cookie monster

     "So is this recording---" Turning the recorder around, checking on the display screen, smiling once he saw the red dot blinking. Then turning it back onto himself, clearing his throat mostly to delay some of his nervousness, not wanting to appear like any fool. "This is sorta first time ever doing this but.. I miss you, baby and I wanted to do a little something, just for you." The way his eyes were averting elsewhere, was only an sign of him being nervous - maybe even unsure on what he was supposed to do, how to act and what to tell his girlfriend. "Let's be honest, I haven't entirely been the best boyfriend, but you're still here and I hope you'll stay forever. Soojung, you are one of the only people who decided to never leave me, and now you have my heart." Teeth ran along his bottom lip for a moment or two, regaining some extra strength. "I love you, and I want you by my side at most times. Hell, if you could get the admission, then you could come live with me, and I'll be the happiest man on earth. Even happier than right now, I already know I'm lucky to have you." Byunghun's lips twitched upwards in a small smile, simply because of the thought of having her living with him; was dreamy. "Just remember, I'm an phone call away and you're always welcome in my apartment. I love you, Jung Soojung. Can't wait to spend the weekend with you." Lifting his hand to wave lightly, he got an warm smile on his face, only before he smooched the thing air, turning off the camcorder then.