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I THINK I COULD CREATE THE BONG OF CHANGE

Observed by vnsankar, CC BY-NC

i identify so much with this

the fire sermon, transistor by Joshua Clover

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

2006