Amnesia Branch AU Chapter 7
Summary: Branch contemplates what life will be like beyond the hospital now that he's broken up with Poppy and pushed away his brothers.
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Chapter 7
The hospital room is so quiet. The only thing Branch has to distract himself are the many scrapbooks and get well cards that Poppy brought him. All of them feel like billboards reminding that he isnโt the troll that everyone wants him to be.
Poppyโs card sits on his bedside table, but he canโt even look at it. Looking at it feels like a stab to the heart. He still hears the echoes of Poppy pleading with him not break-up with her. When he closes his eyes, he sees the tears that were welled up in hers.
He didnโt want to break-up with her. There is nothing in the world that he wanted to do less than end the one good thing in his life. But after the reunion with his brothers, after they left him again, he realized that a horrible break-up was inevitable.
Continuing the relationship would have only hurt them both. Poppy would be at her wits end trying to help him, and he would spend every second in agony waiting for her to leave him.
Now, that itโs over, the two of them can move on. Poppy can be the wonderful happy troll that heโs come to love. And Branchโฆ well, heโs going to be miserable. But heโll be miserable in a way that wonโt hurt her.
Branch buried the scrapbook that the better happier version of him made at the very bottom of the scrapbook tote bag. He should give that back to Poppy. She deserves at least one memento of the troll she used to love.
Now, thereโs going to be no more hospital room visitors. He burned what little relationship he had with his brothers yesterday. Thereโs no way that Poppy is going to visit him. Not after he broke her heart like that.
Maybe itโs all for the best.
Branch is a poison that hurts everyone around him. BroZone broke up because of him. His grandmother died because of him. Poppy has been a total mess, and why? Because of him.
Everyone is better off without him. No oneโs life has ever been improved by him. Every good thing that people say Branch has done is something that Poppy did that they are misattributing to him. Sheโs the source of all the good in this world.
This solitude is good. Heโll be able to contemplate what his new life will look like. It wonโt be exactly like it used to be. The entire social structure of society has changed in a few years, not thatโll matter much given how little he socializes.
Even though he knows that the Bergens and Trolls are allies, he still feels like he should fear them. Thereโs a little voice in the back of his mind telling him that they are still a threat. Maybe he should start making preparations in case they attack again.
Who is he kidding? They will. Eventually.
All of this โpeace between Trolls and Bergensโ stuff is a ruse. Theyโre waiting for the second that the Trolls let their guard down to attack. This time though, theyโll have all the Trolls in the world, not just the Pop Trolls.ย
Branch wonโt let that happen. He has to protect everyone from them, because Lord knows that they are not going to protect themselves. As long as they consider the Bergens friends, they wonโt have any defenses.
Morning comes and goes. Just like Branch thought, no one came.
Thatโs probably how itโs going to be from now on. Not just for his time in the hospital, but for his entire life. Heโs going to be alone.
But thatโs okay. He accepted that heโll always be alone a long time ago.
The door opens. He looks over at whoever entered. Itโs only Dr. Moonbloom.
โHey, how long until I get out of here?โ Branch asks. ย
Dr. Moonbloom clicks her pen a couple of times. โWell, youโve proven to be stable, and, aside from the amnesia, there doesnโt seem to be any long lasting health effects. So, youโll probably be out of here tomorrow.โ
โTomorrowโฆโ Branch repeats.
โYes, tomorrow.โ Dr. Moonbloom replies.ย
She proceeds to go over some test results with Branch. Thereโs a lot of medical jargon that heโs not familiar with. Itโs hard to tell from her tone if what sheโs saying is good or bad, but given that heโs getting released tomorrow, itโs probably all okay.
Once sheโs done, she leaves the room. Leaving Branch alone again.
Tomorrow. That seems so far away. Time seems to move so much slower here. Even though it has only been a couple of days, it feels like heโs spent almost six months in the hospital. Itโs getting unbearable.
At the same time, thatโs too soon. The hospital has been a controlled environment where heโs only had to face how things have changed a little bit at a time. Once heโs out in the real world, who knows what life will be like for him.
Heโll probably be accosted by trolls that knew the previous happier version of him. Theyโll probably all be disappointed once they meet the old damaged Branch. From how many friends the old him seems to have made, heโll have a lot of trolls to disappoint.
Once everyone gets the news about how awful Branch now, theyโll leave him alone like they should. The Pop Trolls will probably be the first to understand the way Branch is now. They were the ones who had to deal with him for years. ย
The social order should return to exactly as it used to be. Except for the fact, that Branch will no longer receive anymore invitations or anything from Poppy. She probably hates him and never wants to see him again.
He doesnโt blame her.
Thereโs a gentle knock at the door. Branch has come to know that knock very well the last couple of days. There is no way itโs her. Not after what happened yesterday.
The door opens with a high-pitched creak.
โHey Branch!โ Poppy says.
She looks better, more well rested, and just as radiant as she always does. There arenโt any obvious signs that she had been crying. Her eyes arenโt red and puffy. In fact, theyโre very bright.
