Warm Gazpacho Soup

I don’t know why I love you.

The idea crept into my mind one day and encompassed my soul

Is it a feeling or a notion?

Electric attraction was present without touching.

Sparking my mind and body in a desire to be one.

I don’t know how to love you.

I guess to simply love you.

T’is my faintest guess.

Is it real?

A fantasy gone too far?

Or a possibility waiting for its divine appearance.

There’s…

'Tis. #depression #SAD #winterblues #stateofthings #mentalillness #bipolar #stability

Seasonal Affective Disorder

The time for SAD lamps and lack of funds. Time for lonliness to creep in and for others to become wrapped up in their own lives so tightly they squeeze you out of the equation.

Considering my position. Where I am in my life and the efforts I am making, albiet slow. They are still efforts I would never have dared in the past.

I can’t be discouraged in this…

Mind-babbling - Working out thoughts... #selfimage #perceived #individuality #mindbabble

Not knowing how one is perceived by others is something I want to shake. Right now it's stuck in my mind. I'm not like the others. I'm no groupie. And I am so embarassed it hurts. Individuality is a badge I wear for my own sense of sanity. I was walking with a mob. I don't care what others perceive me as unless I particularly care about the person on some terms. I'm no fanatic, no groupie, no slave…