im left leaning and will repost posts abt the terrible injustices against people of color, lgbtq+ people, disabled people, etc. if that makes u uncomfortable, don't follow!
i don't really use dni like that, but obviously no racists, homophobes, sexists, etc etc you get the drill. no trump supporters or genocide deniers either. idk why those people would interact anyway.
i am generally anti-censorship but i DO NOT identify with proship nor antiship. the debate is tired and so am i. as a warning, i won't consume/interact with underage, incest, and sexual assault content. posting that content may earn you a block, as i am generally uncomfortable with it.
i am the occasional indulger of dark themes, but i don't write those without both parties being active participants or consenting (occasionally dubiously) to said dark themes. this includes yandere (umbrella term for stalking, worshipping, obsession, etc etc) and pervert (panty stealer or whatever) content.
TL;DR: this is a safe space! i occasionally post about politics and am left-leaning! my requests are closed! no real dni, but i block as i please. i love 2 write dark themes but not without both parties consenting, even if dubiously!
what fandoms will i write for?:
im really really into writing for Obey Me SWD/NB, Twisted Wonderland, Tokyo Debunker, What In Hell Is Bad! I plan on writing for Arcana Twilight, Tears of Themis, Ikemen Prince, A3!, Love Unholyc, Blooming Panic, and maybe some various animes! Ill update when I've decided.
What I will write:
fem!mc, gn!mc, and masc!mc, but im mostly writing gn!mc.
dom!mc (my bias as a domme sorry)
character x reader
sfw + nsfw
bdsm aspects
black!mc (guess why.)
alternate universe settings
hair pulling, spitting, penetration, pegging, toy use, pet play, d/s dynamics, roleplay, dacryphilia, yandere/pervert, etc etc yk the works.
some dark themes as long as both parties are consenting (i will accept dubious consent) and active participants.
honestly just ask. I'll probably write it (within reason!).
What I might write:
sub!mc (if i feel like it.)
bodily fluids not including ejaculatory fluids (blood, sweat, saliva, discharge, etc.)
character x character
What I will NOT write:
anything nsfw for characters canonically under 18. i do not and will not age up characters for nsfw purposes.
incest
teacher x minor student ships (adult student ships are okay so long as they are both consenting; power imbalance is a given)
underage
scat (nope! can't do it! sorry!)
and anything else i deem too gross, i am uncomfortable with, or in violation of my boundaries.
Want to submit an nsfw request? Click here for the specific guidelines! (CLOSED at this time! Must be 18 or older to submit a request!)
Sfw asks do not require the guidelines.
i am cool with any sort of ask u want 2 submit. right now, my requests are closed, so please DO NOT send in any requests. however, I am cool with you dropping little ideas, suggestions, questions, conversational asks, or character thirsts noncommittally so long as you don't expect a response. i may or may not respond.
feel free 2 tag me in anything u write if u want me 2 see it. i love 2 read ur writing!!!!!
MASTERLISTS:
OBEY ME
TWISTED WONDERLAND
WHAT IN HELL IS BAD
TOKYO DEBUNKER
this post will be updated as needed.
dividers credit to @/thecutestgrotto and @/cafekitsune!!!!!
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There are going to be days (or weeks, or months) where you sit down to write and feel... disconnected. From your voice, from your characters, from your ideas. Like the person who used to write your stories just packed up and left.
They didn't. They're just tired. Here's how to keep writing anyway:
Lower the bar (Until it's on the floor)
You are not here to write something brilliant. You are here to write something. A paragraph. A sentence. A single line of dialogue. Movement matters way more than quality.
Write around the story
Don't force it. If you can't write the scene, try:
⋆ A character ramble / journal entry
⋆ A conversation that won't be included in the final draft
⋆ A list of things the character would never admit out loud
⋆ A messy summary of what should happen
Engage with the story from a different angle.
Borrow a voice until yours comes back
No, not with AI. Read something that feels close to what you want to write, or watch a scene that captures the tone, then write immediately after. Not to copy, to reignite your instincts.