It only took a day of not dating Branch, and things seem to be far better for her. Just more evidence that he was bad for her.
โWhy are you here? Weโre not dating anymore. I broke up with you,โ he says curtly. Normally, when a couple breaks up, the two of them try to avoid the other. Then again, Poppy isnโt normal.
The smile seems to fade on her face. โWeโre not dating anymore and I respect that. But-โ The smile forms on her face again. โJust because weโre not dating, doesnโt mean that weโre not friends!โ
Of course, sheโs like this about a break-up.
Thereโs another troll with her. She looks exactly like Poppy, but taller and with wild blonde hair. From the scrapbooks he read, this must be Viva, Poppyโs big sister and Clayโs girlfriend. ย
Unlike Poppy, she does not look happy at all. She is glaring at him, hard. He can feel her eyes piercing his soul. ย โIs this your sister?โ Branch asks.
โOh, yeah! I forgot that you havenโt met her yet!โ Poppy perks up. โBranch, this is Viva! My sister! She wanted to see you!โ
โHey,โ Viva says. She does not give off the vibe that she wanted to see him to check up on him. It feels more like she wants to keep him in check. Make sure he doesnโt say anything to hurt Poppy again.
โNice to meet you.โ Branch is trying extra-hard to be polite to her. He is a little scared of her. She looks like she wants attack him. He doesnโt know what Poppy told her about what happened yesterday, but it doesnโt seem like she said anything good.
Not that there is anything good that could be said about yesterday.
โAnyway, youโre getting out tomorrow! Thatโs great!โ Poppy pulls out a chart from her hair. It looks the charts that Branch usually makes to keep track of what he needs to do.ย Only difference is that this one is brightly colored and covered in glitter.
โWhen you get out, I am giving you a tour of TrollsTopia! Itโs changed so much over the last 4 years! Youโre going to love it!โ She starts listing off all the things that theyโre going to do. Places that theyโre going to visit.
Hearing about all of it feels overwhelming. Branch is tired just thinking about the plans that Poppy is talking about. Maybe past Branch would have enjoyed doing a lot of that stuff, but heโs not sure how much heโd enjoy it.
She looks so happy talking about the tour that Branch doesnโt think he has the heart to tell her that heโs not interested in doing anything. That and heโs scared of what Viva will do if he outright rejects her.
Maybe heโll see if he can get released a few hours early, so that he doesnโt have to reject her to her face. Instead, heโll just hide in his bunker and hope she gets the message.
Poppy has always had access to a better more brighter version of the world that Branch has never had access to. Well, he did for a little bit, but all memories of that world is gone. A sign that he was never meant to be part of it. ย
As Poppy talks, Branch glances at Viva, who hasnโt spoken since her introduction. She is still giving him a death glare. From what he read in the scrapbooks, the two of them were friends before all of this. That doesnโt seem to matter to her now. ย
From what heโs read, she really does value protecting her little sister above all else. Not even letting someone that she considers a friend hurt her.
Branch respects that.
He wishes that his brothers would have done the same for him. Not leaving the second things didnโt go their way. If they did that, then maybe his life wouldnโt have sucked so much. Maybe things would be better for him now.
Being around Poppy right now is more agonizing then pain he felt when he first woke up in the hospital.
Sheโs right here. So, very close to him. Acting like nothing happened yesterday. Like he didnโt rip her heart into two. As if things have always been like this between the two of them. He doesnโt know how she can stand it.
Maybe she never cared that much about them being together romantically. Maybe when he broke-up with her relieved her of a burden that she never wanted in the first place. Maybe the whole reason she was dating him was out of pity for how sad and pathetic he was.
That makes much more sense than someone as wonderful and perfect as her falling in love with someone as terrible as him.
After what feels like an hour of Poppy explaining her very thorough plan, she finally reaches the end. โWell, thatโs the plan. What do you think?โ
โThatโs all for one day?โ Branch asks. The explanation of the plan took up the whole day. Thereโs no way that all of that can be done in a single day. It would probably take a whole century to do half of the list.ย
โNo, not all of it.โ Poppy shakes her head. โThink of it as another bunker list.โ
โBunker list?โ Branch asks. That sounds familiar, but he isnโt sure what it is. He doesnโt remember reading about that in any scrapbooks. Maybe that is somehow the one piece of his memory that didnโt get completely wiped when he hit his head.
โYeah, it was a list that we made of a bunch of different things to help you be a troll again. This is sort of like that.โ
โHuh.โ Branch says. โWe made it?โ
โYeah! Me and you worked on it together!โ Thereโs a very bright smile on her face. โI actually based all of this off the bunker list. Itโs a bit different given how much has changed, but the core of it is still there!โ
Branch does like lists and checking things off of them. Still, he isnโt sure just how much Poppy spoke about is meant for tomorrow. It seems like that thereโs way too much planned.
โWhat do you think?โ Poppy asks.
