KATTY💞

I would love to love you all the time

I am just low life drug user that's all I will ever be I wish I could fucking sober up. For my family. For myself. I don't want my grandfather to watch me fucking deteriorate. I am already fucking 😣😣😣 terrible to look at. He sees it in my eyes. He sees my pain. He sees I'm hurting. I can't believe I am letting him fucking watch me destroy myself. I hate that so selfish that I do not even try to hide that I'm using anymore ,I just be flat out telling them . Like ya. I was using. 😣 They want me to sober up so fucking bad but I just fucking can't. I don't know where to begin. I know what to do physically but mentally. I can't stop tbi king about drugs. I want to stop. I want to stop this reality.