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I feel a bit sad. One of the people asked me to go hiking. I don't know why my stomach drops every time someone asks me to go hiking. I really want to as well. It's just fucking sucks. I hate everything and it just hurts everywhere. I want my body to be normal once again and do shit that I love.

It's just discouraging. I don't know if I am progressing or regressing. I don't feel any differences.

Everyone keeps saying how resilient I am. I don't want to be resilient. I am trying so hard not to break down or cry.

autisticjoy

its just so fucking unfair that disabled people need extra support but in order to actually get that extra support we have to have both the energy and ability to express ourselves to deal with the bureaucracy of getting that support and i just. i am so tired.

luckyladylily

Often the capacity to go through the bureaucracy of the system efficiently and effectively without it being massive, incredibly difficult burden means you would not qualify for the overly strict requirements of disabled, which I am certain is on purpose. I’m convinced the cruelty is on purpose. They just want us to die and they put as many obstacles in our way as possible for that reason.

I felt so sad and missed hiking so much. I need to remind myself that this is not my time right now. I missed being able to hike miles and miles.

I need to focus on my rehab routines and PT.

I am afraid, what if I would not progress?

notyourjaan

If you experienced trauma in childhood or had a rough childhood, dude listen to me. Offer yourself play. You were deprived of it.

Keep bubbles in the house, blow bubbles in the yard, blow them in your room, get a coloring book that doesn’t have to be an adult one with mandalas, watch cartoons, laugh at stupid things, dress up as a superhero for Halloween, wear a Santa hat on Christmas and big light up snowflake earrings, lay down on the floor, lay down in the grass, eat eggos for dinner sometimes. It’s not stupid. You’re not childish. You’re giving your inner child what they had taken from them. They deserve it.

personal-scientist

I don't want to derail this post because it's an important message, and OP has addressed it to the people who most need to hear it. But... can i just add, for people who don't feel like they can give themselves permission to do this, that you can give yourself these things even if you didn't overtly experience trauma in childhood?

Even if you never thought of your upbringing as painful or malicious, you can and should still give yourself things you missed out on. Take that class! Learn that skill! Eat the foods you like, or branch out into new ones! Jump in piles of leaves and decorate your walls the way you want them.

Give yourself the things you couldnt have as a kid, especially if you didn't really get to have a childhood, but even if you didn't have the childhood you wanted. Go for a bike ride with friends. Go stargazing. Whatever it was that you feel like you missed, it's important to seek those things and remember that play and joy aren't exclusive to childhood.

notyourjaan

I don’t think you derailed this at all and think this was a really thoughtful addition. So thank you!

So I got Covid 🥲… idk I feel delirious staying in. I only have sore throat so far. I cancelled my camping trip :(

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I put myself first now.

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@hart_floral

Everyone says I am resilient, but I cry easily af all the time. LOL o_o

lol I want more tattoos but all the artists I want to get tattoos from are hella booked.

#tattoos

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every time someone tells me they love me, however casual it may be, it feels like the world comes to a halt for a second . someone Loves me . me ! how wonderful

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You didn’t deserve to go through the traumatic things you went through. And it wasn’t your fault.

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