Write the emotion, not the plot.
What is your character feeling in this moment? What are they afraid of? What do they want but won't say? What's being kept from them? The emotion leads, the plot catches up later.
Stop trying to "feel like a writer" first.
You don't write when you feel like a writer. You feel like a writer because you write.
You are still a writer, even on the days it feels distant. Especially then.
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not requesting anything but i would just like to know if visions pt 2 will ever be released 😭😭 part 1 was so hot 👀
snippet again (visions, subaru kagami x reader)
HI ANON im soso sorry i kept u waiting 😭 yes pt 2 will be released and it will be released SOON i just have a lot of rewriting 2 do (like. 6k more words so when i say soon i don't mean that soon!)
this ask lit a fire under my ass and i've been taking the past few days 2 plan and restructure the fic. during the past few days, i've been inspired 2 scrap the previous ending i had planned and instead go with a new, significantly more challenging one. this has thrown some serious wrenches in2 my progress, as now i need 2 revise all i've written and pick it apart and choose a playlist and all the nitty gritty, but it won't be in vain. progress will un4tunately be slow bc of work and other responsibilities, but i promise i am working on it.
below the cut i've provided a tiny snippet! minors dni.
cw for some slut shaming, if it can be interpreted as that. nothing serious really happens here... for now.
He shrugs your hand off of him once you're in the closet, immediately replacing the distance between you. "I'm supposed to be taking you to Professor Nicolas." Even he knows his words are empty. They don't hold the conviction of a reminder. Rather, they thinly veil his growing anticipation, forcing his irritation to take center stage. He always felt conflicted when it came to you, but at some point, he'd stopped fighting it. He's not sure why.
"It's only a scratch," you say, a smile full of unsavory intentions spreading across your face. "I'd be more worried about the wine soaking your clothes."
"Then, why have you pulled me in here?" Subaru cuts to the chase, already tired of dancing around the topic. He turns back around to face you, honest confusion and exasperation coloring his expression. He'd stopped hiding his true feelings around you, too. It made no sense to even try when you could read him at a glance.
"Don't play coy."
"Don't dodge the question." Subaru flicks his fingers in a show of waving you off, crossing his arms in front of his chest. "Please," he adds as an afterthought. He wasn't sure whether or not he was genuinely pleading with you for clarity, and he didn't really care. He frowns, the furrow between his brows deepening when you only smile in response. He presses his lips into a thin line, shifting his gaze away from you towards the floor. He could leave, right now, if he wanted to. But he knows that you know that he knows he doesn't want to, so why bother trying?
He levels his gaze with you again, recoiling internally at the wave of sickeningly sweet stench of flowers that hits his nose. His teeth dig into his bottom lip. He's not sure when, but something about you had become repulsive to him. As much as he felt like he craved your fingers over him again, something about imagining that brought bile to his mouth as much as it set his skin on fire. Your very presence infuriated him—but he knew to keep a cool head by now. Blowing up on you would set him back at square one. It didn't matter whether or not he was repulsed by you. He was realizing he couldn't get by anymore without some depraved encounter with you, if only to temporarily bring some quiet to his yearning mind, keeping it from replaying the events like a broken record.
It'd been too long. Far, far too long. And you were far too willing to indulge him now, but he wasn't going to question it.
You step towards him, and he steps back in tandem, keeping the gap until his back pressed against the wall of the closet, and he could go no further. He doesn't shrink back, simply watching you make your way towards him. He knew what you wanted. An insatiable appetite swam in your lascivious gaze, and he was certain that, despite his disgust, he mirrored your desires.
'Disgusting,' he thinks. 'You're disgusting.' He bites back the urge to say it, well aware of his own hypocrisy. If you were disgusting, then he was too, for craving you.
Your fingers press into his sternum, following a slow path up his chest, to his neck. "It's soaked," you whisper, hooded eyes landing on his throat. He swallows, a shiver running down his spine as your gaze watches the movement. You begin to press harder when you reach his collar.
