Disarmed Time!

Man if only I knew how to take chances and be scared while doing things. Anyways unrelated entirely to the above, HOW THE HELL DO ART COMISSIONS WORK AAAAAAAAA

Not quite 24 hours later but I’m still replaying that fuck ass tomtord video. Help. Someone send help. 🦗🦗🦗(Guys it’S SO PEAK.)

It just hit me like 10 minutes ago my love for explosion scars probably comes from Eddsworld. Shai, Fracture, Shaw, Vee(kinda) and Husky I am so sorry for its influence.

TOMTORD FANDOM HOW ARE WE FEELING AFTER CRUMBS VIDEO?!?!

Making my first furry esque costume and jfc this is easy to start with ducttape, paper, cardboard and a fucking dream. I AM NOT SAYING THIS IS EASY WHEN DOING A FULL FUR SUIT BUT BABY FURRIES!!! PLEASE JUST MAKE THAT MASK!!!! ITS EASIER THAN IT LOOKS!!!

I love when parents are like "oh my son is like- a really good teacher, everyone agrees" then the son, like, doesn't do basic teacher shit. Like explaining in actual dum dum terms what the question we are on is actually asking. XP

You should make collages for your dnd characters. I’m doing a Pinterest board of one of mine with so much baggage but shes silly in game frfr trust. In the Pinterest board her emotions are kinda organized cause she slaps at compartimentalizing and theres a section that’s just things she can’t even begin to cope with because she hasn’t had the time or will to sit down and process her thoughts on BEING LEFT IN THE WOODS AT 12 I THINK FOR ALMOST KILLING HER SISTER. WITHOUT A WORD in the last hour there have been 113 pins added to her [REDACTED] folder and is ongoing. She yearns and hurts and HATES her family so much but she can’t fix it without settling down and agreeing to find them. THE WORLD IS CURRENTLY ON THE VERGE OF ENDING AND SHES TRYING TO FIX IT. SHE DOES NOT HAVE TIME FOR AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN. BUT SHE’S BASING A WEAPON OFF OF ONE OF HER BROTHERS OLD WEAPONS AND IM GONNA VOMIT SHE MAKES ME SICK.

Shout out to Connor McGrath for his video essays filling me with an uncomfortable dread I cannot replicate if I tried. We love his videos in this household XP

Sometimes I question if I'm neurodivergent in some way. Then I do some shit like making an Obsidian Vault so I can write down LITERALLY ALL FLAVOUR TEXT OF BOOK OF HOURS. BECAUSE LORE. (WHY IS THERE SO MANY DEWULFSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS)

book of hours has grabbed me so badly I’m gonna have backstories for every librarian I play as. Got Artist first and ended it with the Devil’s card ending. Foxeen (the librarian I chose) has an entire comic I did during work of how she can’t remember her past (most of the time) and I refuse to let her and Dice (next Librarian) not have lore. Yall may or may not witness the sheer tomfoolery of that comic if I’m feeling up to it tomorrow. It’s a bunch of sketching and bad light but shhh

I don't want kids but boy if I did I would be so doting on them if how maternal I am over FICTIONAL CHARACTERS is anything to go off of.

There is nothing as disappointing than mistaking one fic you are ABSOLUTELY FROATHING AT THE MOUTH OVER for one you kinda tolerate because like- it's a good concept. I COULD HAVE HAD PEAK BUT IM STUCK WITH DECENT STUFF. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I love self teaching myself things like- yes yes lets do this. what will it do to help the process? Make the paper flatter?? sure man why not we gotta bind it after but like- flat paper!!

God I have a love/hate relationship with how I write. Like yes PLEASE DO continue writing but also YOU ARE DOING IT OUT OF ORDER OF THE PLOT??? STOP???? YOU'RE POSTING THIS SHIT ONLINE THINK ABOUT THE READERS!!!!!!

I love it when I enter a flow state that is just run off of sheer hysteria. Tell me why I cackled for 20 minutes over a ss for a lab report i had due yesterday BEING WRONG. Shit was so funny jsdnfiuerhgdfssi