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This is so ironic. I always kept a list of this; however, I lost the physical list I had since 2015, so here I am! Life is a one-way ticket to disneyland, and I wanna make it worth it before I pass (whenever that may be)

I'll also try my best to remember the goals I accomplished, and list them here :>

go to the Netherlands and take a photo in the field of flowers!

have a boyfriend (lmao I was aso young when I listed this)

first kiss

perform in in front of a crowd (got to do this during college! played a fairy/homeless person and the kids loved it!!! core memory is when a kindergartener recognized me, I felt like a celebrity hahaha cute kid!!!)

go on a ice skating date with my bf

learn how to cook sinigang by heart

baking as a hobby! (i've made killer tiramisus every xmas but im not counting that because a metric I have for it to be considered as a baking is it going thru heat)

take my mom on a out of the country trip! (viet, japan, or SK - SEA muna para mura wahaha)

sing in front of a big crowd with over 50+ people watching

make a short film on my own

finish a script

fall in love again for the last time.

lose weight (done! but I gained some of the pounds back :p)

wear sleeveless outside SHAMELESSLY

fly my mom in a airplane for a trip

celebrate my birthday as a big party with everyone invited!

kiss in a park

see a concert from a local artist (parokya ni edgar rockssss)

see a concert from an international artist

have a kid, and be a great mom.

go to all the historical museums in the philippines (there's 307 per 2026 soo been to 7 so pretty sure long way to go - but maybe i can make a separate list for this ehe)

go to coreigdor islands! experience rizal in dapitan.

submit a short film or documentary for a festival contest (small or big)

be promoted (promoted as a supervisor in amazon, also got promoted here in my current job and is a TL at the meowment hehe)

go on a trip with the loml (baguio!! because if it its really him that shitty curse wont break us up hahaha)

go on a solo trip! (counted na ung pasay lng ha)

save 100k php (T-T) [ in this economy???]

go to boracay

girls trip with diablits!! (basta sila kasama masaya hehe)

loose weight and hit my goal weight

be on TV (basta kita mukha sa screen counted yan)

finish this list hahaha

for me, being alone is freeing. this solo trip in the city that i did is one of the best decisions i've ever made.

I didn't realize how crowded my mind was back home.

it's so good that i feel gutted to go home this weekend.

it almost feels disappointing... would i still it call it a home atp if thats the feeling?

i might start looking for a solo condo or apartment... idk idk idk.

Yayy! I booked my first trip solo, so excited about it. It's only in Pasay, but this is the first time I'm travelling alone.

I'm scared, but this step is needed for me to grow as I've been sheltered for too long.

I was originally planning to go to Baguio, but due to budget restraints, we're staying within Manila and will lament in urban loneliness.

I plan to claim my free KK, cook cabbage dumpling, watch movies, and start writing again.