to patch that relationship up....