Low Expectations

Why the f*ck did someone have to lie, on small things, about stupid things, of their past just to be liked, when someone decided to be there just for their mere existence.

You can't trust no more, you can't feel that safety around them, you're just being careful cause now... Every word could be a f*cking lie, it ends up making you feel exhausted.

"I lied because I didn't wanted you to get mad at me" like, for real dude?, you just think that I was stupid enough to get with that, that you were smarter than me... You lied on purpose, it wasn't an accident you were self aware of the stupid sh*t you were saying and hiding.

You make me feel like I was the problem, played the victim so well that I fell for it... Gosh I'm so damn angry with myself 😫

I'm feeling more mad and sad, because I trusted someone that I shouldn't, but I'm kinda relieved cause I don't have to deal with all of that again.

And I don't want to. ❤️‍🩹