He'd love to remind you that his being soaked in wine was your fault, but the words die on his lips when you hook your fingers underneath his tie, pressing your knuckles into his throat and pulling him towards you. He follows without much qualm, bending forward until your faces are a mere hair apart.
He swallows again, trying to force down the bile that threatens to ruin his anticipation. God, he felt sick, with no one else to blame for it but himself. He can feel your breath fanning across his lips. Every time he inhales, he feels your chest just slightly press into his. Your thigh was gently pushing his legs apart, guiding itself to his waiting arousal. It simultaneously tightens the knot in his abdomen and stokes his nausea. He wanted you so much that it made him sick.
Your eyes were still trained low on his neck, and he could feel you loosening his tie, prying at the buttons underneath. Common sense regarding time and place dimly strikes him, but he doesn't react to it. Right now, it didn't matter. He was too sick with desperate arousal to care.
"Aw," you hum, moving your face away from his and closer to his chest instead, studying the areas where the wine had soaked through to his skin. "It's all sticky…" You murmur. He sighs at the feeling of your breath on his exposed chest, closing his eyes, preparing to submit to whatever sensations you would put him through. It'd been far too long.
"It'd be a shame…" You slowly draw closer. Subaru feels his chest grow warm as he waits. "…If it all went to waste." You hum, feigning deliberation over what to do. He bites his tongue, suppressing the urge to plead with you to hurry up. His teeth dig into his lower lip, and his thighs clamp over yours, still shoved between his legs. You laugh, and the sound is as beautiful as it makes his ire spark. "What do you think?"
He's barely managed to hum out a shaky "Yes," before your lips are on his chest, tongue dragging at the sticky red residue. He moans, purely out of bliss, collapsing onto the wall behind him. Your hands snake around his waist and he curves into the touch, squeezing at your shoulders as you lap up the wine on his shoulder.
Here you were again, pressed flush against him, using lips and tongue to tease moans out of him all over again.
You're disgusting. He's disgusting.
okay so i've been bellyaching over how to put this so im gonna try not to mince my words: the new ending for the subaru fic may potentially be triggering or deeply disturbing for certain audiences. the new ending is so gruesome that i may even have to make some changes to my masterlist and i have been considering writing an alternative ending for the faint of heart. it is possible that i may be underestimating my audience, but i ask all of you to take this warning very seriously. if you know or think you cannot handle it (the content of the fic will be released when it comes out), i strongly advise against reading it.
in other news. im working on it i swearrrr im really trying my best 2 pump this fic out as soon as i possibly can. i've just gotta make sure it's as perfect as it can be.
thank u 4 enjoying my writing, btw!!! it means a lot im so glad u enjoyed visions pt 1! i shall see u all again when pt 2 drops at last!!
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I’ve been listening to a lot of melancholic music lately, and somehow it reminded me of Haku.
He always seems so chill and happy, taking things as they come and dealing with whatever gets thrown at him. But what happens behind closed doors, alone in his room?
I imagined him seeing MC almost every day. He jokes, flirts, acts like it’s nothing serious, but he never admits how much he actually likes her. So after a mission together, he slumps down in his chair, unable to stop thinking about her.
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
It was a “quick” drawing, so I didn’t pay too much attention to whether I got all the details right. and I’m still having issues with hands, perspective and proportions. Also, nothing here is canon… just my head-cinema.
(⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝)
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hi pink!!!!! 4, 27 and 29 for the writers asks!! 🥰🥰
Fic Writer Questions here!!!
wrote out this entire thing and was abt 2 post when my laptop shut down and erased my work 💔 im so madddd
4: a story idea you haven’t written yet
my answer: well. i've got several! sometimes i like to let the ideas brew before i write anything... they need to fester a little bit so i can see if they'll take root or not. here's a few i've let take some root and am deciding if ill let them stay or uproot them for something else:
mc walks in on the ghouls masturbating. (cliche, but peak for sure. you can never go wrong with a masturbation fic. so many people on here are voyeurs and don't even know it.)
mc is on a dating app after being fed up with her choices in her immediate vicinity. much to her chagrin, all her swiping leads her right back to someone in her immediate vicinity... (may or may not write this one. if i do, it needs some serious workshopping.)
medieval or whatever-ish au where mc is an eligible noble, if not princess, betrothed to a prince from a neighbouring country with a different religion to reduce tensions and repair shaky negotiation foundations. you would love to do your duty to your country, but not even the alluring golden eyes of your suitor can shake the hold the silver-eyed jester already has on you. (im sure you can guess who's who lol)
im gonna be honest im waaaay too excited about that last one LMFAOOOOO i've already written a few paragraphs. initially i wasn't gonna say anything about it until i've written it out, but it's been brewing in my head for several months atp. i think its roots, while thin, are plentiful, so ill continue progress. it's going to be an unusually long fic (like, longer than pavlov's ghoul), so i don't predict ill have it done til september. it'll be a while...
i should mention the last one is semi-inspired by the time i first started playing Tokyo Debunker and was. SO disappointed that you couldn't romance anyone. i was so disappointed, in fact, that i ended up having a dream where haku was the prince of a religious country and was tired of living a sheltered life AND he was romanceable. every day that i remember that dream i die a little inside. im so mad that it was just a dream... (it is also semi-inspired by this tiktok here! do u see the vision...)
27: your favorite part of the writing process
my answer: actually writing it. i fear nothing could ever top that. I love the feeling of my fingers flying across my keyboard, filling page after page with words specially handpicked and carefully woven into a story. i love getting into the zone and letting the music i chose drone on endlessly while i focus entirely on my writing. i even love writing the parts i cringe at internally, where i have to turn away from the screen and type out the words because i can't stand to look at it while typing out a particularly descriptive smut scene.
my favorite part would be coming up with the fic itself, as that is also an exhilarating part of the process, but i enjoy writing more than fantasizing. i love it when it suddenly dawns on me and i just know it'll be a hit, but i also love making the hit come to life!
29: how easy is it for you to come up with titles?
my answer: it depends! sometimes i come up with a title in the snap of a finger, and it's the perfect title on my first try. other times, i struggle, and end up picking what sounds "okay", at the very least.
for example, a scrapped title for Pavlov's Ghoul was "Ecstasy". i even had a different title for Starstruck Coral, as it was almost "Belle of the Ball". my sho fic, Holidays with Ghouls, is probably my worst title i think. i just couldn't come up with anything better, haha!
on the other hand, for my perv haku fic, Victim, I came up with that one immediately. it was like i was struck with genius. and my ritsu fic, Delicate, was also immediate. i hadn't even written the fic yet, i just knew what i wanted it to contain.
so yeah. it depends.
anyways that's that!!!!!!!!! tyty lin 4 the ask i appreciate it!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. a character whose POV you’re currently exploring
haru!!! i’ve been writing a lot of haru drabbles recently lol in practice for a longer haru fic! but also a lot of haru smut for friends lol
5. first sentence of the fifth paragraph of an unpublished WIP
There is something soft in Rui’s voice, nothing like the sun-dance of the smile he has worn the whole night.
^ this one has been sitting in my drafts foreverrrrrr LOL i keep feeling like i haven’t characterised rui quite correctly… idk if i’ll ever finish it
22. do you ever worry about public reaction to what you’re writing? how do you get past that?
i think i used to! and to some degree now i still glance at numbers to see if whether people think what i write is worth sharing… i’m not sure if it’s due to tumblr’s recent shift away from reblog culture to a lot of people just liking only or worse, just lurking, but i feel like it no longer encourages me to post what i write…
so recently i’ve been writing drabbles specifically for friends in our chat without feeling the need to post it here, and i feel like that’s helped a bit, since all i need to focus on is whether my friends enjoy it!! and i’ve been writing a LOT as a result of this decision so it’s been working out for me!