โIt soundsโฆ nice,โ Hopefully, he doesnโt fully convey just how much he does not want to do any of that. Fearing both hurting Poppy and pissing off Viva.
โI knew youโd love it!โ Poppy shoots out of her chair. A triumphant smile on her face. โI have to go, but Iโll be back tomorrow I promise!โ
She heads towards the door. Her hand on the handle. โBye! Love you!โ She pauses for a second, her smile fades a bit, before exiting.
Viva did not leave with her sister. Branch doesnโt know what to say to her. She is just glaring at him.
โYou made a terrible mistake breaking-up with her,โ she says.
โI know.โ Branch hangs his head low. โBut I had to. Itโs best for both of us.โ
He isnโt sure how to explain his reasoning. Trying to put it all into words seems pointless. How is he supposed to explain how them holding onto each other was only going to hurt them? When he broke up with Poppy, he didnโt think heโd have to explain it to her sister.
โNo, it isnโt. You really hurt her.โ
Branch sighs. He knows that he hurt her. How could he not? Itโs the only thing thatโs been on his mind since it happened. โSheโll get over it and find someone whoโs better for her.โ
The glare Viva gives him tells him that was the wrong answer. โShe wonโt. You two are perfect for each other.โ
โWe were perfect for each other,โ Branch corrects her. โBut Iโm not the one that she fell in love with.โ
Heโll never compare to the troll that he used to be. No matter how much he wants to be like him, itโs just not possible. It was a series of unlikely events and coincidences that are the reason he became who he used to be.
The stars will never align like that ever again.ย
โThat doesnโt matter to her.โ Viva says coldly.
โIt should.โ
Viva sighs. โYou donโt get just how much you mean to her. She loves you so much. Youโre one of the most important people in her life. And you know that she isnโt going to stop trying to help you no matter what. So, please at least make it easy for her.โ
Branch doesnโt have a response to that. Nothing about his life has ever been easy. Every day has been an uphill battle for survival. Even sitting in a hospital bed, heโs been struggling.
โGet it together, Branch. At least for Poppyโs sake.โ She leaves the room.
The hospital room is now silent except for the quiet whirring of machinery.
Branch glances at the card Poppy made him that still sits on his bedside table, all the scrapbooks that surround him. Itโs almost enough to make him feel like he really is special to her.
Viva is wrong. He isnโt special to Poppy. She would go through this level of effort for anyone. Thatโs just the kind of amazing person she is. The kind who would go a thousand miles out of her way just to help someone she barely knows.
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Being around Branch was agonizing for Poppy. Every time she looked at him, she wanted to burst into tears. She wanted to beg him to reconsider the break-up. Ask him if this is really what he wanted.
But that would have been counter-productive.
The purpose of today was to show him that it doesnโt matter how hard Branch pushes her away, sheโs going to be there for him. He can break-up with her, be as cruel as he can be, and sheโll still be standing by his side knowing that this is all because he is afraid and in pain.ย
Still, knowing that heโs acting like this because heโs in pain doesnโt make it hurt any less. If anything it hurts more.
If he acted like this because he was cruel and heartless, there wouldnโt really be anything for Poppy to do. Helping him would be a moot point, because he wouldnโt care. Letting go of him would be so much easier.
But she knows that he isnโt evil. Heโs in so much pain. More pain than Poppy has ever felt in her entire life. She wants to do everything that she can to comfort him and make him happy.
There isnโt anything that Poppy wouldnโt do to make him feel happy again. Sheโd rearrange the stars, alter the course of history, or even tear out her own heart. All of that just to make him feel a little bit better.
The door opens, and Viva exits the room.
Poppy wants to ask her why she stayed behind, what she talked about with Branch. But sheโs too exhausted. โI told you that everything was going to go fine. You didnโt need to come.โ
โMhm,โ Viva says clearly unconvinced.
This morning, she lost the argument to come see Branch alone. She was insistent that she could handle Branch on her own. In the end, sheโs happy that Viva came. Even though she didnโt contribute much to the conversation, it was still nice to not have to deal with this on her own.
โHow are you holding up, sis?โ Viva asks. โReally. Donโt give me any of that Iโm fine nonsense, because I know youโre not.โ
Poppy leans against Viva. โIโm tired.โ She sighs. โI just want everything to go back to normal.โ
Viva pushes some of Poppyโs hair back. โI know.โ She pauses for a second. โI have an idea! Letโs go get, ice cream! You need a break from all of this.โ
Poppy lightly smiles. โYeah, I really do.โ The two of them head out of the hospital. Poppy feels a bit of anxiety leaving Branch behind, but heโll be fine.
Tomorrow, Branch gets released from the hospital. Thereโs a lot that she has to do to make sure everything is ready. She has to make sure that pretty much everyone is briefed on how he is, though it seems like the gossip has spread pretty far already. She has to get all of his brothers to help
The list of what she has to do is so exhausting to think about, but itโs for Branch. All this effort is going to be worth it in the end. It has to.















