𝖆𝖕𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖘

➝‬ he/they

➝‬ bisexual

➝‬ adult

➝‬ neurodivergent

➝‬ metalhead & horror media enthusiast

➝‬ current hyperfixation: kars & the pillar men from jjba part 2

“To travel in silence by a long and circuitous route, to brave the arrows of misfortune, and fear neither noose nor fire. To play the greatest of all games and win, foregoing no expense, is to mock the vicissitudes of fate, and gain at last the key that will unlock the Ninth Gate.”

santana – bass, backing vocals

wamuu – main lyricist, rhythm guitar, folk instruments

esidisi – (band co-founder) drums

kars – (frontman & band founder) harsh vocals, clean vocals, lead guitar.

santana leaves right before the beginning of the band’s first tour overseas, lacking energy for live shows. he gets kicked out because he couldn’t keep up with his bandmates’ schedule. on press talks, kars doesn’t hesitate to call him lazy. santana’s current status is unknown, as he seems to have disappeared from social media. rumors say that he hasn’t left his hometown, and that he’s still working in the music industry at a more comfortable pace as a producer or mixer.

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And you, my old nemesis... I see how entrancing you are. Yours is a beauty the likes of which I have never seen. I once feared you. But now... I fear you no more.

— Kars bathing in the sunlight for the first time

Never regret thy fall, O Icarus of the fearless flight, for the greatest tragedy of them all is never to feel the burning light.

This scene (ep. 26) makes me so emotional.

I wonder, what’s Kars trying to achieve exactly? He’s powerless, hopeless by now. He must’ve known he would not be able to land back on Earth again and yet, even as he’s freezing, he attempts to sprout a new set of wings. Not from his arms, but from his upper back instead. Much closer to an angel than he is a bird of prey. Is he making a conscious effort, or is it more like an instinctive reaction? Is his pride urging him to do it? To frantically take charge and shape a final image of magnificence onto his body, doomed to turn ice-cold for eternity. Frozen wings. A memento of his soaring in the daylight. Or symbolic retribution for the vastness of his yearning, depending on how you see it.