The World Is Meaningless

Manifesting a day where it all works out

i don't want to be 'easier to love' i just want someone to think loving me is worth it

be around people who think everything about you is a big deal. your birthday. favorite food. favorite flowers. you in general. a big deal.

I care deeply about the little things. Details are important to me.

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

normalize not trying harder when someone makes you feel unwanted

normalise not proving your worth when someone can’t see it.

you’ll be fine. you made it out of impossible situations before and you will do it again

i bring an “excluded since childhood” vibe to the function

it's a new day + the sun rose + you're alive + you're alive + you're alive + your heart is beating + you're breathing + you're alive

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

oh to be considered

they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids