dead end

what they don’t tell you is that the urge to just leave and start over somewhere far away only gets stronger the older you get

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[yet to even pack the bowl] do you think it'll last

i'm losing my spark who got a lighter

And for the lady, perhaps reassurance without having to ask for it?

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

sure cas fell in love with a bug but you don’t know that you wouldn’t. if you could speak the language of bugs and be bugsized and walk among the bugs and you met a bug that was so full of love and other complicated bug emotions you don’t know. you don’t know that you wouldn’t fall in love with a bug

Bug loves Cas

i love you everybody who is trying to save their own life & love themselves back into the world, it's gonna happen for you don't doubt for a second!!!!!!!!!!!!

dostoyevsky kinda ate with “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”