Was supposed to go on a hiatus (and I still am, considering the fact that I'm not done with irl personal things) but I sort of got my spark back. Like, feeling euphoric and motivated or something along the lines like that
Tbh, before this, I was feeling super depressed due to irl pressure cause I needed to accomplish certain things before their deadline, and I had LOTS of them and missing even one of them could lead to dire consequences. I was super stressed I actually got insanely sick over it and it's the type of dreadful sickness that I have never gotten in such a long time like I couldn't breather properly, I couldn't eat much and I lost a lot of weight (not complaining though >:) hell yeah body goals) and everything was so damn painful I thought I was gonna die (is that what I get for wishing to kill myself? Ig you gotta be careful for what you wish for)
But I'm slowly healing kinda and I realize I still have some time before I reach these deadlines, and I even took a break from my job because of my sickness so that somewhat took the pressure off of me
Thought I'd give a life update :P I miss drawing and wish I could come back to it soon
