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i hate ocd because i touch something bad and then my entire arm feels like its buzzing with wrongness that wont go away until i shower

my cat has terrible tummy issues & im not sure why but its been a consistent problem for. like at least a year or two? And my mom never took him to the vet like I wanted her to, but I also do NOT have the money to take him to a vet and idk when i will have the money. things just keep coming up. sigh. love him so much but my contaminanation ocd hasnt been able to rest & its affecting how i treat him and it makes me so sad. but i am attempting to start giving him pumpkin puree as a treat to help solidify his stool if its just an upset tummy issue. and then with my first paycheck from my new job im gonna take him to a vet appointment.

i feel like nobodys been interested in what i have to say since i was nine years old

taking a week between ending one job and starting another.. *takes a long drag* i #needed this. my bf suggested the idea too cuz he knows how stressed i get w/o my meds. squishes him.

i dont kneow what 2 draw.. but i want 2 so badly

So far my thoughts on S4 of Game of Thrones are... mostly negative I can't lie. There have been some great moments but ouhh I just can't stand gratuitous gore and it's been getting way worse since season 2. But that's just a me issue :p