if you need anyone...

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

How does life just keep moving forward when everything in me is standing still

[looks for you in everything] [finds you there]

how to get rid of the feeling that there is something irreversibly and unforgiveably wrong with you?????????

horrifying what desire does to you but here i am always running towards it

scared that I truly am unlovable

one thing about me is i am not doing so well

so. how does anyone ever have the time or energy

floating down the river styx on an inflatable donut and high-fiving all the lost souls i pass. i'm on vacation

sometimes i wake up and realize i’m still the same heartbroken 17 year old girl just in the body of someone older