I promise you things will get so much better when you start processing people’s behavior as information rather than a verdict on your self-worth. If someone doesn’t text back, suddenly pulls away, whatever it may be, the solution isn’t to put on a tap dance for them and try to regain their approval. It’s not to crash out on them and try to force them to react a certain way. It’s just to take a step back, take a deep breath, and assess what this tells you. What’s this saying about them? What’s this saying about you??

I have the perverts mind and the perverts heart. My soul? that is also quite perverted.

they’re foreclosing on my mind palace

is this happening because i was born

They’re cutting the thread I’m hanging on by tomorrow