Piece o' garbage

Y'ALL.

I usually don't get triggered easily. I binge watched Alfred's playhouse and actually liked it (GUYS I'M NOT A CREEP I SWEAR I JUST REALLY LIKE DISTURBING MEDIA). So yeah, it takes a lot to make me want to take a break, and somehow, this doujinshi did it. And I need to talk to someone about this.

I don't remember the name of it, but the cover had Arslan in this really revealing outfit with Hodir in the background (even the cover screams shitty). I stumbled upon this while I was searching for doujinshi involving Arslan FOR RESEARCH AND CRITICISM PURPOSES ONLY and OH MY GOD it was actually so disgusting.

I didn't read the dialogues very much, as I was just curious for what it was overall about and at some point just wanted to get it over with. It was about Arslan being taken advantage of by Hodir, and look, I have no problem if you want to write something like that IF you portray it properly and not in an overly sexual way, which the author did a horrible job at.

It was SOOOOOOO explicit and detailed I was genuinely concerned. Like wtf??? Are you a pdf file or smth??????? Which I'm assuming they are because of the dogshit that they created. Maybe it's just my opinion, but it was trying to romanticize 🍇 to some degree? Like it was trying to portray it in a way that showed Arslan was "enjoying" it a bit? And I, thankfully, am not a victim of this. Based on my research, there are some victims who will flip the script as a way to protect themselves and are completely valid, but it still feels like a big slap in the face to the actual survivors. Kinda like the Melanie Martinez situation. It genuinely felt like it was more about degration and BDSM more than actually trying to portray an actual victim.

Anyways, even Vivziepop could write better victims, Sebaciel shippers are morally superior to whoever the fuck created this, and I'm disgusted. It was one of the few pieces of media that disturbed me so much it was hard for me to finish it.