"I got my letter about starting on t.. they said I can't..."
@peterparker-who
Aww, I'm sorry, bud. That sucks. Maybe you can get a second opinion?
"Mabye... but the wait is so long I been waiting for like half a year for this stupid letter..."
Ugh. I'm sorry buddy.
Well, if you have to do it anyway, just remember: the time will pass anyway. Whether you're waiting or not.
"What if I never get accepted on to it? I wil have wasted so much time"
What else would you be doing with that time? How would it be wasted?
"The time I spend talking to the doctors about it would be wasted atlast"
Your whole life is ahead of you. If you don't keep trying to make it as awesome as it can be, it's not gonna be awesome at all. I know it's demoralizing but I hope you keep trying.
"I wanna try but when it gets good it gose and dives so far deeper. I'm gonna keep strong for us all and myself but it just hurts more by the day"
I know dude. It's hard sometimes. Sounds like you're in a dark place right now. Take care of yourself, ok? The system sucks and is life-stealing but at least we have eachother.
I'm really glad to have someone here for me, thanks













