I need help, I don't know what's going on with my bf
⚠️trigger warning: abuse, SA, homophobia⚠️
My boyfriend is a cisgender heterosexual man from a very religious family (I've caught myself thinking that it's a cult)
he knew that I'm bisexual and nonbinary
over the past month, I've noticed how much he's changed, it started with sexual abuse, after the first episode, he apologized for a long time, but it happened again.
then he started to control me completely (I couldn't leave the house or meet friends), he wants to control my social media completely, now Tumblr is probably the only safe place (he doesn't know anything about this app)
two days ago he told me
«I need you to remove all lgbt mentions from your social media»
I said I won't do it because I'm open queer
he said
«my friends won't understand if I date a bi WOMAN»
and then he spent about four hours telling me that God gave me to be a woman, that I could change if I wanted to, that I had imposed on myself an attraction to someone other than men
I honestly don't know what's going on with him, we've been together for a year, he knew who I was from the first day, he wasn't like this
