(Somewhat of a continuation of this drabble)
ย ย ย ย ย The ship is much larger than what she is used to. She could hardly feel the waves and smelled more gunpowder smoke and whiskey than she did of the sea salt and brine. Petra never felt seasickness, but each passing moment spent on the ship makes her nauseous. She made sure not to surface where the others were unless absolutely necessary. Besides, she had fallen ill with chills and a fever despite her previous record of youthful immunity to small colds. Curled up in a blanket from home below everyone, she shivered and cursed the sailors, perhaps she crossed paths with one contaminated, but that was not quite the case.ย
ย ย ย ย ย She is delivered pale and sick when she lands finally and requires a couple more days of bedrest. She wants to refuse treatment as the last tea they had given her on the ship tasted bitter and she would be loath to accept anything from the hands who took her in the first place.ย
ย ย ย ย ย When she is finally recovered, she finds herself to be more prickly and bitter than the tea they gave her. Petra is introduced to a small cabin isolated from the rest of the Empire strictly for the purpose of teaching and housing her.ย
ย ย ย ย ย When most people learned a new language, some of the first words were basic necessities and pleasantries such as โhello,โ โmy name is,โ and โhow are you,โ. โListen,โ โno,โ and โsavage girlโ were Petraโs. The instructor she had been assigned was an uptight lady with every inch of her skin beyond her hands and face covered and wore a gray bun tighter than her attitude. Along with her was an interpreter who only had a conversationally basic grasp on translating between the two. Their names were Isolde and Lind respectively.
ย ย ย ย ย Each day, Petra would be sat at a creaky wooden table and chair with a book of text to read yet had no comprehension of. Next, Isolde would write the Fรณdlanโs alphabet on the chalkboard then random words, sounding them out in her thick accent. Despite their interpreter, it was difficult on both ends to communicate. Lessons would end in a similar fashion as they began, rolling eyes and exasperated groans from Isolde and furrowed brows and huffs of frustration from Petra.ย
ย ย ย ย ย She was resistant at first to even learn the language, it was not one she had interest in making a part of her. If Isolde called her names with equal value to an animal, then an animal she would be. A wolf baring her teeth at its captors and growling when they got near. She wanted them to fear her, but only resentment was the outcome. She delighted herself in imagining one day she would snap and bite.
ย ย ย ย ย Petraโs resistance was futile though. Each week, she would write her grandfather letters describing her experience in this place and how she misses home dearly, hoping he might take pity on her and finally retrieve her from this place. She was no fool though, her letters were inspected by Lind to make sure they werenโt secretly plotting something to fight back. A wolf couldnโt bite if its snout was muzzled.ย
ย ย ย ย ย The letters she received were nothing of which she was expecting. He would express disappointment rather than pity. They must have been sending letters of their own about her slow progression. He would write back the importance of this exchange and how much of Brigidโs future was on her shoulders. It upset her to read to the point of her not reading them all together then she wrote no more to him. She thinks back to those times and how he might have pleaded with them to give her another chance over and over again. The younger version of herself would have hated that he knelt to them at all, but the younger version of herself hated disappointing and disconnecting herself from her last living relative more.ย
ย ย ย ย ย Her fire was snuffed for now and she began to obey. She would quietly rebel in her own way, sounding out each vowel and consonant in her head and in lessons, she would hardly respond to any of the instructorโs questions. Nights were spent reading some of the material she had been provided instead of trashing the room and crying over a life that was long gone. The language was picked up quite rapidly and she even found herself reaching for more from the shelf long after lessons had ended in the middle of the night. More surprisingly, she found a shift in her heart for the culture she was immersing herself in.ย
ย ย ย ย ย She only had a few weeks left of her fourteenth year and she was enrolled in The Officerโs Academy for the upcoming year. Progression from a stubborn child to a mature young adult had been a slow one at first. She had always aligned herself with the wolf for its strength to hunt, but in the past few years, she had grown more independent of this narrow way of thinking. Of course, she still admires the same symbols from her culture. She embraces it and her situation in a different light. So, in this way, her actions and mannerisms must reflect that of her home. Rather than baring her teeth and on alert by anyone who comes near, she holds herself with poise and strength that echoes her father and grandfather. Patience had been a steady and long lesson, but she wears it like a sigil of protection for battle.
ย ย ย ย ย As she gets dressed in her new uniform, she styles her hair in a similar fashion to those back home. Despite the more modern fashion she had been advised to wear and to conceal her markings, she wears them with pride for she is a princess of Brigid and warrior before she is a citizen of Fรณdlan.